on Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I HATE...... ME........
So i removed my blog feed to facebook.. I figured that i was geting too pathetic on my blog posts and revealing my patheticness to all the people around me was not such a good idea.... Come man be a man... LOL.. yea i always had a trouble doing that... :P So i named the post smoothy tuesday because the day went smooth.... Why dont all the days go smooth... I dont ask much i just want the days to go smooth.... Ha huh... Khair... My special evening shifts have started at office that means timings are from 12 to 9.. which means im able to sleep good but dont have much time to do anythin when i get back from office.... Im out of stuff to watch... The death note DVD i had is not working on my PC Dvd drive... And its too hot outside to go and watch it on the dvd player in the tv lounge... So im just stuck with browsing the net and checking out blogs... I have no fast internet with me these days so can't download much stuff either... Im out of ideas about what to do..... Im trying to get my self worked up before my brothers wedding.. Trying to get rid of my gloomy nature.... Hopefully ill be up for it in time.... I just read something really good on AD's blog...which i like to share here too if she doesn't mind... :P
"A happy man marries the girl he loves; a happier man loves the girl he marries."
I think this a perfect quote of the day......I can't get enuff of AIK ALIF.... Awesome song....
on Monday, June 29, 2009
Its all so bad... Im just so unthankful.... Its all so depressing.... Where is all the hope gone.... Still wana cry.... The smallest of fucking things triggers something.... I hate it.. Hate this fucked up stuff.... Whyy... what happened... What didnt happen....
He was a person who never knew himself.... He never knew what to do.... He had something to do but that didnt happen for him... His broken heart is full of love... Just wants someone to give it all to... He just wants something to cling to... Hes like a stray dog looking for someone to throw him a dried out bone.... This dog has lost his patience... Hes just fed up with it all.....
on Sunday, June 28, 2009
I can't see anyone cry... Seriously i can't see anyone cry.. It breaks my heart... I so wana know why that person is crying.. Whats the reason behind this intense emotions that it saddens this person to shedding tears from their eyes.... Stop crying... Stop Crying.. Stop Crying... Cry your heart out but stop then.. Stop it... Smile... Wipe off your tears and smile.... Stop crying and smile your heart out... What ever the reason stop crying... What ever the fucking reason..... What ever the reason just forget about it.....Just Can't see and can't know that anyone is crying....
This was one of those songs from aerosmith which i liked alot... Now its like one of the stories of my life... :P The song has killer lyrics and steven tylers voice is out of this world...

Crying - Aeromith

Get a Grip
There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind
Listen, all I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Love it sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do down on me
Now there's not even breathin' room
Between pleasure and pain
Yeah you cry when we're makin' love
Must be one and the same
It's down on me
Yeah I got to tell you one thing
It's been on my mind
Girl, I gotta say
We're partners in crime
You got that certain something
What you give to me
Takes my breath away
Now the word out on the street
Is the devil's in your kiss
If our love goes up in flames
It's a fire I can't resist
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do to me
'Cause what you got inside
Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
'Til you give your heart away
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' just to let you
Do what you do what you do down to me, baby, baby, baby
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do down to, down to, down to, down to
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet
I was cryin' when I met you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HD3Sqlcm3o
I want to cry... Crying is good... I dont know why but i want to cry.... I have no reason to cry at the moment but i want to cry... I wana cry till my tears dry up.... So i feel light.... Hopefully i can deal with all the stuff... Listening to AIK ALIF by Saieen Zahoor & Noori... Awesome song... I seem to be writing now 2 to 3 liners posts... I just dont have the mind set to write a big post any longer.....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8LbP0Ttdbg&feature=related
on Saturday, June 27, 2009
Really weird thoughts come up in my head when you wake up on a sunday morning.... Really dont have to think on a sunday morning....
This is an awesome song i came across today... been listening to it for while now... Just exactly what i need right now.... TIME.. WHY YOU PUNISH ME???


Hootie and the Blowfish - Time

Time, why you punish me?
Like a wave bashing into the shore
You wash away my dreams.

Time, why you walk away?
Like a friend with somewhere to go
You left me crying

Can you teach me about tommorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free?
Cause tomorrows just another day
And I dont believe in time

Time, I dont understand
Children killing in the street
Dying for the color of red
Time, hey there red and blue
Wash them in the ocean, make them clean,
Maybe their mothers wont cry tonight

Can you teach me about tomorrow
All the pain and sorrow
Running free?
But tomorrows just another day
And I dont believe in...

Time is wasting
Time is walking
You aint no friend of mine
I dont know where Im goin
I think Im out of my mind
Thinking about time

And if I die tomorrow, yeah
Just lay me down in sleep

Time, you left me standing there
Like a tree growing all alone
The wind just stripped me bare, stripped me bare
Time, the past has come and gone
The futures far away
Now only lasts for one second, one second
Can you teach me about tomorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free?
cause tomorrows just another day
And I dont believe in time

Time, why you punish me?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLh1CZdWZI4
on Friday, June 26, 2009
I want you to be the girl of my dreams now.... I think you will be perfect for me... Last night for the first time you came into my dreams... I kinda saw ur face... It was glowing intensely... But all i remember of the dream is that u slipped into my bed.. Ur feet grazed with my feet... And intense lightening surged through my body the moment ur feet touched mine... Just as my perverted mind started to get into overdrive on the fact that you were in my bed next to me and when i decided to act on those thoughts..... i woke up... *Sigh*... I want you to be the angel of my dreams... You are so pretty and beautiful... You have that symmetry that i have found no where else.... You can take the tragedies of my past and rip them out of my mind..... You can free me from my shackles and make me happy once again..... If only Allah could sent a thought from above into your head and make you realize that.... I Just wish....
MJ definitely deserves a mention on my blog.... His death is definitely sad... Even though he may not have affected my life as much as others but he definitely was a legend.... The Album of the week will definitely be "thriller" by him... He definitely was unique in what he did... He had no comparison... May he rest in peace....
Its days like these when i think that i can never get over her... Its days like these when i can't picture anything else... I can't think of anything good... I can't see anything....
on Thursday, June 25, 2009
I have some really .... cant find what kind of ....memories associated with this song...The freshman by the verve pipe... Today was a bad day.. Didnt like it... Listening to this song.... Thanx marina for reminding me about it....

When I was young I knew everything
She a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks's worth of
Valium and slept
And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

hey yeah
hey yeah
hey yeah

We've tried to wash our hands of all this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, we'd say

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
And I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
We were merely freshmen

The Freshman:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVNAp1C8LIw

PS: She fell in love in the first place...
on Wednesday, June 24, 2009
I have a writers block i think... so just posting lyrics from one of my favorite songs.... Plush by STP....

And I feel that times a wasted go
So where ya going to tommorrow?
And I see that these are lies to come
Would you even care?

And I feel it
And I feel it

Where ya going for tommorrow?
Where ya going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she smell alone?

And I feel, so much depends on the weather
So is it raining in your bedroom?
And I see, that these are the eyes of disarray
Would you even care?

And I feel it
And she feels it

Where ya going to tommorrow?
Where ya going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she smell alone?

When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it

Where ya going for tommorrow?
Where ya going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she smell alone?

When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time, to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
To find it
To find it
To find it

PLUSH:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FDk7pGQAKo
on Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Where is MAK...? MAK is not talking to me anymore... Why???
on Monday, June 22, 2009
Yar im so tired today... It was kinda hectic... And a headache followed me throughout the day... Most of the people were still high on the victory.... It was fun... Had to give a treat to my office team for my new job... It was okay... Just was way to tired to enjoy it much... The food was good and all.. I cant write anymore... Im just sleepy and tired.. Im like this all the time now....Anyways Not writing anymore... take Care.. And Have fun...

PS: I think my blogs are getting boring and have very less content these days......
on Sunday, June 21, 2009
Congratz to all of Pakistan... We finally have something the whole country can be proud of.... We finallly won something after a really really long time... Everyone is happy... People are dancing every where.... Everyone really is feeling good about things... Its really good for the country... After the bad news almost everyday.. This really is something to feel good about.... Everybody is just on a high... will stay on a high for a while... Aaah.. the feel good feeling... I think no words or song can explain what everyone is feeling right now... Lets just hope good things like these keep on happening in the country like this and good things keep on happening for everyone... Anyways take care you all.... Have fun and enjoy life...
on Friday, June 19, 2009
This song has some really rocking lyrics.... Dont let the title fool you... Hes not saying he's fine.... :P..

It seems like every day?s the same
and Im left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and theres no color to behold
They say its over and Im fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like Im dying here

And I am aware now of how
everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late, Im in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyones gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and theres no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
?cause I cant seem to get this through
You say its over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when Im dying here

And I am aware now of how
everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late, Im in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyones gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And Im not scared now.
I must assure you,
youre never gonna get away
And Im not scared now.
And Im not scared now. No?

I am aware now of how
everythings gonna be fine one day
Too late, Im in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyones gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everythings gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself

Fine Again:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Li2PVKMZCo4
So these few lines that i may write were supposed to be last nights post but cudnt write becoz was too sleepy... Slept only a couple hours the night before that.... Hmm... Now im up around 10 on a saturday morning and thinking about what to do.... I know i have plans to go out with friends tonight but what to do till then....

The thought of the day from yesterday was(LOL... no i havent shifted from song of the day..) is it just me or do we human beings(Ok maybe just me) enjoy things namely life when its complicated... When things are a little difficult... Simple things just have no fun for us... It makes our lives dull and boring.... Why is this fact true?.... Why the goal is to make life complicated so we can revel in the complexity of it.... Why can't we be content with our simple life.. with simple things and simple decisions.... Im just weird and bizzare.. I keep saying life is weird and bizzare but in truth its me...Anyways... Good morning to you all... Have a nice weekend....
on Thursday, June 18, 2009
YAyyy.... so we are into the final... Great game... Had fun... Watched it at a place of a friend of a friend.... It was a up and down game.... Got tight in the end.... But we pulled through... Let see who we will meet in the final.....

Today was a different day... Kinda confusing but it was good... How come y cant i decide what to do or what not to do.... Im probably doing the wrong thing but who cares... Im in control of my life... Nobody else... IM just writing that... Khair... You people take care have fun... We will see what happens in the final.. hmmm...
on Wednesday, June 17, 2009
It was a long day today... there was different kinds of work...Today was kinda bad day... Extremely tired...came home late for work... Really was tired... these days, at the end of the day i just wana talk to someone about my day... Just wana let the tiredness of the day out to someone... Talking to parents is good too but its different in a way.. And you dont feel like talking to them when your tired... Friends are great but u dont wana bother them all the time.... Still the head is heavy and feeling tired..... Anyways you people take care...
on Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Im not writing anything today.... Just dont want to write anything today.... Even when you have relatively a normal day... You worry about your bad days... Whats wrong with me... Why can't i keep my life on track....Or y can't i feel like its going on track.....Anyways chaltay rehnay do ... What can i do about it...
on Monday, June 15, 2009
Today was a nice old regular day just because of the fact that things went smoothly except for a small hiccup that came early in the morning... Other than that things went fine at work.... Finally planned that activity which was looming over my head during the weekend... Finger crossed for it going well tonight... Things feel a little better when things go a little your way.... Small little things kept pushing things in the right direction... Read a comment by marina on one of my previous posts which was another little thing which made the day nice...the comment was "Sometimes, some things are just not meant to be. Usually because God has something better in store for you ".. i think ive heard this comment alot before but somehow it just made me feel slightly better today.... So thnx marina for that...

Was reading this cute little post by Ubaid today.... It was really nice... Reminded me of the first line from the song "freefalling".. which was "Shes a good girl.. Loves her mama..."...
My 2 best lines from his post were "Suppressed by her childish fear, the wounds which she saw on her mother's heart made her so vulnerable.".... "Confident, with an aim in her mind, to actually be someone, to fulfill the expectations of all the people who cared. But then, she too fell in love....." ... This so beautifully describes a person i know....:P

Pakistan went through to the semi-finals of the T20 world cup... Which is great... Something for the people to feel happy about.... Hopefully things go smoothly for the rest of the week too...

The song of the day today is the Coke studio performance of "AIK ALIF" by "Noori and saieen Zahoor".... Really great performance... Really soothing... Bulle shah really was a legend...
Anyways..enjoy this song and take care.. And dont forget to smile....

AIK ALIF:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4YYKfz2PUc
http://www.koolmuzone.com/forum/index.php/topic,1333.0.html


PS : shes a good girl... Love her mama...
on Sunday, June 14, 2009
Life is most definitely bizarre... Its just so different... We mostly cannot comprehend it.. Everyone is just doing what they are doing... And ignoring things... I really really wish i was able to ignore stuff... I wish i had the power to ignore things which don't go my way... I was just reading this post by Xeb in which stating the fact that how can someone marry someone who he/she doesn't love or that person doesn't love that he/she... But life should be simple.. How can you go in search someone who you dont even know and maybe is your soul mate... Life is simple that way the that person succumbs to the match made by the people who love you and know better... Is life really simple that way... Or you should dare to do something else... Khair life is definitely bizarre... Anyways... Where people are dying everyday how can we think about ourselves... How can we be so selfish... Yes i am selfish.. But we shouldn't be.... Everyone in this world is just breeding thorns...

Today was messed up day.. Didn't know what to do... By now at this age i atleast should know what to do... Anyways.. Just went lazy and all.. Met up with some friends and thats it.. Also did the same on saturday... So mostly it was a friendy weekend... :P Time with friends is mostly definitely good... Makes you feel good and all.... Anyways.. Tomorrow another week starts lets see what it holds....

The song of the day for today is a heavy metal song and hence some of you may not like it.. But ive decided to shift it to the metal and heavier side... Its just feel better right now... The song is "breeding thorns" by soilwork.. Cool song.... Khair.. take care... Have fun

Breeding Thorns:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OnCg5jbqOs
http://www.lyricstime.com/soilwork-breeding-thorns-lyrics.html

PS: Now I want you to tell me (tell me again), do you see what I see?....'cause it's so damn obvious to me
on Saturday, June 13, 2009
I also need shelter from the storm.... I need someone to give me shelter from the storm... Searching for someone to give me shelter from the storm.... The only way i can get over my past... is to find someone who can give me shelter from the storm....
Following are the lyrics to the Bob Dylan song "Shelter from the storm"... Its the song of the weekend... :P Khair you people enjoy this song and its lyrics.. Have a great weekend.....

Twas in another lifetime, one of toil and blood
When blackness was a virtue and the road was full of mud
I came in from the wilderness, a creature void of form.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

And if I pass this way again, you can rest assured
I'll always do my best for her, on that I give my word
In a world of steel-eyed death, and men who are fighting to be warm.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

Not a word was spoke between us, there was little risk involved
Everything up to that point had been left unresolved.
Try imagining a place where it's always safe and warm.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

I was burned out from exhaustion, buried in the hail,
Poisoned in the bushes an' blown out on the trail,
Hunted like a crocodile, ravaged in the corn.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there
With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair.
She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

Now there's a wall between us, somethin' there's been lost
I took too much for granted, got my signals crossed.
Just to think that it all began on a long-forgotten morn.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

Well, the deputy walks on hard nails and the preacher rides a mount
But nothing really matters much, it's doom alone that counts
And the one-eyed undertaker, he blows a futile horn.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

I've heard newborn babies wailin' like a mournin' dove
And old men with broken teeth stranded without love.
Do I understand your question, man, is it hopeless and forlorn?
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

In a little hilltop village, they gambled for my clothes
I bargained for salvation an' they gave me a lethal dose.
I offered up my innocence and got repaid with scorn.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

Well, I'm livin' in a foreign country but I'm bound to cross the line
Beauty walks a razor's edge, someday I'll make it mine.
If I could only turn back the clock to when God and her were born.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."

Shelter From the storm:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRwKudE2Qdw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OjIy_JAxJQ&feature=related

PS: its about to rain outside... :P
on Friday, June 12, 2009
Office stuff is beginning to be heavy.... My head is heavy... Cant sleep... What the hell is wrong with me....
on Thursday, June 11, 2009
90 miles outside chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Emelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the titanic cry
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the 97th time tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask god just one question
Why aren't you here with me
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the One for you

So is true love really once in a life time?.... Khair.. someday u'll know that i was the one for you.. and someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you... Really beautiful song... Its sad that this band broke up only after one album....
Things are really easy... its our mind that plays tricks with us and betrays us actually.. and tells us that things are hard.. Life is really simple and it should be kept simple...Its our mind that makes life difficult for us...
Khair hoping for the best for all of us.... Seriously hoping for the best..

Today was okay in the end i guess... Had a diner with my new office team...Its was fine......Anyways take care.. Have fun.. i probably have a long day tomorrow...
Btw the song of the day is ofcourse "someday we'll know" by the new radicals....

Someday we'll Know:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8aCFYW5eUU


PS: Live and let die...
on Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I have a terrible headache... i think i need to complete my sleep cycle these days.. :P my head always feels heavy after coming back home from work...
Its really Funny the way it is.... One minute you feel alright and the next minute your feeling down... And then your doing all okay... Things need to be better... You keep your relations and you lose them... you build some and demolish some.... I cant write stuff when i have a headache...
The day went fine... In the words of someone i know it went "pretty good" because nothing bad happened.. :P Well then most of the days would be pretty good as most of the times bad things dont happen much during the day... Work is predicted in the future so lets see... Stayed home after work...
The song of the day is "Funny the way it is" by dave matthews band.... really one of the good songs recently.... Anyways... Good Luck with everything...

Funny the way it is:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=au5JMhaBnv4
http://www.metrolyrics.com/funny-the-way-it-is-lyrics-dave-matthews-band.html

PS: Somebody’s heart is broken and it becomes your favorite song...
on Tuesday, June 9, 2009
What the hell is going on in this country.... Another deadly blast in the PC Hotel in Peshawar.... The scenes were terrible.. As they usually are after a blast... What can be done about this... And this was in a really high security area.... This is so depressing.. The environment in the country is so depressing... How a chronic depressed man is supposed to feel better in this country....A pray for all the injured people... May they recover well... And for the people who may have died..May they rest in peace and heaven.... May Allah protect this country and its citizens from all the bad things happening here....

Day was going pretty okay before this happened... I need a memory reboot in my head.. :P Maybe a system whitewash... :P That may help me to move on... Work was not that much... Things have to be known.... I was reading today a really good comment on a blog.. Its basically some lines from the Ally macbeal show... Thought i should spread it...
"The real truth is, I probably don't want to be too happy or content. Because, then what? I actually like the quest, the search. That's the fun. The more lost you are, the more you have to look forward to. What do you know? I'm having a great time and I don't even know it"
I like the last line.. :P

My songs of the day have started to repeat now... Either i like none of the new stuff or i just like the old stuff better... Khair.. the Song of the day is "free falling" the John Mayer version... Anyways.. Take care.. Have fun.. Pray for us all...

Free Falling:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9CPwuWteHA

http://www.metrolyrics.com/free-fallin-lyrics-john-mayer.html

PS: Pakistan is through to super 8s of the T20 World Cup... :P
on Monday, June 8, 2009
Does a person truly change with time or is he or she been like that forever... And that personality of theirs just always has been dormant in their bodies...

Change is good or change is bad... Change has to happen...You can't always cling to things in your past... You can remember them sometime but can't cling to them... Everyone gets old with time... You have to move with the changes...

The great thing in life is the feeling that you know a person really well... You know almost everything about them... Its a good feeling... People just depend on people in their lives... And then you depend on new people... You depend on some people to make your day....Someone who can put a smile on your face so that you can forget the hardships of the day... Thats life...

A regular Monday started today... Countdown for the weekend has started again... :P Things have started on... Got some money from my old company yesterday which is nice... Hopefully Things will change for the good...

I love the bitch style therapy.... :P

The song of the day is "1979" by smashing pumpkins.... Really nice song.. been listening to it for a while.... Just like the "keep moving" flow of it... Anyways.. Take Care... HAve fun.. Keep smiling..

1979:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2snP7rGP6g
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/smashing+pumpkins/1979_20126571.html

PS:We dont even care about it....
on Sunday, June 7, 2009
Today i think is a full moon... Not sure though but it seems full... i like full moons.. Forget abt the romantic part surrounding a full moonlight..... Full moon has that mystery surrounding it... Full moon has that clarity around it too... Full moon has that werewolf thing too... So i just think that full moons are cool... its has that awesomeness about it... Its has that strength which ive been craving for recently... Full moon has that uniqueness which i always like in things and people also... But u cant be siting in a moonlight alone... I've tried it and it feels so depressing.... You have to have some friends or someone to give you company....

Sunday was as usual lazy... Sunday mornings and afernoons are mostly spent in bed... The night was good with some friends... Fedrer has finally won the french open.. Which is quite the achievement.... Was matching a pakistan england T20 match right now.. Not that much into cricket but was jut watching for the heck of it... Lets see what happens.. Tomorrow will start another week... Lets hope it goes good....

The song of the day is "the pot" by tool.. I always love this song.... I was reminded of this song a couple of minutes ago.. Really awesome song.. Anyways take care... Have fun...

The pot:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2F_hGwD26g
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/tool/thepot.html

PS: Eye hole deep in muddy waters.. You practically raised the dead...
on Saturday, June 6, 2009
Melancholy is probably one of my favorite words in the English dictionary....
And Revelry is probably one of the latest words i like....

Melancholy: 1. a gloomy state of mind, esp. when habitual or prolonged; depression.
2. sober thoughtfulness; pensiveness.

Revelry: Noisy partying and merrymaking.. (Now what does merrymaking mean here... :P)

Im thinking right now that i was always melancholic.. Its not completely about a girl... Ive been like this forever... Infact the girl made me forget about my melancholic nature.. She made me happy... Now that shes no more a part of my life so my melancholic nature is back... And is back with a vengeance..... Anyways will try to put up some kind of a fight... have to keep trying....

Revelry is something i wana try out... You know noisy partying and merrymaking... :P But thing about a party is that the time after the party is so down... More appropriately called the "morning after"... Anyways still wana try it out...

Today was not a bad day.... Finally got to see star trek in the cinema... Goood movie... I am after all a start trek geek... :P Went to cinema after sometime now... The last time i went was.... Well lets just not talk about it....:P ..Today went with my mom and a cousin of mine.. Khair .. it was nice and all....

These days im against long posts.... Its just gets so pathetic when i just keep rambling on.... So my posts are going to be short....

The song of the day is "revelry" by "Kings of leon".... Really nice and mellow song... Really good song for a melancholic mood... Anyways.. Take care.. Have fun and enjoy the rest of the weekend...

Revelry:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZyGWg0uqkw
http://www.metrolyrics.com/revelry-lyrics-kings-of-leon.html

PS: Just dreaming of revelry....
on Friday, June 5, 2009
Life is the people around you....

Life is the people that will come into your life....

Life is the people that will leave your life and start their own.....

Life is all about people and relationships we have with them...

Life leads you to ways you never imagined you would go....

Life leads you to people you never imagined you would meet....

Life is funny.....

Today ended up on a good note with me enjoying the rain with my friends.... Just Cruised in the car... And enjoyed a huge glass of Lassi at midnight in the rain... Today i enjoyed the rain after sometime... My friends were enjoying it so i started enjoying it too.... Why can't i be content with all that i have....

The song of the day is "Manhattan" by "Kings of leon"... This songs suits the weather... Anyways people... Take care.. have fun and enjoy the weekend....

Manhattan:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IEmvcptyZm0
http://www.metrolyrics.com/manhattan-lyrics-kings-of-leon.html

PS: i want someone to listen to this song with me all night....
on Thursday, June 4, 2009
Are you really the one?.... Are you really the person im gona spend the rest of my life with... or share the rest of my life... Will i love you the same way.... Will i love spending time with you the same way.... Will i talk to you for hours and hours... Will i share with you my deepest secrets.... Will trust you the same way.. Will you be my best friend... Will you make me forget my past... Will you help me move on... Will you be my only one.... Will you be always on my mind.... Will i think about you all the time... Will i wonder what you doing all the time... Would it be fair to you.... These questions i can't answer...

Life is strange... Sometimes it changes so quickly... And sometimes it doesn't change at all.... Today was a regular day... Yea rite.. :P I think im going backwards again... How did i start going backwards... Shutup...You know how you started going backwards... khair... Wait and see...

Fuck long posts...

The song of the day today is "Spaceman" by killers... becoz i can't think of any other new song that is good...Anyways take care... have fun...

Spaceman:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=et0R9p606bM
http://www.metrolyrics.com/spaceman-lyrics-the-killers.html

PS: i wrote this whole post with a single finger.... :P
on Wednesday, June 3, 2009
So i was wondering today whats the expiration date on geting over a person... Mind is a really fucked up thing... Or atleast my mind is... How it can be affected by one person... It behaves like superman when he goes near kryptonite... Or an electronic instrument placed near some EM waves.... How this seemingly the most powerful thing in this universe can be so damn vulnerable..... I guess everything has its weak points... Today was a bad day... I nearly cried on my way back from work.... (yea i call it crying when your eyes swell up a little....) I saw her today... I think i should get used to it now.... When will it stop hurting... Im still in the words of my brother stuck in a moment and i cant get out of it.. Khair.. i guess days like this will continue to happen... I just hope it isn't everyday... Life really is ironic....

They song of the day definitely has to be "ironic" by "Alanis Morissette".. Lyrically this song is awesome... I like this song... definitely one of those songs whose lyrics im gona paste here...

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

For some reason i feel a little better now... :P

Ironic:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v9yUVgrmPY

PS: Isn't it ironic....
on Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Chaos is wats all in im head.... Chaos is what all around me.... Choas is everywhere.... Or maybe thats just because i slept after office and just woke up.... Right now i just dont want anything.... That feeling is so bad when you wake up at midnight after sleeping in the evening... Khair... Lets see what happens tomorrow... Hmmm... I want everything.... You can't write anything right now....

Today was another supposedly hectic day.... Thats just becoz ur at new place...And it just feels hectic.... Im not listening to any music these days... Maybe thats why there is chaos around... So im just gona end this right now..

Song of the day is "In Loving memory" by "Alter Bridge"... Take Care....

In Loving Memory:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcQ3iegpZTc
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/In-Loving-Memory-lyrics-Alter-Bridge/8E50C2CDF316C03748256EEE000D0A12

PS: I sing tonight because it comforts me....
on Monday, June 1, 2009
My memories are mine... They are mine to remember... They are mine to not think about... But they are just mine... Nobody can take it away from me... Nobody can make me forget... They are for me to cherish.... My memories will always remain special... No one will demolish or degrade them.... They will always be locked in the corner of my head... Maybe even a dark corner where only i will roam... That corner may have a cinema screen of its own.. A pop corn stand at the back... And a guy selling nachos with the most awesome sauces... They will be a multiplex with multiple amount of screens... Each screen showing a different part of my life or my memories... Each cinema will have only one seat... hence it will always be sold out.... Ahhhh... I want mee... i want myself.. I want peace... i want everything.. i want all knowledge... i want all pleasures of life... I want serenity.. i want tranquility... I wana get high.... High on drugs is sooo low level.. I wana be high on something deep.. Something in my head.... Something out of this world.... i wana be funny.. i wana laugh...I wana cry.... i want some one to share everything with... i want sleep.. I want the headache from my head to be removed.... Ahhh... I wana be able to keep on writing like a pulitzer winning writer.... What the hell do u want?.... hmmm... relax now... And stop...

Today was the first day in my new office... And it was kinda the typical first day... Felt tired in the end.. But raring to go again... the little things we take for granted... I have such a awesome home.... I can't thank Allah Enough.... I have everything provided to me.. Dont have to do anything..... Just .... Go....

I will have alot of stuff to do in office.. So lets see whats in store from me..... The thing which was weird for me was okay not that bad... Will work...Music will have to be gradually settled in... The song of the day is "Disarray" by lifehouse... becoz just felt like making it... Anyways... Everyone take care... Hope the best for you all from the deepest corners of my heart.. And Have fun too....

Disarray:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYc25FAh5ho
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/lifehouse/disarray.html

PS: I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's Alright I wouldn't have it any other way.....