on Thursday, July 30, 2009
So i have nothing to write... i have been down a little lately... Been tired... been fed up with my job... Anyways today i got great message from someone which i thot i shud share with you... "Seriously you need to enjoy yar.. eternal peace can be just obtained by 1z own will... I try my best to be happy i believe in Allah wat ever he gives me is 4 my betterment.. i know if he gives me pain he gives to the extent i can handle.. i m happy for he makes me stronger by giving pain.. more happier coz dat pain isnt lasting and i dont let it last either.. you have to fight the negativity ... u have to find the inner light..u have to find the key which is within u dat will make u happy... "
Mann mera chahay jo woh bolay meree raah mein
Mann mera sochay aaj dolay meree shaam mein
Lagay bol meray mann mein
Koi bol de!
Haal-e-dil jo meray tann mein
Koi rok de!
Jo meray raahi, woh meray Naahi
Meray bol meree raah main
Jo tann mein dekhay, kyoon mann mein sochay?
Meray bol meree raah main
Mann dolay meree shaam mein
Mann mera chahay jo woh bolay meree raah mein
Mann mera dolay aaj bolay meree shaam mein
Lagay bol meray mann mein…
Just been listening to this song.... it is just that kind of song... it hasnt been that long that ive admitted that i like Noori... i think it was the right decision... Its been really a bad day.... Last night i was up all night in office... There was this activity.... Anyways.. Bad day... Seems as if im just floating.... I just wana sleep in the arms of someone.. I wana breathe with the breath of someone... I wana talk with someone... I wana sleep for a really really long time.... I dont wana go to office tomorrow.. I dont like it there.. I just have that weird feeling inside me.... Where did my happy go lucky life go.... Just dont wana read anything... Just dont wana write anything... Today got some work to do which i dont wana do.. have to do it till the end of next week.... Hope things goess goood... Anyways this is the song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjehYh8N1iY
Mann mera sochay aaj dolay meree shaam mein
Lagay bol meray mann mein
Koi bol de!
Haal-e-dil jo meray tann mein
Koi rok de!
Jo meray raahi, woh meray Naahi
Meray bol meree raah main
Jo tann mein dekhay, kyoon mann mein sochay?
Meray bol meree raah main
Mann dolay meree shaam mein
Mann mera chahay jo woh bolay meree raah mein
Mann mera dolay aaj bolay meree shaam mein
Lagay bol meray mann mein…
Just been listening to this song.... it is just that kind of song... it hasnt been that long that ive admitted that i like Noori... i think it was the right decision... Its been really a bad day.... Last night i was up all night in office... There was this activity.... Anyways.. Bad day... Seems as if im just floating.... I just wana sleep in the arms of someone.. I wana breathe with the breath of someone... I wana talk with someone... I wana sleep for a really really long time.... I dont wana go to office tomorrow.. I dont like it there.. I just have that weird feeling inside me.... Where did my happy go lucky life go.... Just dont wana read anything... Just dont wana write anything... Today got some work to do which i dont wana do.. have to do it till the end of next week.... Hope things goess goood... Anyways this is the song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjehYh8N1iY
on Sunday, July 26, 2009
Somethings i think i have never said to no one... Oh yea i told this to someone yesterday so i decided to write it on my blog too... Hate is a really strong word... I never use it... But all i wana say is that a part of me is disappointed in her.. Even though i keep on telling myself that she couldn't do anything else.. A fucking part of me feels that she could have done more... I would have done anything.... I was ready to do to me the greatest wrong in this world that is to go against my parents.. But she didnt do the same thing... why?... i guess its better not to answer that question... Yes i still live.. and im okay.. Like everyone said i would be.. and i thot myself the same thing... But a part of me has truly died... It definitely does happen... That part i can never get back.... People will never see that part of me... All they will see is the parts of me that are living.... I just go with the flow.... Like i always used to... People will forget... But i will never.... But i still hope i do...
Anyways.. i keep on living my life.. Last night was fun.. After a really long time i had a all nighter with my friends... It was BBQ, music, lots of sheesha(My first ever self made sheesha and it was a great one..)... stupidities..as in shugal... singing.. and a sunrise with a half sun... oh yea they were alot of falling stars in the sky tooo... It was fun...
Today was nice also ... got to spent some time with my bro and bhabi...
Where is the music... it just comes in small batches these days... Still listening to akira Yamaoka.. Tomorrow is again my not so good office...
Anyways.. i keep on living my life.. Last night was fun.. After a really long time i had a all nighter with my friends... It was BBQ, music, lots of sheesha(My first ever self made sheesha and it was a great one..)... stupidities..as in shugal... singing.. and a sunrise with a half sun... oh yea they were alot of falling stars in the sky tooo... It was fun...
Today was nice also ... got to spent some time with my bro and bhabi...
Where is the music... it just comes in small batches these days... Still listening to akira Yamaoka.. Tomorrow is again my not so good office...
on Saturday, July 25, 2009
All right, let's do this
One, two, three
I want a cup that overflows with love
Although it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a barrel full of love
Although I know it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a river full of love
But then I know the holes will still remain
I need an ocean full of love
Although I know the holes will still remain
And this Swiss-cheese heart knows
Only kindness can fill its holes
And love can dry my tears
As pain disappears
I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstasy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity
Fill up my heart with love
Oh, you'd be amazed at how little I need from him
to feel complete here and now
Stirring within me
are these feelings I can't ignore
I need a miracle and that's what I'm hoping for
I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstasy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now
Oh, baby
Anybody's love but his will never fill this space within me
Now doctor, give me what I need to free my heart from misery
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNgf0juRhmM&feature=related
One, two, three
I want a cup that overflows with love
Although it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a barrel full of love
Although I know it's not enough to fill my heart
I want a river full of love
But then I know the holes will still remain
I need an ocean full of love
Although I know the holes will still remain
And this Swiss-cheese heart knows
Only kindness can fill its holes
And love can dry my tears
As pain disappears
I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstasy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity
Fill up my heart with love
Oh, you'd be amazed at how little I need from him
to feel complete here and now
Stirring within me
are these feelings I can't ignore
I need a miracle and that's what I'm hoping for
I need a miracle and not someone's charity
One drop of love from him
And my heart's in ecstasy
The high that is sending me
Is most likely ending me
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now
Oh, baby
Anybody's love but his will never fill this space within me
Now doctor, give me what I need to free my heart from misery
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNgf0juRhmM&feature=related
So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye].
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
After a long time i liked a song like i used to like songs.... Thanks to kasana...
Room of Angels:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMvOkUMPZ0g
Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
Maybe flying high, in the clouds?
Perhaps you're happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry'
Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye].
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
[Goodbye]
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry, [oh no]
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes,
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
[Goodbye],
After a long time i liked a song like i used to like songs.... Thanks to kasana...
Room of Angels:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMvOkUMPZ0g
on Tuesday, July 21, 2009
So im back to my blog after sometime... Was busy with my brothers wedding.. It was fun and great... Hoping the best for my brother and bhabi.. May they live happily ever after... :) However the thing of me wanting to change my overall general mood after the whole event doesnt seem to have worked out so far... Yesterday was a pretty bad day... Didnt feel like doing anything.... It just passed somehow... Today was a little bit better... MAn i still feel weird... Anyways.. having a new person at home feels good.. even though i havent been around much due to my evening shifts at work.... i have to catch up with the other blogs i read...
I wana hear some good music... i seemed to have lost my mobile's handsfree...which is a big hindrance... I seem to not really like my job... even though it has only been a month or so but still i dont feel like it... hopefully i wud be able to like it in a while or so... im just feeling tired...maybe it was the shaadi or maybe its my job.. dont know... Still feel weird...
I wana hear some good music... i seemed to have lost my mobile's handsfree...which is a big hindrance... I seem to not really like my job... even though it has only been a month or so but still i dont feel like it... hopefully i wud be able to like it in a while or so... im just feeling tired...maybe it was the shaadi or maybe its my job.. dont know... Still feel weird...
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