Saari Raat Jaga

I like this somehow....


Sari Raat Jaga Ray Jaga Ray...
Lagay Dil Hara Ray Hara Ray...
Kho Diyay Wo Lamhay Saray Ray...
Teray Bin Kaun Mein Yaara Ray...
Meri Jaan Tu Nay Jana Menay Jana...
Meri Jaan Teri Haan Meri Haan...
Dar Aya Daur Aya...
Dar Aya Daur Aya Na...

Rat Jaagi Yaadein Meray Dil Mein
Kho Diya Na Paya Jo Bhi Dil Nay...

Teray Liyay Hara Yara Ray...
Teray Liyay Saray Ghum Hain Sahay...
Teray Liyay...

Jab Teri Aankhein So Jayein...
Aur Teri Yadein Kho Jayien...
Teray Tan Mein Teray Man Mein...
Teray Ghar Ko Aag Lag Jayay...
Aur Tujhay Jag Na Ayay...


Sari Raat Jaga Ray Jaga Ray...
Dobay Man Mera Jo Hara Ray Hara Ray...
Kho Diyay Wo Lamhay Saray Ray...
Aaj Hein Dhoondtay Yaara Ray...

Rat Jaagi Aahein Meray Dil Mein...
Kho Diya Na Paya Jo Bhi Dil Nay...

Teray Liyay Hara Yara Ray...
Teray Liyay Saray Ghum Hain Sahay...
Teray Liyay...

Jab Teri Aankhein So Jayein...
Aur Teri Yadein Kho Jayien...
Teray Tan Mein Teray Man Mein...
Teray Ghar Ko Aag Lag Jayay...
Aur Tujhay Jag Na Ayay...

Jab Teri Aankhein So Jayein...
Aur Teri Yadein Kho Jayien...
Teray Tan Mein Teray Man Mein...
Teray Ghar Ko Aag Lag Jayay...
Aur Tujhay Jag Na Ayay...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-S5U2GXKBSo&feature=player_embedded

My World

My world is dark and gloomy... It consists of very thick air which makes it very hard to breath for anyone whose living in it... It consists of very huge forests with trees that have no leaves.... Theres a never ending river that passes in between the forrest with cold water running in it all the time... The sound of which seems pleasent at first but after a while it sounds creepy as its a never ending sound and you cant escape it.... Clouds are always their...There is no sun... However at night time there always a full moon... Wolves can always be heard at night time... Once in a while the color of the river water changes to red or purple... The dirt on the ground predomintes the weeds and grass... You can see a burn down cottage always at a distance...however the closer you go to it the further it seems.... i live in this world all alone... Me leaving this world of mine is not in my control... Sometimes i blink and i find myself no more in this world and sometimes in a blink of an eye im back in this world again... Its a mystery that someone need to solve....

Nothing to write

So i have nothing to write... i have been down a little lately... Been tired... been fed up with my job... Anyways today i got great message from someone which i thot i shud share with you... "Seriously you need to enjoy yar.. eternal peace can be just obtained by 1z own will... I try my best to be happy i believe in Allah wat ever he gives me is 4 my betterment.. i know if he gives me pain he gives to the extent i can handle.. i m happy for he makes me stronger by giving pain.. more happier coz dat pain isnt lasting and i dont let it last either.. you have to fight the negativity ... u have to find the inner light..u have to find the key which is within u dat will make u happy... "

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

Jo Meray

Mann mera chahay jo woh bolay meree raah mein
Mann mera sochay aaj dolay meree shaam mein

Lagay bol meray mann mein
Koi bol de!
Haal-e-dil jo meray tann mein
Koi rok de!

Jo meray raahi, woh meray Naahi
Meray bol meree raah main
Jo tann mein dekhay, kyoon mann mein sochay?
Meray bol meree raah main
Mann dolay meree shaam mein

Mann mera chahay jo woh bolay meree raah mein
Mann mera dolay aaj bolay meree shaam mein
Lagay bol meray mann mein…

Just been listening to this song.... it is just that kind of song... it hasnt been that long that ive admitted that i like Noori... i think it was the right decision... Its been really a bad day.... Last night i was up all night in office... There was this activity.... Anyways.. Bad day... Seems as if im just floating.... I just wana sleep in the arms of someone.. I wana breathe with the breath of someone... I wana talk with someone... I wana sleep for a really really long time.... I dont wana go to office tomorrow.. I dont like it there.. I just have that weird feeling inside me.... Where did my happy go lucky life go.... Just dont wana read anything... Just dont wana write anything... Today got some work to do which i dont wana do.. have to do it till the end of next week.... Hope things goess goood... Anyways this is the song....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjehYh8N1iY

Something never said before

Somethings i think i have never said to no one... Oh yea i told this to someone yesterday so i decided to write it on my blog too... Hate is a really strong word... I never use it... But all i wana say is that a part of me is disappointed in her.. Even though i keep on telling myself that she couldn't do anything else.. A fucking part of me feels that she could have done more... I would have done anything.... I was ready to do to me the greatest wrong in this world that is to go against my parents.. But she didnt do the same thing... why?... i guess its better not to answer that question... Yes i still live.. and im okay.. Like everyone said i would be.. and i thot myself the same thing... But a part of me has truly died... It definitely does happen... That part i can never get back.... People will never see that part of me... All they will see is the parts of me that are living.... I just go with the flow.... Like i always used to... People will forget... But i will never.... But i still hope i do...

Anyways.. i keep on living my life.. Last night was fun.. After a really long time i had a all nighter with my friends... It was BBQ, music, lots of sheesha(My first ever self made sheesha and it was a great one..)... stupidities..as in shugal... singing.. and a sunrise with a half sun... oh yea they were alot of falling stars in the sky tooo... It was fun...
Today was nice also ... got to spent some time with my bro and bhabi...

Where is the music... it just comes in small batches these days... Still listening to akira Yamaoka.. Tomorrow is again my not so good office...

I want love (THE FULL NIGHTMARE)

All right, let's do this
One, two, three

I want a cup that overflows with love
Although it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a barrel full of love
Although I know it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a river full of love
But then I know the holes will still remain
I need an ocean full of love
Although I know the holes will still remain

And this Swiss-cheese heart knows
Only kindness can fill its holes
And love can dry my tears
As pain disappears

I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstasy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity

Fill up my heart with love
Oh, you'd be amazed at how little I need from him
to feel complete here and now
Stirring within me
are these feelings I can't ignore
I need a miracle and that's what I'm hoping for

I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstasy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now
Oh, baby

Anybody's love but his will never fill this space within me
Now doctor, give me what I need to free my heart from misery

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNgf0juRhmM&feature=related

Room of Angels... A nightmare

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye].

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],

After a long time i liked a song like i used to like songs.... Thanks to kasana...

Room of Angels:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMvOkUMPZ0g

Beautiful People

How come im surrounded by beautiful people.... i want one for myself....

AAAAAaaaaaaaaaa......

So just came home from office... things are really fucked up there... Anyways.. i wana go to a secluded island... find a beautiful cute girl... and just talk to her for hours... Hahaha.. i really have gone loco.. :P Anyways.. ADIOS...