Im just so bored

So im writing this post because im just soo bored right now... I dont know what to do.. Im going crazy as usual... So yesterday's shootings were really sad.. i think death toll is now 98.... I really think its again one of those strategic incidents planned by foreign powers who just want to destabilize a already unstable country... They just want us to fight among ourselves.... And we are so going to fight among ourselves.... I don't know whats going to happen..... And i don't wana talk abt ahmedis or anything or whether it was a ibedatgah or a masjid... All i know that human beings died which is just so sad... So many people are dying these days....

In other news gary coleman also passed away... Yea the short funny guy has died... Definitely a loss for the entertainment industry...

I feel so helpless and bored.... I need to go to Cafe' have sheesha and just chill... But i also need to have good company....

So since the blog is called confessions of a lonely perverted soul i think i should confess that i have a slight female foot fetish.. Not in the weird sucking toes kind of way... I just like to look at girls from the bottom to top rather than top to bottom.. Beautiful and pretty feet are definite pre-requisite for me in a girl...And some nice shoes are also good... :P

I think im gona go just roam around in my car.. Have any of you ever done that..? Just drive around with no where to go... Go right when u feel like going right and go left when you feel like going left.... I do that alot... you should try it sometimes...

Emo Times are So Fucked Up

So Emo times are so Weird... I dedicate this song to my Nani... You're like a shining star in heaven....



In Loving Memory By Alterbridge

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always waiting
And now come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

All you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

Emo times makes me think of weird stuff... They even made me think of her.. You think of all kinds of things... Its just so weird... My annual leaves are ending.. Work starts from Monday....

Youtube is back

So atleast youtube is back.... :D

life is tough

So people for those of you who don't know.. My beloved nanijan passed away after 2 days of my mamoo passing away... She just cudn't live without her beloved son... She was the most beautiful and perfect lady i had seen... She loved everyone ... She loved me alot and i loved her... I would never forgive her and no one will ever replace her... She will be missed alot.... I've cried alot for her... She was like the "Dua denay wali machine" for our family.... Hope my Mom and family have the strength to move on... Hmm...

Grey's Finale

So it was really awesome.... Thats all i can say.... Can't wait for next season.... :)

Drained and FB

So got back from lahore yesterday after the Qul and everything... I am physically and emotionally drained... Watching loved ones cry and you yourself trying not to cry takes alot out of you.. And you have to do some sort of work around the house as you being one of able body human beings around takes it out of you physically... Im glad that the first couple of days after the death of my mamoo are over and now everyone can get back to back to their lives and me getting back to my annual leaves and roaming around isloo..(yea feels a bit guilty but you have to move on..)

Yesterday night tried out the new cafe cum dine out cum sheesha bar in f-10.. Rock bistro i think its called... I think its a nice place to hang out and its not that expensive if you don't order the not so good drinks (also very little quantity)... As usual nice place for a date as we all boys party like to call it....

So trying to pass the annual leaves that i have left in the best possible way.. Lets see what happens...

So since every one around has their opinion on the whole FB ban thing.. I thought i should write something about it too....

First of all lets make one thing clear... Something needed to be done... We couldn't just ignore it...

Secondly im not pro Ban and im not either against...

I don't think it was the right step to take.... Something should have been done on a legal level against FB instead of just banning the site... Like it was done against youtube when a Rape video of a British Mom ran out it for a couple of hours....

Also i don't think the FB ban was done with the right intentions.. they must have had something else in mind... ( but im not sure about it)...

Furhtermore, we are no longer in the 1990's... We have equipment now to Ban single URL's instead of the whole Fucking domain....So that should have been done...

The Ban was announced by uneducated people who don't know shit about IT....

Also one other thing... I think banning whole sites would just inspire more attention seekers to do more stuff like this....

Anyways... this problem is like a distraction for a troubled country like ours...

We have things like the Energy crisis.. CNG crisis... Hunza valley floods to worry about...

Death

So while the country is worrying abt the facebook ban and all that shit.. My mamo passed away at arnd 2:20pm today(yesterday now).. May he rest in peace.. He was one of the nicest and soft spoken man i knew.. Just like my tayaa who passed away a cpl years back.. All the nice ppl are leaving ths world.. He was a true "darwaish".. Never bothered anyone for his work.. Even whn he cudnt walk... Even whn he was dead he had smile on his face.. Allah unko jannat atta keray.. We shall miss him..

Is it true..

Well.. is it true..? Will there never be another betty... I think thats reality... We just like to make us feel better... But in truth is that there won't be another one like that......

Hoping for the best

So currently the situation is slightly better... I mean atleast there is hope now.. But its a long process.. And im leaving probably tomorow for isloo.. Back to my routine and trying to start enjoyin my annual leaves... Hope everythng goes gud.. Btw my mom is still looking for a girl for me.. So any1 interested?

So it lingers...

So its still the same situation.. Now im just thnking tht Allah will do the best.. Whethr he passes him onto the next life where inshaALLAH he will be in heaven... Or he keeps him alive in ths life.. In whch insaALLAH he will be in a better condition.. Now im just worried abt my nani ,mom and the rest of the family.. Hope Allah gives them the strength... Anyways on another note.. The only friend of mine.. Actually both of them were my friends.. There relationship might not be working out.. I mean they were the only ppl in my life that were a done deal.. Btw i had a crush on ths girl for a long time and i was kinda jealous of my frnd.. But stil i wanted them to be together and happy.. Its the usual deal with parents and stuff.. Let me get free and thn im gona push them two... Lets see wat happens.. But ths was kinda shock to me... Also my last 2 posts have been frm my cellphone.. So my hands are aching now.. Anyways take care everyone.. Hoping tomorrow is a better day..