on Saturday, May 9, 2009
Hello everyone... Hope everybody is doing okay... I've said hello after a really long time... The little things... Hmm.. Yea i cant say that enough... Its the little things in life that matter... Not the bigger things.. Because the bigger things mostly fade away.. Hold On to the little things... They'll get you through this life... Thinking about bigger and heavier things will always get u depressed and sad... Anyways.. I've listened to this song lately called "I kill her" by Soko... This is a really interesting song... It makes me laugh... The song is actually really sad.. The lyrics are sad... I feel really sorry for the girl... I like the way shes all so direct... Saying whatever comes in her mind.. I like direct things.. Direct people.. Direct Everything.. I dont like Cryptic stuff... Another song that i like because of its directnes is Natasha BedingField's "i wana have your Babies"... Even though its not my type of music.. But the song is direct.. I mean you cant get more direct than telling someone that you wana have their babies.. :P

Im Still listening to my addiction... "Decode" by paramore.. cant stop listening to it... I really like hayley william's voice... Creative woman inspire me.. Theres something about them that makes me wana do something... Or maybe woman inspire me in general.. :P LOL.. thts funny.. yea it think thats about right..

Anyways.. today was saturday.. It was good to wake up late on a saturday.. Straight after waking up went out with dad to do some bank stuff and then went to get my car's stuck door fixed.. which has been stuck for ages now.. Finally its fixed now.. Dont know for how long.. Then got back Home... After a while finally went to by some suits for my brother's wedding.. Which is in july for those who dont know.. Got my suits finally... Even though its pretty early but my mom wanted to get things out of the way.. So shes happy now..

Watched some F1 today.. Changed the template for my blog.. I wasnt into changing the template but the last one was too boring.. This one atleast has something... After that went out in search of a gift for mom for mother's day.. Picked up a friend.. Searched alot.. F10.. jinnah super was mainly closed becoz of some protest.. So went to meet up with some other friends.. Went and played some snooker.. After that i continued my search.. Finally found something.. Got mom this cute little purse thingy and a pocket mirror.. It was okay i guess.. Got it wrapped and all.. She liked it.. She wud have liked anything i would have given.. Love Her...

Song of the day today is "Umeed" by Qayaas.. Qayaas is a new isloo band... I think the only optimistic thing about pakistan right now is the rock music that is coming up from all the major cities... The lyrics are getting better.. And music and composition are better too... Umeed is a typical song from a isloo underground band.. but i like it.. Its a sad song.. Something better and a little different.. Btw Qayaas is gona have a unplugged performance at the chopstick restaurant in super market.. Tomorrow.. I think the entry ticket is 1000.. Those of you who want.. can check them out there... Anyways.. That all.. Take Care.. Have Fun...

I'll Kill HER:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25AsfkriHQc
http://www.sweetslyrics.com/464602.Soko%20-%20I%27ll%20Kill%20Her%20Lyrics.html

Umeed:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIwl2zU0kLM

PS: Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there and especially to my mom....
on Friday, May 8, 2009
The post name is called "Im Sorry" because thats how i feel right now... I dont think theres any song by that name... I just feel sorry... I feel sorry for all that i have done and all that i didnt do... I feel sorry to everyone i ever met.. I feel sorry to everyone i ever talked to... I just feel sorry... So i will just like to say sorry to the whole world right now... Anyways.. Im glad i got that out of the way.... I was thinking today about the power of forgetting today... i wanted to know how strong is its power.. I think its not that strong... The power of forgetting stuff is overrated i think... You can never forget stuff that really matters.... Something might get in front of that stuff but you can never forget it... So today was friday.. Hm.. im thinking y i tell everyone what day it is... i mean like they dont know the day.. maybe someday when im reading up my blog maybe knowing the day will help.. Ohh acha thats y u tell the day... Good... So moving on from me talking to my stupid self... the day went fine... My good mood hang over was over and i was back to normal.. :P I was trying to regain some of my good mood... Work was there as always... Worked hard :P yea right... Went for jumma... Then had a Rahat pizza party ... One of my office buddies had been given an increment... so he was paying... A Rahat pizza tastes even better when its free.. :P Anyways.. had work to do and manage things after lunch... Made one project live.. And Got stuck with another one.. Which luckily didnt go live today becoz then i would have had to stay late... Yea you people may not understand this...

Khair.. Left office on time.. Got home.. Had to go pick and drop my cousin.. On my way back i decided to do some shopping therapy for myself... Yea i know.. Shopping!!.. I usually dont shop much or dont like it.. But when i do shop.. i shop alot and it makes me feel good... :P So i bought alot of stuff.. Ok maybe not that much but it was alot in my terms... Got back home and then decided to go show off some of my new clothes... :P So picked up a couple of friends.. We went and sat at civil junction.. had a strawberry smoothie.. Im still in search of a good strawberry smoothie... Anyways the day ended like that...

Musically today was very small.. Continued with my current addiction.. Which i think will go on for a while... The only song i heard or that i remember that sounded good was ghosts by Extreme... It was decent enuff song.. So i decided to make it my song of the day... Anyways... Take Care.. Have Funn...

GHOSTS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRGQGTHIVwk
http://www.absolutelyrics.com/lyrics/view/extreme/ghost/

PS: Ghosts of the past are in my head...
on Thursday, May 7, 2009

Im currently having what you may call a good mood hang over... those are so baad.. Because you know they will happen someday... You have such mixed up and confused.. okay maybe not confused but nostalgic and melancholic feelings... Hang overs are just not good... You go from such a high(not that high) to a really low level... Today i had a new addiction... which was the song "Decode" by "paramore".. this song is my new addiction... dont know how long it will last... listening to it right now... Hayley williams the lead vocalist of paramore is hott... I have a thing for chicks who rock... :P This song is OST of the movie Twilight.. Yea i liked the movie... I thought it was nice... Vampires are my thing... The sad part about today was that i didnt have anyone to share my new addiction with... I lost my friend with whom i shared all my music addictions with... this friend was the love of my life... I lost the love of my life...*sigh*.. anyways... i ve moved on.. Yea the hell u have... Gotta move on... Whatever...

My morning today started with the Song "King of wishful Thinking" By "go west"... it really is a nice jumpy song... Ive always liked it.... I really am the king of wishful thinking... Anyways this was a nice morning song.... Office was okay as usual... My office is really good for me... I helps me pass my day in a good way... And my office lunch buddies are great... i really have fun with them alot.... Work was alot and good... Did some good work today.... It was nice... 5 pm started listening to the rush hour show... Which was really good... This week the show has been great... Yes my mid day checkpoint... :P Thorough out the day i was listening to my addiction "Decode".... which was good.. It helped me work good and quickly.... good Music really gets me going.. and enables me to do some really good work.... Anyways.. music was good today.... Had almost everything... Coldplay, Bon jovi, skid row.. i cant remember much but it was really good.... Got home.. and was really tired... My tiredness from yesterday was still there.... It had caught up with me.... So i slept... Had some weird dreams agains.. these short naps really cause u to have some really weird dreams... I Mean dreams that u can never imagine... Anyways.. Got up .. Had dinner.. My moms awesome Alloo ke parathay... Since bhindi ghost is not my thing... :P ... Then just did nothing....

One of my friends is really confused about the future today.. My advice to my friend... Stop thinking about the future... things will work out.. they eventually do.. Allah has ways to balance things out... It may take time and sometimes really long time.. but things will balance out.. So stop worrying about the future and live in the present... And Enjoy.. Have funn...

The song of the day as u people might have guessed by now is "decode" by paramore... :P Really awesome song.. the voice of hayley williams is so haunting.... "how did we get here..."...Anyways.. People.. Take care.. Have fun.. Smile...

Decode:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__su5ZoQSiY&feature=related
http://www.metrolyrics.com/decode-lyrics-paramore.html

PS: How did we get here.. When i used to know you so well... How did we get here.. Well i think i know...
on Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Im really too tired to write anythng.... Today was really hectic and kinda long day.. But went good... I think my last nights good mood had its aura over me today... I was feeling just fine... :P My head is spinning right now.. This is gona be a short post.... I recently been going through some blogs and i found out that pakistan really has a big blogging community.. Maybe its not that big but i didnt know that they were so many people blogging.... Well its kinda nice to know... Khair... I have bad back pain today... Must be becoz of all the driving... Office was okay.. went well... Had an individual meeting with my manager today... discussed some serious stuff... After office went out with my mom and cousin for shopping... Which was okay... After that my friends had made a plan of a good gathering.. So went their... Drove up to Pir Sohawa first time myself.. Which was a nice experience.... It was a nice evening.. had fun.. Good food.. good company.. good weather...

Musically it was good day but my head is spinning too much for me to remember what i listened to today... :P I know i listened to "On Call" by KOL.. Which is a regular part of my day these days....The song of the day i think should be "present Tense" by Pearl JAm... Anyways .. ADIOS.. Take Care.. Have Fun...

Present Tense:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4O7jmmSYI9U
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Present-Tense-lyrics-Pearl-Jam/06D2BEF7CA6C750548256862000A14CA

PS: We should live in the present tense....
on Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Mann... Im really in a good mood right now... Yea i hate to admit it but i really am... Some of you who catch some of my post from time to time might be wondering... What happened to this morose personality of mine... Well its not right here at the moment.. :P Maybe tomorrow... Well the reason behind my good mood is a number of small things.... I think i said in one of my previous posts that there are really small things during the day that make the day for you and you really need to hold on to those things.... Well a major thing behind my good mood is that my salary got transferred today... And i ended up getting a really good bonus... I mean really good :P... Its a really good feeling when you work really hard and at the end of the month you get what you deserve.... It makes you feel like your doing something worthwhile.... Anyways.. Enough of me and my good mood... The day didn't start of so good actually.. i was sleepy and the work was not that good.. Actually i had to work on a project i don't like and i was avoiding it.. But in the end of the day i had to do it.... So morning was not that good... Things started to get better with lunch and after that... And work got a little better.....

Was listening to the evening rush hour show while working as usual... The last hour of my work at office is accompanied by the rush hour show... Which was good today.. and mostly is... Listened to some goood music... Rush hour show is my mid-day checkpoint... Even though its the evening but i treat as my mid day.... I like to divide my day into checkpoints.. it helps in passing the day....

Reached home and relaxed for a while... then went to hang out with my friends at their place... They have finally set their room.. Which is good... I really enjoy the time with them... People who make you laugh and make you feel like your not just passing your time and that your really enjoying it... And make you feel like life is great... I have lot of those people... I call them people instead of friends because their really are my people... There are my friends.... I am really blessed by Allah for having so many friends... Everybody has their vices.. Hell i know.. I have alot of them.... Its whats in their heart that really matters.... Im really blessed to be with people with great hearts... Love You all...

Do you believe in that thing ... that someone looks at a couple and says "those two were meant to be together"... Well i wasnt so sure about it till recently... i think i have started believing in this thing... Today i saw a couple and i though to myself the same thing.. They were really meant to be together... First time i really thought this when i saw my brother and my future sister-in-law... Now those two i really believe are meant to be together... Awesome couple... :D

Musically today was great i think... it had everything.. thts another thing behind my good mood... It had some 90's music.. some new music. even some pop.. :P "Summer of 69" i remember.. Also love hurts by incubus... "On Call" by kings of leon.. Now this is one of those songs currently ... which i can listen to the whole day and not get bored.. This song i think inspires..it inspired me to work today... :P Also heard "Sour Girl" by stp another great song.. I think you get my point... Music was great today....However the song of the day (which is suiting my current good mood) is "love song for no one" by John Mayer... this is a awesome cute song... This really is my love song.. :D.. Anyways.. ADIOS... Take Care.. Have Fun... looking forward to watch the arsenal V Man U match... It would be a great day today if arsenal end up beating Man U.. But i kinda doubt it.. But i believe... :P Keep Smiling people... And Make others laugh and smile....

Love Song For No One:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NuCuTOiqeo
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Love-Song-For-No-One-lyrics-John-Mayer/EBD5A0AF0333CD6148256BA00030EE6B

PS: Never underestimate the power of the words " I'd like that"...Watch the video above got it from that....
on Monday, May 4, 2009
Helloo my friends.. How is your life going.... Hope its going good... today was monday.. The day when almost everyone is busy with sumthing... They dont have time for anybody else.... Its not one of my favorite days... Today started off in a weird way... Actually i woke up after a weird dream... What was the dream abt.. hmm.. not sure... hence the weirdness... Should dreams be something to look into... i dont think so... but they do have a affect on your life... My life was changed by somebody's dream.... how can somebody's dream change your life... Yea im baffled at the thought too but it has happened to me.... Anyways.. Morning was weird and sleepyy... As i had i think only slept for around 4 hours.... Morning was lightened up a bit by something that happened in office... All of us at work today received a MEMO (which we called the MAmooo... :P) from our CEO.. Basically it was about the "sir" culture in our company and how it should be removed and that we should call our superior by their first names... LOL.. it turned into a joke for the whole office... Calling our superior by their first names at their backs ofcourse... Well it was fun... I had alot of work today... So was busy with that... Lunch was good and fun.. The weather was awesome today.. As i have started to like the rainy weather....

Left office on time today... Reached home and did nothing.. Stayed at home today as i had decided to do... Did nothing just wasted time.... Saw my friend from yesterday.... The cockroach... Hes still alive... I think he realizes now that im his friend as he sees im not killing him... He must have seen other humans killing his brothers and sisters... and must have seen the change in me... i think hes part of a larger family.. Hes probably the look out.. The scout u can say.. laying his life on the line for his family.... May he live long....

Musically today was the love hate music day.. which was largely becoz of the love hate theme of the rush hour show on fm.... Listened to i dont care by Apocalyptica and adam gontier... the ultimate hate song... I must listen... And listened to the song of the day for today... My all Time favorite song "Iris" by the goo goo dolls.. its the ultimate kinda love song... :P Well today im again in a no writing mood... Im mostly in this mood these days... Dont know y maybe ive started to write my post a little too late.. i need to start writing it early...Anyways.. ADIOS.. take care.. Have Fun...

IRIS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHd09ezbU1Q
http://www.metrolyrics.com/iris-lyrics-goo-goo-dolls.html

PS; Good bye day....
on Sunday, May 3, 2009
Its around 3 am... I kinda slept without knowing... woke up around this time... So cant write that much today because im that sleepy... So lets see... The post name is called " i wish anyone cared"... Theres no song of this name... :P or atleast that i know of... However its inspired by the nickelback's song "If everyone cared"... I just gave it this name because thats how i feel right now... Nobody cares that much... I wish someone cared that much... You have to look after yourself... You have to deal with your own problems....Nobody really cares.... Anyways.. today was a Sunday...And like always a slow one.. Slept till 1 pm... Ate sumthng cant remember now... must be really sleep.. :P Some work was going on at the house.. So kinda had to look after that... The weather was getting really nice... Yes it was...:P ive started liking the weather before the rain... The rain itself.. :P and the weather after it too... So i was enjoying the weather... Got a message from a friend around 4 or 5 today... So went to go pick him up... Picked up some other friends and then went for gaming... Gaming is again turning a good distraction in life for me... I had fun... After that went to PKG.. Which was really good... Dropped off some friends and then me and another friend went to masooms for a brownie and coffee... Which was good...Went to masooms in reality after a really long time.... Had went a little recently but it was for only a few minutes... Ended up telling this friend some of my issues in life... :P... Then went home...That was my day... Ended in one paragraph... Lol.. how sad... And it was a sunday too.. In my defence i wrote it in a very small way .. :P

Today i kinda made a new friend.... ok maybe he doesnt know im his friend... Actually i dont know if its a he or a she.. :P...Its acutally a Cockroach... He/she turned out be a friend when i decided not to kill him ... He resides in my bathroom... I decided (yea decided..) that hes my friend until he or she provokes me.... To far he/she hasnt... Hence considered a friend... We'll see tomorrow.. :P

Musically today was sad.. Although i did listen to some nusrat fateh ali and some heavy metal music on my way back home at night...Other than that nuthing... So i decided that "Disarray" by lifehouse is gona be the song of the day as i slept to this song a while ago... actually still listening to it... Its turning out to be a great song.. :P And the lyrics are great too...

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (inside the disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don’t know where I’m going
But it’s alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

Struggling between the facts and fiction
I’m alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement, then there's me
I’m just trying to survive

Oh man.. lyrics are awesome.. i just found oout.. :P Anyways... Thats all for today.. Tomorrow is gona be a bad day.. Havent slept... Take care.. Have fun....

Disarray:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V27SCL74D6A&feature=related
http://www.metrolyrics.com/disarray-lyrics-lifehouse.html

PS: Nobody Really cares...
on Saturday, May 2, 2009
It seems as if life goes on... No one can stop it... No matter how much you try... It will go on... You have to live your life.... Today was saturday and mine was on... Had no mood to work... The day started of with me thinking that their wont be any work but gradually the work started to come... Dealt with it as best as i could... Went to jahangir for lassi... Got back and carried on with my work... Had to shift between various projects... Which is rough... Khair wrapped work up quickly and just went home...

Got home and slept for a while.... Then had dinner.. Then went our for gaming with friends... And thats generaly about it.... The thing is it was overall not a bad day... :P It should be a bad day...

Im feeling sleepy today and dont wana write plus its 2 Am so this post is going to be short.... The post name is callled "Disarray" because been listening to it since yesterday and life is in disarray... The song of the day is "Windows in the Sky" by U2... Its a nice song by U2... As are almost all songs by them are.... Anyways... Should listened to it... Khair... ADIOS... Take Care... Have fun....

Windows in the Sky:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJFwgW8bqiM&feature=related
http://www.metrolyrics.com/window-in-the-skies-lyrics-u2.html

PS: I dont know whats going on.... I need to sleep...

..

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on Friday, May 1, 2009
Dear Switch.
Things are getting personal now... I mean i didnt want that... U've been with me all my life now... Always by my side... Uve been there every time ive needed you... You have been my friend all through my good and bad times.... You've never let me down.... You've been more than a friend to me... You have been my life... I will never forget all that you have done for me.... but Things are getting bad between you and me... I no more enjoy your company... yea im a selfish person... I've just used you all my life.... I've taken advantage of you.... You always had my back and asked nothing in return... For that i can never thank you enough... But things are really getting bad between us now... I dont want you anymore... So please stay away... I dont want you to be a part of my life... I know that can never happen... But please stay away... I wana live my life on my own now... You were my friend since my childhood... But things have changed now... I cant stand you anymore... Please go away... Give company to some other child thats born in this world... Your free from my end... Please listen to me and leave... Ill be really greatfull to you if you do this last thing for me....
Regards,
ME

Anyways... that just me settling things with my switch.. Please refer to my last post if you dont know about my switch.... Today was a mixed day...It was a holiday and a friday.... I opened my eyes around 9 am... didnt wana get up so closed them again... This went on at each hour... Finally got up around 1.... Had my brunch... Then prepared for jumma and said my jumma prayers... Today was the alumni reunion at my university.. i had planned to go... So called up a friend and i went... When i entered into my college.. I realized that i had made a big mistake by coming.... roamed around there for a while... Saw some familiar faces... Met some people... then decided to get out of there.... Which was really a good decision.... I didnt know what had gotten into me... Me on a alumni reunion... Shishhh.... Anyways... After that we picked up some more friends... And went to rayyans to eat... I had fun... Hanging out with friends has been the epitome of my day for a while now..... After that went to PKG had tea and then headed home... Day ended good...

Today i heard that Alice in chains are geting back together... Great news... really great band... Even though it wont be same without Layne staley(may he rest in peace)... But still the music will be good.... Hope they come up with an album soon...

Ive decided that today there are gona be 3 songs of the day... :P yea i know how can there be 3... But i just cant pick one today... the first is the "The Scientist(Nobody said it was easy)" by Coldplay.... I have really started to like coldplay... I liked them before... But now i have a new liking for them... This song is also on of their great songs.... Second song is "Disarray" by lifehouse... Okay lifehouse is a band ive been really harsh to... By making their song the song of the day i think ive made my peace with them... This song is one their best songs.... Nice lyrics..... 3rd and the last song of the day is "heaven beside you" by Alice in chains... This really is great song with great lyrics... Awesome song... Anyways.. thats all from me for today... ADIOS... take care... have fun....

Nobody said it was easy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8iYdJH1i4rc&feature=related
http://www.kovideo.net/lyrics/c/Coldplay/Nobody-Said-It-Was-Easy.html

Disarray:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V27SCL74D6A
http://www.metrolyrics.com/disarray-lyrics-lifehouse.html

Heaven Beside You:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMmxXnyMAzY
http://www.lyrics007.com/Alice%20In%20Chains%20Lyrics/Heaven%20Beside%20You%20Lyrics.html

PS: Please grow up now....