Waiting for you

Your gentle voice I hear
Your words echo inside me
You said "You long for me, that you love me"
And I want to see you too, feels just like I'm falling
Is there nothing I can do, wonder if you hear my calling

I'm here and waiting for you
Where are you, I can't find you
I'm here and waiting for you
I'll wait forever for you

Does she have someone she loves more than me
I thought I could love you better, we were always together
If we took some time apart you would finally know my heart

I'm here and waiting for you
Where are you, I can't find you
I'm here and waiting for you
I'll wait forever for you

I fell in Love with you and now you're gone
There's nothing left within my lonely room without you

I'm here and waiting for you
Where are you, I can't find you
I'm here and waiting for you
I'll wait forever for you

Sadness

So my brother left today... actually just an hour or so ago... Feeling sad about it... Had to stay late in office today so didnt get much time to spend with him on his last day here... Gona miss him again.. It just feels good having him around.... Anyways life is just like that... Hopefully the newest member of our small family can fill his place.... Love ya bro... take care.. Have fun...

Flames

close your eyes
let me touch you now
let me give you something that is real
close the door
leave your fears behind
let me give you what you're giving me
you are the only thing
that makes me want to live at all
when i am with you
there's no reason to pretend
that when i am with you i feel flames again
just put me inside you
i would never ever leave
just put me inside you
i would never ever leave
you

Head pain

Im having my head pain as usual.... Everybody has it own problems... Im feeling in the words of a friend of mine that "life sucks".... How do i make someone who is feeling that way feel better.. Ppl are having their results come out.... And trust me these things dont matter in the long run... I am out... Havent been in my "THAT" meaning talkative wala mood for a long time.. Has been ages since ive been in that mood... What? Why? How?

Better

Feeling a bit better.... Using my mobile for writing my post.. Its quite cool.. Nokia 5800.. Good for listening to music.. Though dont have the time for fully using it.. I miss meeting up with frnds almost each day.. My job has taken up all the time in my life.. Guess just wud have to deal wid it.. Lets see how i deal wid it... Loved AD's post today.. I wish i had sumone for that kind of stuff..:p..

Survival

Just trying to survive..

Fuck me, It still hurts

So it still fucking hurts even after me staying busy most of the time... I still find the time to think about my stuff... Today i saw the movie "Love aaj kal".. I didnt know y i went wid my family.. Even when i knew love stories reallly mess me up... I gues i was testing my self... so guess wat testing failed... They still mess me up... The whole time i was thinking the last time i watched an indian movie in the cinema was with her... Aaaaaaaaaa.... And i havent told anyone this but i still have the movie tickets from my first date with her.. I dont know why but i am hating my life right now... Please God Forgive me for this..

Way too good

So is there something in this world that is considered as so goood that it will fall apart... I think there is but im not sure about.. There has to be something like that.... If there is how are we suppose to know what are the things which are the right amount of good..... Hmm...

Saari Raat Jaga

I like this somehow....


Sari Raat Jaga Ray Jaga Ray...
Lagay Dil Hara Ray Hara Ray...
Kho Diyay Wo Lamhay Saray Ray...
Teray Bin Kaun Mein Yaara Ray...
Meri Jaan Tu Nay Jana Menay Jana...
Meri Jaan Teri Haan Meri Haan...
Dar Aya Daur Aya...
Dar Aya Daur Aya Na...

Rat Jaagi Yaadein Meray Dil Mein
Kho Diya Na Paya Jo Bhi Dil Nay...

Teray Liyay Hara Yara Ray...
Teray Liyay Saray Ghum Hain Sahay...
Teray Liyay...

Jab Teri Aankhein So Jayein...
Aur Teri Yadein Kho Jayien...
Teray Tan Mein Teray Man Mein...
Teray Ghar Ko Aag Lag Jayay...
Aur Tujhay Jag Na Ayay...


Sari Raat Jaga Ray Jaga Ray...
Dobay Man Mera Jo Hara Ray Hara Ray...
Kho Diyay Wo Lamhay Saray Ray...
Aaj Hein Dhoondtay Yaara Ray...

Rat Jaagi Aahein Meray Dil Mein...
Kho Diya Na Paya Jo Bhi Dil Nay...

Teray Liyay Hara Yara Ray...
Teray Liyay Saray Ghum Hain Sahay...
Teray Liyay...

Jab Teri Aankhein So Jayein...
Aur Teri Yadein Kho Jayien...
Teray Tan Mein Teray Man Mein...
Teray Ghar Ko Aag Lag Jayay...
Aur Tujhay Jag Na Ayay...

Jab Teri Aankhein So Jayein...
Aur Teri Yadein Kho Jayien...
Teray Tan Mein Teray Man Mein...
Teray Ghar Ko Aag Lag Jayay...
Aur Tujhay Jag Na Ayay...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-S5U2GXKBSo&feature=player_embedded

My World

My world is dark and gloomy... It consists of very thick air which makes it very hard to breath for anyone whose living in it... It consists of very huge forests with trees that have no leaves.... Theres a never ending river that passes in between the forrest with cold water running in it all the time... The sound of which seems pleasent at first but after a while it sounds creepy as its a never ending sound and you cant escape it.... Clouds are always their...There is no sun... However at night time there always a full moon... Wolves can always be heard at night time... Once in a while the color of the river water changes to red or purple... The dirt on the ground predomintes the weeds and grass... You can see a burn down cottage always at a distance...however the closer you go to it the further it seems.... i live in this world all alone... Me leaving this world of mine is not in my control... Sometimes i blink and i find myself no more in this world and sometimes in a blink of an eye im back in this world again... Its a mystery that someone need to solve....