Somebody Kill Depression

So its been like a month since my month since my last month.... No i didnt leave blogging.. i just couldnt get myself to blog... Ive again doing some bad things lately... Hope God can forgive me... Yea i really am one his weirdest creations... He really must have been proud when he made coz i think his goal was to make everyone different and he definitely achieved it with me... So wats been up since my last post... Lets try to some it up... Hmm.. Well mostly Job... Yea i think without my job i would really have been useless.. My job makes me feel worthwhile... But i get so fed up sometimes from all the small politics and shit... Why wont anyone just let me do my job....Anyways.. other than that i just mainly hang out with friends.... Like i always do... Went to lahore for almost a week initially for my cousin's wedding... And it was weird wedding .. Firstly because it just felt weird and secondly because everyone including me was looking for a girl for me... Kinda found one but i dont know wat happened on it.. I just let my Mom handle these things for me....Anyways.. had to stay in lahore for a week on office project... Missed my mom.. Yea im a Momma's boy even though i dont show it to her for some reason i dont know.... My Sister in law came back... which was nice... Arsenal is going good .. Really hoping they win the league this time.... Bought Mauj's new album.. Its really good.. Must listen.... One of my really good friends also came back to Pakistan this weekend... And i have been having fun after a long time.. Life is same as before just going with the end.... I was in on of my down moods just now... Trying to make it good.... I hope i can get back to blogging on a regular basis.. And hope to start commenting on your blogs soon....