on Saturday, June 12, 2010
Yes you truly were the only exception.... Yes you are... You can't deny it... Its definitely ..Mostly completely true... Yesterday was so tiring... Went after Jumma to work... And came back at 7 in the morning.... Im just tired of all these problems... Anyways... Lets see ... After sleeping in short intervals till arnd 6.. Finally went out arnd 8.... After roaming around for a while.. went to Rock bistro... Their Red Lady Sheesha is to die for... Really awesome... Anyways.. im hooked to this song by Paramore...
The Only Exception
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Ohh---
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
The Only Exception
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Ohh---
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
on Thursday, June 10, 2010
So feeling tired right now... These Evening/Night shifts are killing me... Sadly my annual leaves for this half of the year were used up in the death of my mamoo and nani... And the bad part is my weekend is also on call.... I really hope its going to be chill... Right now im sitting in office waiting to start a activity at half past midnight... Im just tired.... Listening to music.. Hoping to find some one online to chat to.... Unfortunately i have this bad affect on people that they just don't wana talk to me anymore.. Maybe im just too direct.... Sigh... Lets just chill... back to music... And hoping that the weekend goes okay and is not messed up....
on Wednesday, June 9, 2010
I know i have posted this before.... but just wanted to post it again.... One of my all time favorite songs....
"Black"
Hey... oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine
Aah... uuh..
Too doo doo too, too doo doo [many times until fade]
"Black"
Hey... oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine
Aah... uuh..
Too doo doo too, too doo doo [many times until fade]
on Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Im feeling so fucked up... I stayed up the whole fucking night and then came back office today... And will have to stay till 2 or 2:30am... Im feeling soo fucked and weird... Life is just weird... Yea im soo fucking moody... My mood swings double the mood swings of a pregnant woman.... I want out of this... I just want out... Bye
on Monday, June 7, 2010
So this post by Pixie reminded me of the time when i got to know that my Ex was engaged... For a moment i was lost... Couldn't breath... Smoked alot of ciggis that day... It was like almost 3 months after my break up... And kinda can't blame her for it.. Because im the one who told her that she should get engaged or married because it will help her get over me... I didnt know it would be so soon... I had no right to be angry at her but i kinda still was... The situation was fucked up... Then she got married after 10 or so months which was really fucked up... Smoked alot that day too... Even though the feeling are buried deep inside me these days.. But still they come up sometimes to show their ugly head... Friends help alot... So does sheesha and Some cigarettes... Hope everyone is dealing with it in their own way...
on Sunday, June 6, 2010
So this post is related to this post by "You Did What!?" on her blog a while back.... Actually this post is in defense of the dieing breed of us nice guys... We are being driven to extinction by all those girls out there..
I have seen throughout my life that almost all the girls go for the bad boys... You the ones with the bad boy image... The ones who don't really give a shit about girls and just wana play around.... With their gelled up hair and ear rings and heavy bikes and all that crap... I mean i know its exciting for the girls to go for these boys.. But why all of you go for... You go for guys with the biggest egos... You go for guys who you know will leave you the second they get bored but you still go for them... You go for guys about whom you know that they just want sex and phone sex etc... but still you for them... On other hand us nice guys just sit on sidelines waiting for a girl to come to her senses and realize that all the good guys are on the bench...And are actually not playing the game.... We don't want to play the game because to us its all crap... Guys like us have never smoked a cigarette, never did drugs.. never drank any alcohol.. Never messed around with a girl... And always treated girls with respect....
But how long will the nice guys take it... Trust me its not for long... We are already a dieing breed.. People are crossing the lines and crossing onto the other side... They just can't take it anymore... And i blame it on you girls out there who just couldn't settle for a nice guy and wanted a bad boy for herself... So Please females try to give us nice guys some attention and save us from extinction....
I have seen throughout my life that almost all the girls go for the bad boys... You the ones with the bad boy image... The ones who don't really give a shit about girls and just wana play around.... With their gelled up hair and ear rings and heavy bikes and all that crap... I mean i know its exciting for the girls to go for these boys.. But why all of you go for... You go for guys with the biggest egos... You go for guys who you know will leave you the second they get bored but you still go for them... You go for guys about whom you know that they just want sex and phone sex etc... but still you for them... On other hand us nice guys just sit on sidelines waiting for a girl to come to her senses and realize that all the good guys are on the bench...And are actually not playing the game.... We don't want to play the game because to us its all crap... Guys like us have never smoked a cigarette, never did drugs.. never drank any alcohol.. Never messed around with a girl... And always treated girls with respect....
But how long will the nice guys take it... Trust me its not for long... We are already a dieing breed.. People are crossing the lines and crossing onto the other side... They just can't take it anymore... And i blame it on you girls out there who just couldn't settle for a nice guy and wanted a bad boy for herself... So Please females try to give us nice guys some attention and save us from extinction....
on Friday, June 4, 2010
So played cricket almost after a year... Played today and yesterday... Now parts of my body really hurt... Yesterday Enjoyed the rain alot after a long time... Enjoyed getting wet :P .... Hmm.. I miss things... Actually this post by closed eyes made me think about my times... When i used to talk for hours on the phone and time would fly by.. Neither side prepared to say goodbye.. In the i would just listen to her breathing and wait till she slept... I really miss those times.. Actually i think i miss more the idea of having someone.. Human Beings are really pathetic... They kill one another... but the truth is that they can't live without each other... I have Nostalgia in the air right now... Hmm.. Im just to tired to write right now....
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