on Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I have a terrible headache... i think i need to complete my sleep cycle these days.. :P my head always feels heavy after coming back home from work...
Its really Funny the way it is.... One minute you feel alright and the next minute your feeling down... And then your doing all okay... Things need to be better... You keep your relations and you lose them... you build some and demolish some.... I cant write stuff when i have a headache...
The day went fine... In the words of someone i know it went "pretty good" because nothing bad happened.. :P Well then most of the days would be pretty good as most of the times bad things dont happen much during the day... Work is predicted in the future so lets see... Stayed home after work...
The song of the day is "Funny the way it is" by dave matthews band.... really one of the good songs recently.... Anyways... Good Luck with everything...

Funny the way it is:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=au5JMhaBnv4
http://www.metrolyrics.com/funny-the-way-it-is-lyrics-dave-matthews-band.html

PS: Somebody’s heart is broken and it becomes your favorite song...
on Tuesday, June 9, 2009
What the hell is going on in this country.... Another deadly blast in the PC Hotel in Peshawar.... The scenes were terrible.. As they usually are after a blast... What can be done about this... And this was in a really high security area.... This is so depressing.. The environment in the country is so depressing... How a chronic depressed man is supposed to feel better in this country....A pray for all the injured people... May they recover well... And for the people who may have died..May they rest in peace and heaven.... May Allah protect this country and its citizens from all the bad things happening here....

Day was going pretty okay before this happened... I need a memory reboot in my head.. :P Maybe a system whitewash... :P That may help me to move on... Work was not that much... Things have to be known.... I was reading today a really good comment on a blog.. Its basically some lines from the Ally macbeal show... Thought i should spread it...
"The real truth is, I probably don't want to be too happy or content. Because, then what? I actually like the quest, the search. That's the fun. The more lost you are, the more you have to look forward to. What do you know? I'm having a great time and I don't even know it"
I like the last line.. :P

My songs of the day have started to repeat now... Either i like none of the new stuff or i just like the old stuff better... Khair.. the Song of the day is "free falling" the John Mayer version... Anyways.. Take care.. Have fun.. Pray for us all...

Free Falling:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9CPwuWteHA

http://www.metrolyrics.com/free-fallin-lyrics-john-mayer.html

PS: Pakistan is through to super 8s of the T20 World Cup... :P
on Monday, June 8, 2009
Does a person truly change with time or is he or she been like that forever... And that personality of theirs just always has been dormant in their bodies...

Change is good or change is bad... Change has to happen...You can't always cling to things in your past... You can remember them sometime but can't cling to them... Everyone gets old with time... You have to move with the changes...

The great thing in life is the feeling that you know a person really well... You know almost everything about them... Its a good feeling... People just depend on people in their lives... And then you depend on new people... You depend on some people to make your day....Someone who can put a smile on your face so that you can forget the hardships of the day... Thats life...

A regular Monday started today... Countdown for the weekend has started again... :P Things have started on... Got some money from my old company yesterday which is nice... Hopefully Things will change for the good...

I love the bitch style therapy.... :P

The song of the day is "1979" by smashing pumpkins.... Really nice song.. been listening to it for a while.... Just like the "keep moving" flow of it... Anyways.. Take Care... HAve fun.. Keep smiling..

1979:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2snP7rGP6g
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/smashing+pumpkins/1979_20126571.html

PS:We dont even care about it....
on Sunday, June 7, 2009
Today i think is a full moon... Not sure though but it seems full... i like full moons.. Forget abt the romantic part surrounding a full moonlight..... Full moon has that mystery surrounding it... Full moon has that clarity around it too... Full moon has that werewolf thing too... So i just think that full moons are cool... its has that awesomeness about it... Its has that strength which ive been craving for recently... Full moon has that uniqueness which i always like in things and people also... But u cant be siting in a moonlight alone... I've tried it and it feels so depressing.... You have to have some friends or someone to give you company....

Sunday was as usual lazy... Sunday mornings and afernoons are mostly spent in bed... The night was good with some friends... Fedrer has finally won the french open.. Which is quite the achievement.... Was matching a pakistan england T20 match right now.. Not that much into cricket but was jut watching for the heck of it... Lets see what happens.. Tomorrow will start another week... Lets hope it goes good....

The song of the day is "the pot" by tool.. I always love this song.... I was reminded of this song a couple of minutes ago.. Really awesome song.. Anyways take care... Have fun...

The pot:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2F_hGwD26g
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/tool/thepot.html

PS: Eye hole deep in muddy waters.. You practically raised the dead...
on Saturday, June 6, 2009
Melancholy is probably one of my favorite words in the English dictionary....
And Revelry is probably one of the latest words i like....

Melancholy: 1. a gloomy state of mind, esp. when habitual or prolonged; depression.
2. sober thoughtfulness; pensiveness.

Revelry: Noisy partying and merrymaking.. (Now what does merrymaking mean here... :P)

Im thinking right now that i was always melancholic.. Its not completely about a girl... Ive been like this forever... Infact the girl made me forget about my melancholic nature.. She made me happy... Now that shes no more a part of my life so my melancholic nature is back... And is back with a vengeance..... Anyways will try to put up some kind of a fight... have to keep trying....

Revelry is something i wana try out... You know noisy partying and merrymaking... :P But thing about a party is that the time after the party is so down... More appropriately called the "morning after"... Anyways still wana try it out...

Today was not a bad day.... Finally got to see star trek in the cinema... Goood movie... I am after all a start trek geek... :P Went to cinema after sometime now... The last time i went was.... Well lets just not talk about it....:P ..Today went with my mom and a cousin of mine.. Khair .. it was nice and all....

These days im against long posts.... Its just gets so pathetic when i just keep rambling on.... So my posts are going to be short....

The song of the day is "revelry" by "Kings of leon".... Really nice and mellow song... Really good song for a melancholic mood... Anyways.. Take care.. Have fun and enjoy the rest of the weekend...

Revelry:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZyGWg0uqkw
http://www.metrolyrics.com/revelry-lyrics-kings-of-leon.html

PS: Just dreaming of revelry....
on Friday, June 5, 2009
Life is the people around you....

Life is the people that will come into your life....

Life is the people that will leave your life and start their own.....

Life is all about people and relationships we have with them...

Life leads you to ways you never imagined you would go....

Life leads you to people you never imagined you would meet....

Life is funny.....

Today ended up on a good note with me enjoying the rain with my friends.... Just Cruised in the car... And enjoyed a huge glass of Lassi at midnight in the rain... Today i enjoyed the rain after sometime... My friends were enjoying it so i started enjoying it too.... Why can't i be content with all that i have....

The song of the day is "Manhattan" by "Kings of leon"... This songs suits the weather... Anyways people... Take care.. have fun and enjoy the weekend....

Manhattan:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IEmvcptyZm0
http://www.metrolyrics.com/manhattan-lyrics-kings-of-leon.html

PS: i want someone to listen to this song with me all night....
on Thursday, June 4, 2009
Are you really the one?.... Are you really the person im gona spend the rest of my life with... or share the rest of my life... Will i love you the same way.... Will i love spending time with you the same way.... Will i talk to you for hours and hours... Will i share with you my deepest secrets.... Will trust you the same way.. Will you be my best friend... Will you make me forget my past... Will you help me move on... Will you be my only one.... Will you be always on my mind.... Will i think about you all the time... Will i wonder what you doing all the time... Would it be fair to you.... These questions i can't answer...

Life is strange... Sometimes it changes so quickly... And sometimes it doesn't change at all.... Today was a regular day... Yea rite.. :P I think im going backwards again... How did i start going backwards... Shutup...You know how you started going backwards... khair... Wait and see...

Fuck long posts...

The song of the day today is "Spaceman" by killers... becoz i can't think of any other new song that is good...Anyways take care... have fun...

Spaceman:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=et0R9p606bM
http://www.metrolyrics.com/spaceman-lyrics-the-killers.html

PS: i wrote this whole post with a single finger.... :P
on Wednesday, June 3, 2009
So i was wondering today whats the expiration date on geting over a person... Mind is a really fucked up thing... Or atleast my mind is... How it can be affected by one person... It behaves like superman when he goes near kryptonite... Or an electronic instrument placed near some EM waves.... How this seemingly the most powerful thing in this universe can be so damn vulnerable..... I guess everything has its weak points... Today was a bad day... I nearly cried on my way back from work.... (yea i call it crying when your eyes swell up a little....) I saw her today... I think i should get used to it now.... When will it stop hurting... Im still in the words of my brother stuck in a moment and i cant get out of it.. Khair.. i guess days like this will continue to happen... I just hope it isn't everyday... Life really is ironic....

They song of the day definitely has to be "ironic" by "Alanis Morissette".. Lyrically this song is awesome... I like this song... definitely one of those songs whose lyrics im gona paste here...

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

For some reason i feel a little better now... :P

Ironic:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v9yUVgrmPY

PS: Isn't it ironic....
on Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Chaos is wats all in im head.... Chaos is what all around me.... Choas is everywhere.... Or maybe thats just because i slept after office and just woke up.... Right now i just dont want anything.... That feeling is so bad when you wake up at midnight after sleeping in the evening... Khair... Lets see what happens tomorrow... Hmmm... I want everything.... You can't write anything right now....

Today was another supposedly hectic day.... Thats just becoz ur at new place...And it just feels hectic.... Im not listening to any music these days... Maybe thats why there is chaos around... So im just gona end this right now..

Song of the day is "In Loving memory" by "Alter Bridge"... Take Care....

In Loving Memory:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcQ3iegpZTc
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/In-Loving-Memory-lyrics-Alter-Bridge/8E50C2CDF316C03748256EEE000D0A12

PS: I sing tonight because it comforts me....
on Monday, June 1, 2009
My memories are mine... They are mine to remember... They are mine to not think about... But they are just mine... Nobody can take it away from me... Nobody can make me forget... They are for me to cherish.... My memories will always remain special... No one will demolish or degrade them.... They will always be locked in the corner of my head... Maybe even a dark corner where only i will roam... That corner may have a cinema screen of its own.. A pop corn stand at the back... And a guy selling nachos with the most awesome sauces... They will be a multiplex with multiple amount of screens... Each screen showing a different part of my life or my memories... Each cinema will have only one seat... hence it will always be sold out.... Ahhhh... I want mee... i want myself.. I want peace... i want everything.. i want all knowledge... i want all pleasures of life... I want serenity.. i want tranquility... I wana get high.... High on drugs is sooo low level.. I wana be high on something deep.. Something in my head.... Something out of this world.... i wana be funny.. i wana laugh...I wana cry.... i want some one to share everything with... i want sleep.. I want the headache from my head to be removed.... Ahhh... I wana be able to keep on writing like a pulitzer winning writer.... What the hell do u want?.... hmmm... relax now... And stop...

Today was the first day in my new office... And it was kinda the typical first day... Felt tired in the end.. But raring to go again... the little things we take for granted... I have such a awesome home.... I can't thank Allah Enough.... I have everything provided to me.. Dont have to do anything..... Just .... Go....

I will have alot of stuff to do in office.. So lets see whats in store from me..... The thing which was weird for me was okay not that bad... Will work...Music will have to be gradually settled in... The song of the day is "Disarray" by lifehouse... becoz just felt like making it... Anyways... Everyone take care... Hope the best for you all from the deepest corners of my heart.. And Have fun too....

Disarray:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYc25FAh5ho
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/lifehouse/disarray.html

PS: I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's Alright I wouldn't have it any other way.....