Love remains the same

So i can slowly feel the love getting out of me... But there is still a lot there... I still have a lot of love in me to give away but I'm afraid that i won't find someone soon enough to give away my love... Now it's just being wasted.. Being rotted away here and there.. No one to care for it.. No one to know the greatness it has.. No one to know the happiness that it can give... The lives that it can change... It just dieing alone in the heart shaped box... It just needs some kind of opportunity to break free and spread it all over the world.... Good Bye my love.... Hope you find someone soon...

Emotional Masochist

So i confess... I am an emotional masochist... I love to emotionally torture myself... I don't want to be one.... But i am... So i have to deal with it....

Insanity

Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results each time.. Thats what you call insanity... I miss my Rj...

Can't Fight Biology

So you can't fight biology... As you look the way your made... In majority of cases Guys are attracted to girls just because of biology... I don't why i started talking about.. Blaahhhhh.... Actually i just watched the Grey's Anatomy episode with the same title.. So just liked the title... Well i find all girls beautiful... I don't know if its just because of biology or am i just like that... I'm attracted to girls that are different... Thats what i know... Anyways.. today was Eid.. So Eid mubarik to everyone.. I enjoyed the fact i wasn't on on-call duty on this eid day since i was on duty the night before... It was like a normal eid with the bakras and alot of red meat.. And all the messy stuff that comes with it... So it was nice... Enjoyed sleeping :D.. However the day ended with me having the weird alone wali feeling even when i was with some of my best friends... This kind of feeling just sometimes hits you in the face.. One moment you chilling with friends having sheesha and next moment you awkwardly quiet with this weird feeling... I don't know if anyone of you have ever had this feeling...
Going to Faisalabad tomorrow to my Mamoo's place for a BBq... That should be fun... Catch you guys later..

We are all innoncent

Yea we are all innocent i guess......

Back to reality

So im gradually coming down from the high i got from the eurotrip... But im good.. Im doing okay... I was back on evening duty which sucked a bit... Couldn't meet up with my friends for this week... By the way i just realized that my country is still fucked up... People are still dying everywhere... Why can't this change.. :(