Sick & tired

Im so sick & tired of this life......

A Year went by

So it was a year on 27th dec... The day it was final that we weren't gona be together.. And now shes getting married this weekend.. For the last 10 days i have been regressing... But im hoping it will end after this weekend... My holidays are going by like i expected fast and without any purpose... Been listening to the song i posted below.... Its a nice song... Its a song about what i really shud be thinking.. About being a simple kind of man... Khair all the best to her and everyone i know...ADIOS

A simple Man

Well Mama told me, when I was young
Said sit beside me, my only son.
And listen closely, to what I say.
And if you do this,
It will help you some sunny day.
Ahh Yeah it will.


Oh Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will come, and they will pass.
You'll find a woman, and you'll find love,
And don't forget that,
There is someone up above.


And be a simple kind of man.
Be a something, you love and understand.
And be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?
If you can?


Forget your lust, for the rich man's gold
All that you need now, is in your soul,
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try.
All that I want from you my son,
Is to be satisfied.


And be a simple kind of man.
Be a something, you love and understand.
Baby, be a simple kind of man.
Oh won't you do this for me son,
If you can?
If you can?


Oh, don't you worry, you'll find yourself.
Follow you heart, and nothing else.
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try.
All that I want from you my son,
Is to be satisfied.


And be a simple kind of man,
Oh won't you do this for me son,
if you can?
So baby be a simple, be a simple man
Oh won't you do this for me son,
if you can?

I should deserve this

"So when you're head is empty and there's nothing left to think about, remember me.
Because I deserve at least that much time with you."
Courtesy
Nur Rahman

If you only knew

I have no words to say.... Just a song..

Dreamed of her

So i dreamed of her a couple of days ago.... but i failed to blog about it... It was weird... Maybe the feelings are coming because shes going to get married next week... Which is weird somehow too... The dream was weird realyy.. WTF.... Anyways my annual leaves have started from today... Hope they dont go to waste ... Havent done anything since morning... Need to do something.... Aaaaa... Ubee has got me stuck on the anathema song.... I guess it definitely is a one last goodbye...

Tagged by Ally

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No i wasn't.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
I think a couple of weeks ago or maybe last week.Done remember.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No i don't

4. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Probably not. Im too boring.

5. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
I like to

6. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS? (REALISTICALLY PLEASE)
Self satisfaction

7. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I dont think so

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
I don't eat cereal.

9. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
umm..nope

10. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
No dont wana move.

11. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Dont know.. Its different for guys and girls... Dont know abt the guys.. But for the girls its the feet.

12. RED OR PINK?
Red probably


13. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Dont know

14. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Umm.. Her.. Shit i thought i was over her..


15. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Not really.. upto others

16. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
No shoes..Im in bed.

17. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Your winter by sister hazel

18. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
Myself

19. FAVORITE SMELL?
Smell of dirt after the rain..

20. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My boss.. LOL

21. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Yea i like Ally :D

22. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Football

23. HAIR COLOR?
Black i guess

24. EYE COLOR?
Um.. i think its kinda hazelish brown and green.. Nobody can ever tell :P

25. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
Maybe.. Not sure

26. FAVORITE FOOD?
Pizza and french fries

27. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Probably happy endings

28. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?
White out.Alone.


29. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Its a kameez.. Greyish


30. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter


31. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both.xoxo mmmwahmwah :D Lol.. u agree


34. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
None

35. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
No mouse pad.


36. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Nothing

37.WHAT LITTLE THING MAKES YOU HAPPY?
Fun with Friends

38. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles.

39. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Umm.. bhawalpur i guess.. i dont go away from home much


40. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Don't know,I'd have to think about it.


41. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Umm... Pta nai


42 HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
No spouse at the moment.

Things changed

I just wanted to be her friend... A person she could always depend on... A person she knew was always there for her but things changed ... And im the one who changed them....

Im scared that i wont love anyone else like her..... And like the song says that she'll be with me for the rest of my life..... Oh man not a regression....

Hold

So here comes another series in my sunday morning posts... Been in bed a very long time... Just came across this song... i think i had forgotten a little... This was our song.... I want this to be someone else's song... The band "within reason" brought back alot of nostalgic memories.... Those were kinda good fun... Thing goes as it is...

Here is the song....



Tonight I'll be dreaming home alone in my bed
I do my best thinking when I'm all by myself
Wonder where you are now and if you're feeling the same
And if you got the letter that I sent yesterday

What can I do now just to make things right?
Cause I haven't slept now in the past 3 nights
Cause I want to hold you for all your days
Take my hand just let me show you the way
And I want to hold you lets make it right
Cause I'll be with you now for the rest of your life

Now somebody told me everything that you said
and how you look out your window before you crawl into bed
And you refuse to move on now cause you're feeling the same
and there's tears on the letter that I sent yesterday

What can I do now just to fix this tonight
Cause I wont sleep until we make this right
Cause I want to hold you for all your days
Take my hand just let me show you the way
And I want to hold you we'll make it right
cause I'll be with you now for the rest of your life

Cause I want to hold you for all your days
Take my hand just let me show you the way
And I want to hold you lets make it right
Cause I'll be with you now for the rest of your life

And I want to hold you for all your days
Take my hand just let me show you the way
And I want to hold you we'll make it right
Cause I'll be with you now for the rest of your life
And I'll be with you now for the rest of your life
AndI'll be with you now for the rest of your life

I FEEL LIKE CRYING

I FEEL LIKE CRYING JUST NOW...