~~~~~~With or Without You~~~~~~~~

There are points in your life about which you can easily say that your a different person after that point... Some people have alot of those points... Some people have points which other people can easily understand.... While others have points which are lame like mine and are not worthy..... Another long Sunday morning in bed alone.... Thinking about weird things... Oh man am i having a regression of some sorts..... I have no clue....

So i survived my on call eid.... Only had to go to office once that too coz our stupid CEO was visiting...... Had nice talk with friends on the phone... Hung out with friends.. Played some snooker... And that wraps my eid...

Will she ever realize... I think im not gona do anything.... Hope to see her soon....



I feel a little cheezy putting this song in my post... People think that this is a simple song... Its not... Its a really difficult song to understand... And you have to have a special mind set to understand it.....

I cant live... With or without you....

I dont know why

I don't know why or how... but tonight i thought about her.... I missed her alot tonight... I miss her... Just one of those days.... Im tired... I wish i could talk to her... I can actually see her online on my msn today.... Im just tired.... Hmm...
Been listening to the zeppelin song.."Hey Hey What Can i Do"....

Hoping

Hoping that no issues will come over the eid in the mobilink network... So that my eid wont be ruined like the last time.... Eid mubarik to you all....

I get by with a little help from my friends

I really do get by with the help of my friends.......

Do watch the movie "Across the Universe"....

Songs

So used to watch all these teenage high school series like The OC, One tree hill, Gossip Girl etc.... Im still watching like "the vampire diaries".... So one of the main part of these series are the songs..... I used to search around for the songs and love... Vampire diaries also has nice songs but now im just not up for searching around....

Anyway one of the songs that i liked alot.. Was Sum41's "with me" from the Gossip Girl... It was one of the times when i was in love.... And it felt like what i meant... And i dedicated this song to my ex when i was madly in love with her.. But since im not now... I dedicate this song to the future someone.....

Reading Some stuff

I need to start reading some stuff.. Read around increase some more info...

I am waiting for my Good Luck to happen....

I had alot to say

I used to have alot to say.... About different things... But recently i haven't really alot to say... Death is always around us... One of my best friends uncle (khalo) died... which is sad.... But how come english only has a word for uncle and like urdu has different work for every relationship like "Khalo"... Feeling a little better but still have to get better....

I want something different so that i can get through the next week... Hopefully everything will be fine....

I dont get what the world has with teenage vampires... I mean i always liked vampires movies and used to watch them n all... But couldn't find anyone else who used to like them , other than her who used to like vampires too... But how come all of sudden everyone has a thing for them.... Started with twilight and now there this series "the Vampire diaries"... its just all about teenage-vampirism.... Though ive started watchn it too..

Lets just get on with things......

Worst 3 days

Last 3 days of my life at work has been really..totally bad...issues after issues... service outage after service outage... Bad flu and sore throat... I had forgotten everything else in my life... Woke up a while ago... And im also on call for the weekend... Didnt do anything other than office.... Feeling really bad with flu. headache ,throat and fever etc.... Hope these things pass.... Eid is also coming up... Dont know what ill be doing then.... Just bear everything as it comes... Still have the headache and the throat ache.... Dont know what to do... My head is spinning... havent even read up on any blog for the last three days....

One of my best friends will be getting engaged to another friend of mine... For whom i had a thing for a long time... Anyways thats why i was jealous of my best friend... Shit jealousy is just such a BITCH.... I hate it... I hope everything goes well for them and they live happily ever after....

Anyways.. let just see how things go over the weekend and till eid..... Hope all of you are fine and doing well...

Shaadi Season

So everyone is in the shaadi mood... Just came from a mehndi.. Was a typical mehndi and all... last night the music was also on at night... Could hear it in my bedroom late at night... Today was very hectic day... Had to drive all the way to lahore.. yes im in lahore... then had alot of office work.. Did alot of mails.. but if everything goes right you feel good...So i felt good....

Last week was slow and weird... Wasnt feeling good... a bit better right now... And people im not sure about me being bored or not... She knows who i am talking to...

Im really sleepy right now... Eyes are closing.... I want something different.. Maybe its just around corner... and maybe a couple of years.. Dont know... I really dont have anything to write about... im just too tired and weird.. maybe tomorrow.. Adios..

Not in a good mood

Well like the title says im not a in good mood right now... I wana party but dont have anyone right now to party with.... Im tired of all the calls from office.. I wana do something... Last weekend was not what i expected it to be.. Though staying over at my friends on sunday night and playing mafia all night was fun... Just in one of those moments but i know it will pass.. You atleast get that much from experience... I hate the situation my country is in.. Everything from bomb blast to suicide bombers to no sugar...who doesn't... Lets do something... Yea easier said than done... Each one of us is just happy and busy with our own lives until and unless something affects it... I wana write so much but i can't seem to write somehow... I hate this Aaaaaaaaaa........... WTF....

One of those moments

So im in one of those moments when i dont wana do anything... Its not like im not trying.. its just that i cant.. I hate this moment... Today was bad.. didnt do anything .. just lyin arnd.. forced myself to go out with a frnd... Blakhh.. Dont know wat to do.. definitely dont wana sleep.. Was watchn greys but that got stuck in the middle coz i crossed my streaming limit for the day.. Have to wait for 50 mins to continue... i guess im gona wait... I saw that battlefield poster at masooms today.. i hate it... wana burn it down... i felt like that when i saw it.. I cant pretty it up somehow...
Felt sorry for my friend.. he got his cell phones and wallet stolen a couple days back...

This country has really gone to the dogs.. no where is safe.. but still going out...

Another Morning

So another morning on a weekend... staying in bed for a long while doing nothing... Staying alone makes you crazy.... I wana do something.. Dont know what yet... But i wana do something exciting.... Something thats exciting to me.. Because the usual exciting isn't exciting for me... And i have to figure that out too...

Everybody is so busy... But still i get a time to hang out with my friends which is a blessing.... Job is getting constant... Dont let it take over your life.... My mind is blank.. peaceful in a way... Blogging has just become something to get me going now and then but its really died down... Music has gone... Just a little left here and there... Thinking about what to do over this long weekend.. I hope it will be fun....

I think ive realized that i like talking to new people... LOl.. im going so soft.. What has happened to me... I have become peaceful in some way... Yesterday i heard her name mentioned around me again.... It still feels so strange... :P

But im pretty good i think... My friends are great... Couldn't live without them.. And Mom and dad are awesome , allowing me to stay out late... :P

I just realized you are beautiful.. Even when you dont have any makeup on and you havent slept properly for the last five or six days... And they are huge dark circles under your eyes... And you look malnourished ... But still you look beautiful... I think i like you... All we need now is long and open chat.... Tell each other stuff about themselves... Only thats lacking... I really dont know about you... Maybe you already have a someone that your happy with... Maybe your heart broken like me... Or maybe you just dont care about those things... i really dont know.... Anyways lets see... whats God has got enstored for us....

Somewhow

Somehow long mornings in bed gets me to start thinking about her.... Well i dont know...

Anyways weekend was long and hectic.... Although my birthday was fun and enjoyed with frnds... Saturday came with me having to turn back the clocks... Was up all nite... came back home at 9 in the morning... Then had to go to gujranwala for a friends wedding... this i simply couldnt miss... That was hectic it self... Came back the same night.... And then slept till now.... Hence the long morning in bed... Oh yea i took the day off.... :P i usually dont take a day off but i just pushed myself into doing so....