Im in search of an utopian dream... I think there isn't supposed to be one utopian dream in a persons lifetime... But there can be alot of utopian dreams... it just depends upon that person.... I want to build my own new utopia... hahahah... Basically building a utopia is not possible but we can make a utopian dream... I had one but that didn't work out.. So im off in search of a bigger and better dream.. Which i can follow.... There are going to be obstacles in the way but i would just have to face them as a man.... Just have to take it one step at a time... And see where it leads me... Sometimes dreams are built on their own... God leads us to those dreams or points us in the right direction... Everyone is moving or going or flowing towards a dream or a ideal scenario... Only some of the people know what they are trying to achieve... While the rest are just going with the flow... God is leading them towards their dream.... I really didn't know what to write today.. All i had was these 2 words.."utopian Dream".. roaming in my head.. So i followed those...
Today was a regular old sunday... Didn't do much today... Afternoon was passed with me chatting with bitter.... After that just sat.. In evening just chilled with friends in a gaming session... Bought alot of DVDs today even though i dont have money for the next month.... But We'll see what happens... Tomorrow i start a new phase in my life... But have to face this one challenge first.. And im not sure about how ill face it or what will be the result...
The song of the day is "I miss you" by incubus.... this is where i got the 2 words...
Anyways.. Take care.. have fun.. Wish you the best of luck in all your endeavors...
I Miss You:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mO1S1Yq-u2U
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/I-Miss-You-lyrics-Incubus/134F51BAA4179FE7482568D800178B46
PS: In search of a three-fold Utopian Dream....
on Saturday, May 30, 2009
So how many of you out there are satisfied with their lives.. Or how many people you know are satisfied with their lives... I think very few people exist who are satisfied... I know one friend... He is satisfied with his life... I got to meet that friend today... I dont meet him that much becoz he so busy all the time... But hes happy with life.... I think we should hang around happy people so maybe there happiness can rub off on us... We should be satisfied with life... I just have this feeling today somehow we should be satisfied with life... Or atleast if we dont have that satisfaction we should strive for it... And right now i believe in the fact that if you try really hard you will achieve that satisfaction...
Today was a beautiful day.. hahaha... I just laughed at what i wrote.. I dont believe what im writing.. But im thinking positively.. :P It was nice and beautiful day... Last day at my office... Had farewell lunch with my office friends at KC grill... It was really good... Good food with good company.. Had funn... really gona miss having lunch with these friends of mine... Then after lunch said good bye to my office.. :P
Hung out with a friend which a dont meet that much... So it was good... So you see looking back at the day it was good day..
So appropriately the song of the day is "Beautiful Day" by U2... Just keeping balance with the mood... Anyways.. take care.. Have Fun.. Enjoy the weekend...
Beautiful Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6FwEJwwYcQ
http://www.lyrics007.com/U2%20Lyrics/Beautiful%20Day%20Lyrics.html
PS: What you dont have... You dont need it now...
Today was a beautiful day.. hahaha... I just laughed at what i wrote.. I dont believe what im writing.. But im thinking positively.. :P It was nice and beautiful day... Last day at my office... Had farewell lunch with my office friends at KC grill... It was really good... Good food with good company.. Had funn... really gona miss having lunch with these friends of mine... Then after lunch said good bye to my office.. :P
Hung out with a friend which a dont meet that much... So it was good... So you see looking back at the day it was good day..
So appropriately the song of the day is "Beautiful Day" by U2... Just keeping balance with the mood... Anyways.. take care.. Have Fun.. Enjoy the weekend...
Beautiful Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6FwEJwwYcQ
http://www.lyrics007.com/U2%20Lyrics/Beautiful%20Day%20Lyrics.html
PS: What you dont have... You dont need it now...
on Friday, May 29, 2009
A couple hours ago i was watching the late night with jimmy fallon show... Kris allen the american idol winner was on and he sang his version of the kanye west song "heartless"... It was great... The song really suited his voice... And the songs been in my head ever since... It wasn't the first time i heard of this version by kris allen but it kinda stuck in the head... this happen sometimes... You may come across something but you disregard it becoz the time wasn't right... Or maybe you weren't looking for something like that.. Or maybe your mind was busy else where... So life is kinda about luck... You might choose the right things at the right time and maybe you disregard somethings that might have been good for you...
My advice to people is dont make your life complicated... try to find the fun in simple things.. Dont disregard some things coz at the time you just dont feel like it... Give it time and consider it... They might lead you to something good...
Theres a green ribbon vigil going to be held in lahore and islamabad on 3rd june from 8:00 pm to 8:45 pm for the soldiers who have died fighting against the militants and for the people who have died in the terror attacks... In islamabad i think people will gather on the constitution avenue... Dont know the location in lahore... Just thought i should mention it here for the people who dont know... Some information is available in the below URL...
http://thecitizenstrust.blogspot.com/2009/05/green-ribbon-vigil-3rd-june-2009-8pm.html
Today was tiring and a hot day...Going here and there in my car... really took it out of me... had a headache for a long time but its better now.. just needed a hang out with friends.. :P Today a friend of mine was in a accident... Thank God he isn't badly injured but still he has stiches on his head... Traffic accidents are really bad... Drive carefully people.. (look whose talking.. Shutup..)
The song of the day is the one currently in my head... Heartless the kris allen live version.... He sings with really cool flow.... Anyways.. take care.. hve fun....
Heartless:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4VsR6iAupA&feature=related
http://www.metrolyrics.com/heartless-lyrics-kanye-west.html
PS: I wana meet the woman they talk about in the song... The woman so heartless.. :P
My advice to people is dont make your life complicated... try to find the fun in simple things.. Dont disregard some things coz at the time you just dont feel like it... Give it time and consider it... They might lead you to something good...
Theres a green ribbon vigil going to be held in lahore and islamabad on 3rd june from 8:00 pm to 8:45 pm for the soldiers who have died fighting against the militants and for the people who have died in the terror attacks... In islamabad i think people will gather on the constitution avenue... Dont know the location in lahore... Just thought i should mention it here for the people who dont know... Some information is available in the below URL...
http://thecitizenstrust.blogspot.com/2009/05/green-ribbon-vigil-3rd-june-2009-8pm.html
Today was tiring and a hot day...Going here and there in my car... really took it out of me... had a headache for a long time but its better now.. just needed a hang out with friends.. :P Today a friend of mine was in a accident... Thank God he isn't badly injured but still he has stiches on his head... Traffic accidents are really bad... Drive carefully people.. (look whose talking.. Shutup..)
The song of the day is the one currently in my head... Heartless the kris allen live version.... He sings with really cool flow.... Anyways.. take care.. hve fun....
Heartless:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4VsR6iAupA&feature=related
http://www.metrolyrics.com/heartless-lyrics-kanye-west.html
PS: I wana meet the woman they talk about in the song... The woman so heartless.. :P
Aaaaaa... The pain... Please take it away... I have a really bad headache... Why is that when ur heart is in pain you can write alot of stuff and when ur mind is in pain u cant write anything.... Hmm... I came across this shit i wrote on another blog a little while ago.. I thot i shud post it on my own blog too...
My friends and family are always with me...
Then why did i get lost under the roof of my own house...
All the stars were out at night....
Then why did i cry in the dark...
O heart of mine.. Why did you cry...
Im sorry for giving you away...
But life is all that...
You give your heart..
And you lose your heart...
Just then my crying eyes said...
Theres just this deep sadness in your heart...
All your heart needs is a friend...
A friend he can bleed out to...
He can no longer hold all the sorrow within...
Dear friend..
Just listen to what my heart has to say...
My heart says dont ever be afraid to do what you want..
Things are never easy...
You'll probably will end up alone...
But dont be afraid....
Give it your all...
So there are no regrets in the end...
Even though you'll probably end up crying anyways...
Oh man this was bad.. :P
Khair.. I was forwarded a message today.. I thot i shud share with every1...
What's greater than a mother's love?
Which pillow is better than a loved one's lap?
What's warmer than a father's hug?
What's sweeter than a baby's kiss?
Whose good protecter than a brother's shadow?
Which is secure place to trust than a sister's heart?
Whose company is better than a friend's?
What's tastier than a mother's cooking?
There are somethings in life which have no substitutes... VALUE THEM!!!...
Thats All....
My friends and family are always with me...
Then why did i get lost under the roof of my own house...
All the stars were out at night....
Then why did i cry in the dark...
O heart of mine.. Why did you cry...
Im sorry for giving you away...
But life is all that...
You give your heart..
And you lose your heart...
Just then my crying eyes said...
Theres just this deep sadness in your heart...
All your heart needs is a friend...
A friend he can bleed out to...
He can no longer hold all the sorrow within...
Dear friend..
Just listen to what my heart has to say...
My heart says dont ever be afraid to do what you want..
Things are never easy...
You'll probably will end up alone...
But dont be afraid....
Give it your all...
So there are no regrets in the end...
Even though you'll probably end up crying anyways...
Oh man this was bad.. :P
Khair.. I was forwarded a message today.. I thot i shud share with every1...
What's greater than a mother's love?
Which pillow is better than a loved one's lap?
What's warmer than a father's hug?
What's sweeter than a baby's kiss?
Whose good protecter than a brother's shadow?
Which is secure place to trust than a sister's heart?
Whose company is better than a friend's?
What's tastier than a mother's cooking?
There are somethings in life which have no substitutes... VALUE THEM!!!...
Thats All....
on Thursday, May 28, 2009
I seem to have found the big sister i always wanted.... I dont know if i ever told anyone this but i always wanted a big sister... Just something about the idea of having a big sister made me wana have one... You know a person you can tell everything to.. And the person you know will always have a solution to your problems no matter how difficult the problem may seem.. She'll always get you out of trouble and always covers for you .. :P A person you can tell your deepest secret ..okay maybe not that deep..But almost everything... A person who would always look out for you... All these things made me always wana have a big sis.. And i was kinda always envious of the people who had a big sis... Now people i have one of my own.. :P Better late than never.. You know God has his ways to balance things out... He may take some people out of your life and he may also bring some great and beautiful people into your life... I hope i turn out to be a good younger brother for my new big sis.. :P
Today was okay.. gave my resignation letter today.. From monday i start my new job.. Hope things go fine.. Other than tht nothing special happened today.. Had my regular amount of moods swings as usual.. From really high to some really low moods.. But hopefully things will get better... Nothing special happened music wise either... The only song worth remembering was a noori song... I seem to be listening alot to noori these days.. And i still have a craving for a noori concert.. Dont know y... The song is "Gana No.1".. And its a happy song so its good for me...Anyways.. Take care.. have fun... Keep smiling..
Gana No.1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rxhk5vSirY&feature=related
http://www.gugalyrics.com/NOORI-GANA-NO.-1-LYRICS/216437/
PS: Wait and seee...
Today was okay.. gave my resignation letter today.. From monday i start my new job.. Hope things go fine.. Other than tht nothing special happened today.. Had my regular amount of moods swings as usual.. From really high to some really low moods.. But hopefully things will get better... Nothing special happened music wise either... The only song worth remembering was a noori song... I seem to be listening alot to noori these days.. And i still have a craving for a noori concert.. Dont know y... The song is "Gana No.1".. And its a happy song so its good for me...Anyways.. Take care.. have fun... Keep smiling..
Gana No.1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rxhk5vSirY&feature=related
http://www.gugalyrics.com/NOORI-GANA-NO.-1-LYRICS/216437/
PS: Wait and seee...
on Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I just gave my resignation letter to my company and it kinda felt funny... :P I thot i shared that letter.. It was really short and sweet...
Dear Mr. Manager ,
This is my formal notification that I am resigning from (Company-name) as Quality Assurance Engineer. 30th May 2009 will be my last day of employment.
I appreciate the opportunities I have been given here, and wish you much success in the future.
Sincerely,
Lonely Perverted Soul
PS: No i signed my real name... :P But wudn't it been cool if i signed it as LPS...
Dear Mr. Manager ,
This is my formal notification that I am resigning from (Company-name) as Quality Assurance Engineer. 30th May 2009 will be my last day of employment.
I appreciate the opportunities I have been given here, and wish you much success in the future.
Sincerely,
Lonely Perverted Soul
PS: No i signed my real name... :P But wudn't it been cool if i signed it as LPS...
I have toned down on the bleeding out and venting out affect on my blog...Becoz my pain was geting to the ppl around me and it was effecting them... We shouldn't let our pain or sadness affect the people around you... We shouldn't make the people around us sad just becoz we can't be strong enough and leave the past behind... I mean these people really love you and care for you... Why should they be sad becoz of you... But in my defense this blog is my space i have a right to say whatever i feel here and whats on my mind... Yea im kinda in the middle here... Khair.. will look into it some other time... Im feeling relaxed at the moment.. I feel content right now.. No sadness right now.. No feelings of pain.. Nothing bad about my mood right now.. But the thing is this never keeps up.. I have been reading alot of blogs lately and they are alot out there and most are about moving on after relationships...And almost all of them say that they have really big mood swings... I have a huge mood swing too.. Im a really moody person... I have mood swings 10 times greater than a pregnant women... One moment you ready to move on with life... And look towards the future... And another moment you feeling really sad... Why is it that our feeling of good mood doesn't last.. Is that we are just too weak.. Or is it suppose to be that way.... I Dont know.. All i wana do right now is kick back and enjoy the champions league final that is going to be on today with some friends...
Today was kinda regular day... Nothing much.. Went well.. Ill be leaving my company at the end of this week.. So im doing my last lunches with my office buddies these days.. Im so gona miss doing lunch with them.. These guys really made my day.. Lunch time used to be another lonely time for me during the day.. But during the past 3-4 months it ended up being my best time.... Lunch today was also fun.. Our really lame and cheap jokes.. Our sastay comments.. Checking out girls in jinnah super.. :P ahh.. will miss all that.. But will do it again sometime hopefully.. I have alot in my plate for the next 3-4 months... Anyways... Looking towards the future... :P
Musically today was okay... It had alot of stone temple pilots in it .. Mostly listened to them... But the song of the day i listened to a couple of hours ago.. Its "Show me what im looking for" by carolina liar... this is i think the only borderline happy song ive been listening to lately.... Has a nice tone to it...Anyways.. Take care.. Have fun...
Show Me what im looking for:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLtcxrdVFkg
http://www.6lyrics.com/music/carolina_liar/lyrics/show_me_what_i_m_looking_for.aspx
PS: Go BARCA GOO.....
Today was kinda regular day... Nothing much.. Went well.. Ill be leaving my company at the end of this week.. So im doing my last lunches with my office buddies these days.. Im so gona miss doing lunch with them.. These guys really made my day.. Lunch time used to be another lonely time for me during the day.. But during the past 3-4 months it ended up being my best time.... Lunch today was also fun.. Our really lame and cheap jokes.. Our sastay comments.. Checking out girls in jinnah super.. :P ahh.. will miss all that.. But will do it again sometime hopefully.. I have alot in my plate for the next 3-4 months... Anyways... Looking towards the future... :P
Musically today was okay... It had alot of stone temple pilots in it .. Mostly listened to them... But the song of the day i listened to a couple of hours ago.. Its "Show me what im looking for" by carolina liar... this is i think the only borderline happy song ive been listening to lately.... Has a nice tone to it...Anyways.. Take care.. Have fun...
Show Me what im looking for:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLtcxrdVFkg
http://www.6lyrics.com/music/carolina_liar/lyrics/show_me_what_i_m_looking_for.aspx
PS: Go BARCA GOO.....
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