on Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I forgot how much i loved this song... The video is awesome....

on Tuesday, September 28, 2010
So i don't wana blog coz im in a good mood... :) Anyways... Just wanted to say that i'm having an awesome time in Netherlands... Yesterday went to Amsterdam... It was great... Those who are on my facebook list would be able to see the pics... Going to Stockholm on the 1st October to meet up with a friend... Looking forward to it... And most probably im going to Czech Republic on the 10th October.. So it seems like ill be in Europe for most of the time... I think im gona miss my home... Anyways.. See you later...
on Friday, September 24, 2010
So im in Netherlands now... So the first couple of observation are as follows:

Ofcourse the cleanliness was obvious...

The people seem to be very quiet here.. (yea i knew they would be) but they are were really quiet.. They don't bother anyone...

And is it just me or the female population is way more than the male population.. Need to google this...Right now im way too tired to do it so thats it for now...
on Thursday, September 23, 2010
So just wanted to give everyone a quick update... This week has been kinda nice.. On monday got my passport back from czech embassy.. So which means i can go to netherlands to visit my bro in a couple of hours.. Sitting in the lounge right now.. Waiting for the boarding to start.. On tuesday i became an uncle.. My brother had an awesome baby boy.. Mustafa.. And yes i love the name .. Anyways more updates and maybe pics when i reach netherlands... See ya..
on Sunday, September 19, 2010
I guess most of the things in life is about a girl....
on Monday, September 13, 2010
So it was eid... It wasn't that bad... It was okay i think... One of my best friends is here for eid so that been really cool... Have been hanging out with him...so that has been good... Uske baad chaand raat was with friends which is always nice... Eid day was the on call for office day... It went okay... Had to do some office work but didn't turn out that bad.. Since ended up with friends at night... Uske baad 2nd day went to lahore... It was the first eid after the death of my Mamoo and Nanii.. So it was pretty emotional... Really miss them both... Especially my Nanijan... Could still imagine her laying on her bed in her room... It was really sad and emotional... Especially when i went to her grave for fateha... She was the perfect role model in life... Regardless of gender... She was the ultimate respectable person... True guardian over all of us... Really Miss you nanijan..

Anyways.. After that at night went out with a friend from office he is in a different job now but had great fun with him... he still can discuss the stories from my office with me which is awesome...
Came back to isloo today... Have to go to office in the morning which is messed up...

I still need someone... I don't know... Whatever i guess...
on Friday, September 10, 2010
Well my life is like the monday blues everyday.... I've just been cranky and irritated a little more than usual.... Anyways... Since its Eid... I have to do something better... I mean make the mood somehow better.... Im gona be on call on Eid day as usual which sucks but i had no choice... Since i have to go to lahore the second day.... Well Hopefully it will be not that bad... So most probably my Netherlands trip has been delayed by a week and hence shortened by a week... And i still don't know about my Czech trip so its kinda uncertain as usual... And im stuck on the song below...



Check the lyrics as usual.....
on Sunday, September 5, 2010
So i again need clarity in life as usual... My brain just goes kaboom when it doesn't have clarity.... Waisay bhi i think the meds that im on are having a weird affect on me... Need clarity now...
on Friday, September 3, 2010
Yes i only blog when i'm feeling weird... Sad.. Depressed... Not happy.... When i'm having fun or being happy i don't blog that much.... Today i'm feeling tired... And i wanted to party but no one was free.... Shit happens... I don't know what is gona happen in the next few months or maybe a year or so... The world around me is not so good either... Still people are dying everyday.... So its not like i should be feeling any better because of the atmosphere around me... Anyways.. just don't feel like writing anymore... I need some kind of inspiration for me to move forward....