on Sunday, February 21, 2010
Well last week was bad... i did something i shouldnt have done... Any nobody would do and some people wont even think of it but i did it... Which sucks alot.... I hope time will make me forget what i did... Anyways... its not like i was so innocent before... Other than that week was a little heavy... Head kept heavy most of the time... Mainly coz of the late nite sleeping... I think ive decided that im probably gona marry the next girl my parents talk to me about... I think ive had it.. And will just go on...

Anyways... Man u lost and arsenal won which is always a good thing..... Went to a play today... It was okay i guess... Needed something to make it gel but it didnt i think... i still have a heavy head.... Some of the songs i have been listening to over the week...



on Saturday, February 13, 2010
I really dont know whats up with my life these days.... Its just going along... Actually i think i still dont know what i want anymore.... After the surprising fucked up feelings on the night before yesterday.. i have a back to square one feeling... Anyways.. Hanging in there..... The V day is almost here.... Another useless day thats going to be..... Hoping to go to a concert today to have some kind of fun.... Listening to this song by 30 seconds to Mars these days....



Into the night
Desperate and broken
The sound of a fight
Father has spoken

We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

Into your eyes
Hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives
Through blood and name
In defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

The age of man is over
A darkness comes at dawn
These lessons that we learned here
Have only just begun

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a Lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell

We are the Kings
We are the Queens
We are the Kings
We are the Queens
on Thursday, February 11, 2010
.Advice in life.... Dont love someone so much that you end up hating them in the end when they leave.....

Saw her today.... Still get that fucked up feeling....
on Tuesday, February 2, 2010
So really Thanks for the memories....I don't know if u get it but im being hugely sarcastic here.... Today was a bad day after sometime.. Felt weird... Its not like i hate my memories .. Im just sick and tired of it.... No im not just talking about the memories with my EX... Im just talking about my memories in general... Memories are just so OVERRATED.... I dont like them anymore... I just feel like that right now... Memories are just something that just keep bugging you or making you laugh.. There just i dont know...(In the words of a teenage girl... "BLEH"...) Anyways... I got this feeling after work and i was just driving around in my car coz my parents werent home and i had no one to open the door for me.... "Thanks for the memories" by Fall out boy came up...(Yea i like Fall out boy) At that point in my life this song just felt so angry and sarcastic and frustrated... Though it felt good... I sang to it to the top of my lungs.... Well im trying to something... but dont know what.. maybe something to do with work.... Anyways ... REALLY... THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES... NOW FUCK OFF....