on Monday, April 19, 2010
So last week was a mess... Really fucked up... Went to play paintball with my office team.. It was okay.. Was kinda scared that i would meet my ex there... People that know me know the reason for that... But i didnt.. But a team mate of mine nearly lost an eye... Which was fucked up... Then Next day had to stay the whole night on site due to fucking pre-paid issues... Next day went the same... Friady was like hectic.. Went to office in the morning.. Then went for gaming at FAST NASCON at night.. Got our assess kicked.. :P Then on saturday Lucky bastards MAN U scored in the last minute... Than again had to stay the whole night in office again due some other GPRS issues.. Life sucks... Sunday spent it with friends... which was okay.. Arsenal fucking lost again.... An Ex of a friend of mine got married on Sunday so he was down... So hung out with him... Life sucks... Whatever... Need something else.. Job is taking over...This week im on evening duty which sucks.... Love this song... I love the emotion in it....



I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There�s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away

�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away

�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore
on Sunday, April 11, 2010
So some of the comments on my previous post made me really curious...And made me want to conduct a serious public poll of sorts....How many people out there think that sex is overated??.... There will be just 2 options...
1: Yes, sex is overated...
2:No, sex is not overated...

There would be no abstaining....Think of it as a social experiment....And which can only be conducted with the help of the couple of so readers that i have....Please make the same poll on your blog as well.. and spread the same to your readers.. and ask them to do the same.... I'll give it 1 month since im a very unknown person... Ill be glad if we can get 100 votes in total.... We'll tally our results after one month and see what happens.... Anyways this just a suggestion .. I hope some you guys and girls would wana go through wid it.... you can vote by commenting on this post also.... I just dont know how to make a poll on my blog.. :P Anyways.. lets see what happens....

Anyways.. getting back to my life here.... Thanks to my friend buying a bryan adams cassette for his really old barely running car going at speed of 30 hm/hour....Im now stuck on summer of 69... Its just one those songs that everybody has heard...and almost everybody likes... But life is just so ironic ...like the alanis morissette's song "ironic".... coz my ex-gf nick on msn was "summer of 69"... Now that just cracks me up... I mean its not like im going all depress again thinking abt her.. its just that i find this really funny.... And this happens to once every month... i find something in my life which is so related to her.. or just my mind thinks that way.... Last month was Kajol's acting in my name is khan... She was soo like her...:D Hahahahah... i just find it so damn funny... Anyways.. people please do think about going through with that poll thing....Heres summer of 69...

on Saturday, April 10, 2010
So has any of you ever though that whats so special about making love AKA sex... Seriously... have you..we all know that all us love it but have we ever thought that why we love it other than it just feels so good wala part... Is the story the story of Adam and Eve and the garden of eden true.. Did Hazrat Adam ate the forbidden fruit to impress a girl..just so he can be the "bad boy"...Or am i committing some kind of blasphemy here.. Human beings love the act of making love and once one of does commit that act they in most of the case just can't stop thinking about it.. I have a question for the doctors out there.. is it really true that some of us really have a high sexual drive as compared to others... Wat is the measure of a persons sexual drive biologically.. Can it be measured? ... if it can.. has anyone ever done the test of measuring the sexual drives of a normal person and let say of a rapist... If there really is something biological about have a high sexual drive than can't a rapist plead not guilty in court on the grounds that he just couldn't help it.. :P
I really am going weird today... Am just bored with life and trying to stir up something new...

I wanted to write something romantic about making love but just couldnt... was just maybe not in the mood.... Something about the feeling you get when you kiss someone or someone kisses you.. and when you touch someone and someone touches you.... I don't know... Im thinking about studying economics or human psychology in my free time.. Recommend me some good and simple books on these subjects if you have in mind...
Im getting really fat these days .. :P Its bad being lonely and perverted.. But now im fat too... Things are bad now.. Thinking of changing the name to "FAT lonely perverted soul" ... Now i really have no chance of finding a girl.... Hmmm....
on Sunday, April 4, 2010
So im bored right now and have to go to office tomorrow which is so messed up.... And office is so fucked up these days.. Like with all the small fucking politics....Anyways have to go through it all... I really should blog on a regular basis.. So that i can get back to good things... I need to start reading somehow... I was just passing by the book shop today and i saw the new fatima bhutto book "Songs of Blood and the Sword".. i think i shud start with that one... But i dont know if i can... I need new things .. i need new stuff... But i dont want new people... I want the same old people.... I hang out with the same people everyday and i like it... But i do want someone from the opposite sex... That will be good....:P But those things are left up to my mother now.... Im really bored... I've been just lazy and stuff.. need some stuff.... I think "Silverchair" has never been on my blog so im gona start with their debut song "tomorrow"... They really have been i really coool band... So they are a must listen.... And the video is so weird.. I really want to make something like that right now... Here it is...



Things have been so messed up around me... Like how the fucking sake does Shoaib Malik and Sania Mirza came on the TV so much i mean... What happened to the people dieing of hunger and the bomb blasts everywhere... Well seriously our media is really messed up.. They really are like Pakistani people .... They always mess up good things... The free press was a good thing but now i think that its not for the pakistani people.... And then the jinnah hospital thing between the doctors and the press... Really man.. Do we really have to fight among themselves...??

Anyways.. Im just bored... I need some projects but im so sick and tired of the bloody politics.... And im soo fucking jealous of the couples roaming around me... I mean where were we when we were in high school... Or are we just victims of the A-level crowd who are in a different dimension of the country known as Pakistan....

PS: I so want Arsenal to beat barca....