on Monday, May 17, 2010
So currently the situation is slightly better... I mean atleast there is hope now.. But its a long process.. And im leaving probably tomorow for isloo.. Back to my routine and trying to start enjoyin my annual leaves... Hope everythng goes gud.. Btw my mom is still looking for a girl for me.. So any1 interested?
on Sunday, May 16, 2010
So its still the same situation.. Now im just thnking tht Allah will do the best.. Whethr he passes him onto the next life where inshaALLAH he will be in heaven... Or he keeps him alive in ths life.. In whch insaALLAH he will be in a better condition.. Now im just worried abt my nani ,mom and the rest of the family.. Hope Allah gives them the strength... Anyways on another note.. The only friend of mine.. Actually both of them were my friends.. There relationship might not be working out.. I mean they were the only ppl in my life that were a done deal.. Btw i had a crush on ths girl for a long time and i was kinda jealous of my frnd.. But stil i wanted them to be together and happy.. Its the usual deal with parents and stuff.. Let me get free and thn im gona push them two... Lets see wat happens.. But ths was kinda shock to me... Also my last 2 posts have been frm my cellphone.. So my hands are aching now.. Anyways take care everyone.. Hoping tomorrow is a better day..
on Saturday, May 15, 2010
So im in lahore rite now and my mamoo is in coma.. I mean things are so weird when a person close to your family is in coma.. You mostly know that the person is going to pass away.. That only a miracle will save them.. Sometimes i wish this was one of grey's episodes and mcdreamy would be the hero and save the patient with one of his remarkable surgeries... But this is real life and bad things mostly happen.. Its almost 2 years ago that my tayaa went into a coma.. And my dad and all of us had to go through it all.. And now my mom and her family is going through it all especially my mamii and her kids... My nani is in depression which is also the worst and scary... Its just so sad and fucked up but this is life and people just have to deal with it.. All we can do is go through it all and cry with them and just try to deal with it in best possible way.. I just hope everything happens for the best... Today was my first day of my first half of annual leaves... Yesterday was pretty bad.. Today was the worst.. Im just hoping the rest of my annual leaves arent the same.. Please pray for a miracle.. Thats all we can do..
on Friday, May 14, 2010
So really shit happens... and sometimes its really alot.......Today was a shitty day... I just can 't believe how shitty the day was.... Anyways... Im really into damien rice these days.... So fuck it....
rootless tree
what i want from you
is empty your head
they say be true,
don't stain your bed
we do what we need to be free
and it leans on me
like a rootless tree
what i want from us
is empty our minds
we fake a fuss
and fracture the times
we go blind
when we've needed to see
and this leans on me
like a rootless...
so fuck you
and all we've been through
i said leave it
it's nothing to you
and if you hate me
then hate me so good that you can let me out
let me out of this hell when you're around
what i want from this
is learn to let go
no not of you
of all that's been told
killers reinvent and believe
and this leans on me
like a rootless...
so fuck you
and all we've been through
i said leave it
it's nothing to you
and if you hate me
then hate me so good that you can let me out
let me out of this hell when you're around
let me out...
and fuck you, fuck you, i love you
and all we've been through
i said leave it
it's nothing to you
and if you hate me
then hate me so good that you can let me out
let me out...
it's hell when you're around
rootless tree
what i want from you
is empty your head
they say be true,
don't stain your bed
we do what we need to be free
and it leans on me
like a rootless tree
what i want from us
is empty our minds
we fake a fuss
and fracture the times
we go blind
when we've needed to see
and this leans on me
like a rootless...
so fuck you
and all we've been through
i said leave it
it's nothing to you
and if you hate me
then hate me so good that you can let me out
let me out of this hell when you're around
what i want from this
is learn to let go
no not of you
of all that's been told
killers reinvent and believe
and this leans on me
like a rootless...
so fuck you
and all we've been through
i said leave it
it's nothing to you
and if you hate me
then hate me so good that you can let me out
let me out of this hell when you're around
let me out...
and fuck you, fuck you, i love you
and all we've been through
i said leave it
it's nothing to you
and if you hate me
then hate me so good that you can let me out
let me out...
it's hell when you're around
on Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Somebody recommended this song to me and grew into it.. Initially to me it wasn't something special but with time and mood i liked it...
leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
it's the wrong time for somebody new
it's a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah, with you?
leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
it's the wrong time she's pulling me through
it's a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright?
is that alright with you?
is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright
is that alright with you
and is that alright yeah?
is that alright
is that alright
is that alright with you?
no?
leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
it's the wrong time for somebody new
it's a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah, with you?
leave me out with the waste this is not what i do
it's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you
it's the wrong time she's pulling me through
it's a small crime and i got no excuse
and is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright?
is that alright with you?
is that alright yeah?
if i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright yeah?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it?
is that alright yeah?
i give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright
is that alright with you
and is that alright yeah?
is that alright
is that alright
is that alright with you?
no?
on Sunday, May 9, 2010
So seriously im a momma's boy... i can't think of living without my mom... She take cares of everything... Even today she made me breakfast... she never gets tired of making me breakfast or making me eat my breakfast or lunch or dinner.... even when i always reject it... i can't even think of day when she didn't say to me keh khana kha lo... She always takes care of me and doesn't care about herself.... No matter how late i come she always gets up to open the door and to make sure that i have eaten.... She always tries to make me happy... I soo love you mom... Even though i maybe the worst person to have as a kid... And im never good to you... but your always good to me... I love you the most... Im sorry for all the trouble and pain that i caused... i'll love you always and forever...
So this time i thought i should take out my mom for lunch and shopping... So i did... I like Mothers day... it reminds to be good to my mom... it reminds me to promise myself that ill give my mom more time... But i never do...She deserves so much for me... I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!!!!!
So this time i thought i should take out my mom for lunch and shopping... So i did... I like Mothers day... it reminds to be good to my mom... it reminds me to promise myself that ill give my mom more time... But i never do...She deserves so much for me... I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!!!!!
on Thursday, May 6, 2010
So things are just a little weird.... I dont know why but they kinda are... I need a break from my job.. and will probably get after next week.... Things are not that bad actually (excluding my job) but a little weird... Just finished watching the latest episode of greys anatomy... Kinda liked it.. These days i dont watch anything in one go.. I just cant get my self to give sometime anything for that amount of time.... Im really not thinking long term these days... Which maybe good or maybe bad.. Not sure.. Im just not sure of things... I need to concentrate on some kind of change.. Dont know what kind.... I kinda miss my bother.... I need some angry music... So have been listening to 3 days grace.... Im bored... I need something exciting.. But the problem is that what is exciting to most people isn't exciting to me.. and what is exciting to me isn't exciting for most of the people.... I just wana hang chill and relax after a hard day at work.... I think i need to get back to my daily posts or something...
PS: can anyone count the times i used "kinda" in this post.. :P
PS: can anyone count the times i used "kinda" in this post.. :P
on Saturday, May 1, 2010
First of All congratz AD on your engagement.. Hope you stay happy for the rest of your life.. And im kinda jealous... :P Anyways.. im looking for girls right now who can get me into parties.. Since all the parties are mostly couples only i need girls who can get me into them... So any of you girls wana help me out.. ill be really greatful to you.. :D.. Khair life is just moving along these days.. nothing special.. Watched a play recently... "We all fall down" ... It was nice.. funny and stuff... other than that nothing new... Just friends - job - home... thats mostly it....
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