on Tuesday, March 31, 2009
So people im back to my blogging ways... Today i was thinking that my life isnt that interesting for me to start blogging... I dont know what to write half the time and half the time im telling u ppl that ... :P Anyways.. Today was a reguar old day as always... Nothing special... Just office.. then friends.. then home .. and then some more friends... :P ..Although Two important things happened in the country today.. first the sharif brothers got reinstated... Yea how the hell did that happen... I mean how did this happen so soon... And second that Baitullah Mashood, head of Taliban Pakistan, has claimed responsibility for the Training academy Lahore attacks.. I mean how the hell our army hasnt caught this guy by now... I mean what they have been doing in the tribal areas for so long... I know its hard to catch these people but they have been there for so long... Khair... what the hell we know.. there are bigger things happenings behind the scenes beyond are imagination...

Musically today was a lay low day... Started of the day with "hanging by a moment" by "Lifehouse"... Yea its a nice song and all...but these are the kind of songs you forget 3 mins after u've listened to it... But lifehouse is a type of band i would have wanted to make... Just becoz all the girls dig them.. :P i mean i havent met a girl who doesnt like lifehouse... Khair.. lets move on from that...

Facebooking has become a part of daily routine now... and i dont like it that it has become a part of my routine.... i mean it just shouldnt... The first thing you do when u go to office is log into facebook.. :P i mean thats just stupid... Now im just bored and i dont know what to write....

I listened to linkin park's "In the end"... after all long time and this time i listened to the lyrics carefully.. They rocked man... i didnt know that linkin park were so lyrically strong... the song is about how it doesnt even matter how hard u try to get sumthn... if u dont get it... All ur work is for nuthn.... In other words... how there are no prizes for 2nd places in life... either u get it or u dont... Like in the song mike shinoda says.. "its so unreal"... But thats how life is... no one will even remember the things u did to get that sumthn... it will all just be a forgotten memory...
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/linkinpark/intheend.html

The song of the day for today is "slide" by "goo goo dolls"... goo goo dolls is a band i like... they have good music and you can depend on it... Slide is a song that just has a good feeling to it... i came across this song today.. becuase of the fb status of a friend of mine.... It reminded me how much i used to like this song... Its just one of those songs... that you like to humm... now and then... Its one of those cute songs.. :P... Anyways.. good bye people..

Slide:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MMIzP8Mkyo
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/g/goo+goo+dolls/slide_20061326.html

PS: Chemicals between us is a song by BUSH...

on Monday, March 30, 2009
Helloo everyone... Yes my indefinite period is over... It was for only one day... Jusst didnt want to write anythng.. Anyways... Today was monday... Monday are like u really have to get urself up for it... To me monday's aren't that bad... ok maybe a little but not to much.. I dont know i just like mondays... U really dont do work on Mondays :P... I mean monday ko kaun kaam kerta hai... Khair... Musically it was a good day... i mean i had alot of variety for the day... As u can see i didnt do much work.. :P .. In the morning i listened to "Tonic"... (one of their songs will be the song of the day.. just a heads up... )... Morning was not too bad.. although i was like stuck in traffic for a really long time... Its those pedestrians crossing that are up in the highway that causes trouble for the traffic.. especially in the morning...

Oh i almost forgot.. morning was terrible ... i mean the situation in lahore was really bad... What the hell is going on in pakistan... its totally out of control... How can the people do sumthn abt ths... Govt are the only people who can do anythng about ths.... (yea like thr gona do sumthn...) It was kinda horror like scenario... I mean 20 or so ppl killed and 90 or maybe hundreds injured... Its like a regular day to day scenario for us... How can simple people live like this.... Pakistan ka Allah hafiz hi hai...
All we people can do is do the best we can...

Khair.. lets distract ourselves a little and talk about music.. today's music was alot different... I mean the music was Sweet and cute... haahahahah.. ok maybe not that much... But it was nice... Music consisted of "tonic", "finger eleven"... and.. Umm.. "the cure" and "the Script"... So we had a wide range of music... Other than that the day was a regular monday... Although it was hott..
Got in tune with my regular rush hour show on fm 89 at 5 to 7... The RJ is cool.. :P ... Anyways my day went fine.. Went out with mom for shopping .. so it was nice and all...

There are two songs of the day coz i didnt have one for yesterday... Btw the post title is from the song "letting the cables sleep" by "Bush".. its a nice and depressing song.. :P..
The first song of the day is "if you could only see" by "tonic"... its a really cool song... It get chills in your body.. :)... And lyrics have a really nice sound and melody to them... So you have to check this song out... The second song of the day is "break even" by "the script".. the script is an irish band... And the song just has a nice listen to it... Although it is a breakup song.. :P Khair its a nice song... Anyways... Got to go.. Chill people... Hope to see u soon... ADIOS...

Tonic:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPEyu64vLSU&feature=related
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/tonic/if+you+could+only+see_20139157.html

The Script:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bQRXgKowOQ
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_script/breakeven.html

PS: Rock on yeh hai waqt ka ishara... :P for my friend...
on Saturday, March 28, 2009
Good morning day..... I can't escape this hell... So many times i've tried.... But im still caged inside... Somebody get me through this nightmare... I cant control myself... So what if u can see the darkest side of me.. ?... No one will ever change this animal i have become.. Help me believe its not the real me... Somebody help me tame this animal... I cant escape myself...

Those are the lyrics from yesterdays song of the day.. i didnt know what to write so i started off with it.... Today's post is gona be like yesterdays one.. really short... Today was a really useless day... I had no clue what i was doing... Or where i was going... I had no direction... Im going mad... (LOL... yes im laughing at myself...).. i have lost my sense of direction...

I think i may stop blogging indefinitely... because i have lost my interest in it.... The song of the day is "Drown" by "three days grace"... Yes i think i need to get over them.... Anyways its a nice song...
ADIOS people....

Drown:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8gCdlHU1IE
http://www.lyrics007.com/Three%20Days%20Grace%20Lyrics/Drown%20Lyrics.html

PS: Good Bye Day...
on Friday, March 27, 2009
Today was a really fucked up day.... i dont know wat happened but it was one of the bad days... Although i had my university gang back together for a while which was nice... other than that it was really fucked up... Today i did sumthn i thot i wud never do in my life.... However the day ended up on a good note ... with sheesha... good music and good company... Im in no mood of writing today so this post will be short...

There are 2 songs of the day today... Both by 3 days grace... First one is "pain" and the other one is "animal i have become."... we all are a bunch of animals... Laterss

SONGS:
pain:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otZdiO0q6pU
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/threedaysgrace/pain.html

Animal i have become:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbHn1Pgj6Zk
http://www.metrolyrics.com/animal-i-have-become-lyrics-three-days-grace.html

PS: The post name is a song by soundgarden...
on Thursday, March 26, 2009
Hellooo my morbid minions... yes i stole this line from some radio show on fm 89.. i really hate the way the guy says that on the radio... but the line is good... So here v r again... another day in our fucked up life... ( Yes i really am a very "Nashukra" person.... I mean we shud be thankful to GOD for every second of our life but we're not... And im most guilty person of that... The always complaining person..) In the words of one my friends... "yet another fuckin day fuckin routine ..... when will it change".... it was his facebook status... yea most of us feel this way... NObody is happy... Khair.. So my day started by listening to "A beautiful day" by "U2" on the radio.. the song is not my morning cup of tea even though i sang along...(yes i do that alot when im alone in my car).... Its a get u going song but it didnt work for me.... U2 is a good band, the thing i like about U2 is that their everlasting.... I really liked their older stuff not so much there newer stuff... it was definitely another fucking day...

Musically it was a "tool" day... yes tool..probably the most unusual mainstream heavy metal/alternative rock band ive heard... the music and lyrics of tool are sumthn close to genius... ( yea maybe im exaggerating)...But they definitely are unique where they stand... I mainly stuck with 2 songs of tool for the day... The first one was "Schism"... schism means disharmony or division.. it mostly relates to causing division in any religon... Schism has probably the most copied music of all time... or atleast in pakistan... i've heard this intro music countless number of times being used in music vdos or in plays etc... its just so cool... Tool has, to me the most thought provoking lyrics.. I mean lyrics that make u think about things... I think people in pakistan have just stopped thinking... or if they are thinking , they thinking about the wrong things... Maybe its not the fault of the people... i think there just isnt any inspiration left for us to think.... In the past times, poets and writes played a great role in inspiring people to think... Poets like iqbal, ghalib and faiz were the among the greatest.. But people like them are no more.. or if they are there they do not come in the open... People should think about things... I know people dont have any time free from their day to day worries to think but they shud try to think in relation with their day to day affairs... People instead run away from things... Thinking is probably the greatest gift and the greatest curse GOD ever gave to man... Thinking is life... Anyways where were we... yes schism... man this song has both killler music and lyrics..
Like the first line "
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away" could have alot of meanings... My interpretation is this that this line relates to the feeling which u get that u know that sumthing should happen and u know that everything fits... but just doesnt happen coz ur watching everythng fall away... khair thats just messed up me... but do read the lyrics and think over them...

SCHISM:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhjG47gtMCo
http://www.lyricsdomain.com/20/tool/schism.html

Ill get to the second song in a bit becoz its the song of the day... :P...
Today was my mom's birthday... so happy birthday to her... So after a long day of work... i had a nice family dinner at khiva's.... Not a bad place... Atmosphere wise... nice place for a Date :P... the food im not too sure about.. not according to my taste... Other than that everythng was jst fine... It was mostly an uneventful day... Although i did see a girl trying to learn how to play pool... that was sort of interesting.. other then that nuthn special..

Chalo lets get back to the music... The song of the day is "the Pot" by "tool"... This song has the most addicting bass line... it has a very interesting and cool video... This song has unbelievable lyrics.... This song makes u wana get high... seriously it does... u just have to listen to it on repeat for a while.. And if u listen to it enuff... u get into a zone... u dont wana get out of... in other words.. u get high.. without smoking pot... :P try it maybe it works for u.. :P Anyways people that all from me for today... LAterss...

THE POT:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2F_hGwD26g
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/The-Pot-lyrics-Tool/FB1C04A0C3792AB44825715E004EC6DF

PS: the post name is the song from puddle of mud..
on Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Hellooo "HAPPY" people... i say that because maybe those are the only one who are gona read it... And by happy i dont mean the real meaning of happy.. :P Soo... wats new in life... yaar how come morning was the same... i mean full of rain and clouds and stuff... my office window is quite huge so i could see all the clouds hovering over the margalla hills... it was Soooo "beautiful" :P :P.. Fuck man... it was so depressing... i hated it... Chalo atleast the the weather cleared by the afternoon and the sun came out.. Although i have lost my sun... :P... Anyways... wat we wana talk about today.. i have no clue wat so ever... hmm.. lets start by saying that my morning music has really got to change.... i ended up listening to "broken strings" by "james morrison and nelly furtado"... i mean dont get me wrong its a nice and good song... Both these people have good coordination plus the video is good... Here is it btw..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrZcB-9i7I0
But in the morning sumthn has to be different or anythng... maybe in the morning ur not in the mood of any music...(i just cant believe that)....

Office was full of work... Ok when u do good work and when u have that job done satisfaction... thats a good thing.. i mean yea people think that lets just do the work for the money.. but there has to be some job done thing.. i mean that you had the experience to do sumthn that sumbody else wont do as good as u... thats a good feeling... yea im crazy... but thats fact for most people...
Thats why most people go into the private sector because they want sumthn to do... to feel as if they are worth sumthn.. that u have this value addition to life in general... thats sumthn real fucked up sumtimes... Anyways... wat was i talking abt... im not reading this paragraph myself coz ill be too embarrassed to read it myself...

I had lunch at savour... Savour.. i mean.. who made this place... from where watever this place came from... this place kinda rocks... giving weightage on "kinda"... If u want just to fill up ur stomach and enjoy a little while ur doing that... so its good for u... maybe not good for ur "toondd" and ur health.... but its a place u simply just go for sumthn to eat... nuthn else...
Man how come im talking about savour in my blog.. has my blog gone down to such a level... maybe its just getting boring... chalo its good then.. No one will read it..and it wont be that embarrassing... :P

Khair... the music was mostly based on two songs today... one was "The day i tried to live" by "Soundgarden"... And second one was "Time of dying" by "three days grace"... The first one was simply ULTRA... (i was thinking of a word)... i mean there are lyrics in the song that say.. "Words you say never seem
To live up to the ones inside your head
The lives we make never seem
To ever get us anywhere but dead"
I mean these lyrics are out of this world... i mean chris cornell is really at the height of his song writing with this song...
The latter song was simply ROCKING... i mean this is a song u wana head bang till blood comes out ur ears...(ok maybe not that much... Thts just freaky... ) but u alteast just want to jump up and down... because of this song my work went well... :D...
Soundgarden:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYVMBVPy0zg
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/soundgarden/the+day+i+tried+to+live_20128148.html

Three days grace:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Wh23g5Q2Z0
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/threedaysgrace/timeofdying.html

Evening was trying to chill out.... Went out with a old old friend from college... (Oh yea the good "old and half" times... u wont get this lame joke if u havent read my previous post... )... He has past and future issues similar like me... So i definitely chill with himm... And it was fun :P... (yes i have fun... Its not like im dead or sumthn..).. We went to gelato to find some serenity.. which v got becoz no one was thr... Ok ths place is good but its as expensive as hell... But nuthn good in life is cheap.. so u have to deal with it... Then had a chicken garlic mayo cheese roll from MAMa's.. i mean it is definitely good.. i mean those people who havent tried it.. definitely should try it... And that was the end of the day... ( THE NIGHT HAS JUST BEGUN... :P)...

Oh i didnt tell u people the songs before were not the songs or song of the day.... :D i mean how Aahoo is that... Khair.. the song of the day... i heard arnd 7 this day... and listened to it once today..(yet)... its a song by a reallly cool and alternative band.. "the cure" and the song was "just like heaven"... i have listened to this song before... but i didnt concentrate on the song as much as today... This is a beautiful song... its really is... yes its a love song... but its a love song by cure.. so it rocks... :P People should have this song... Anyways.. have a good night... and be safe...(and that one i meant :P...)...

Song of the day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORc5Td_T6og
http://www.lyrics007.com/The%20Cure%20Lyrics/Just%20Like%20Heaven%20Lyrics.html

PS: Im really into the word "Khair"....
on Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Hellooo... my groupies.. :P... Hoping everybody is enjoying the weather... (yes i had my fingers crossed when i said that... i dont want people enjoying.. because im a selfish person... I dont want them to be all happy... Because shinny happy is not my thing)...Well anyways.. it was another rainy day in isloo... i mean what the hell... whats up with all the rain.. the first thing most of the people think is ... oh nice weather... lets go out... i think what the fuck... why its so happy happy all the way... I dont like the rain.. as in okay i agree the weather is enjoyable and all... but to me the rain brings a certain kind of sadness and depression with it... I mean whenever people meet its like its a "beautiful" weather.... that just creeps me out...

When woke up today i was feeling really down and out... i mean firstly i was going to office after like 3 days of holidays.. so u dont wana go anyway.. other than that u have a really shinny happy weather with u... Its like AAahhh..!!... khair.. somehow i got ready and got in my car and was on my way... now im looking for some good music.... :P You never know what u wana listen to in the morning... i mean its like u can like sumthn strange or sumthn regular... So i had the coincidence of listening to fleetwood mac... i dont wana talk about them here.. but there are a band with a long history...http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fleetwood_Mac ... The song was "(I wana be with you) Everywhere"... yes its the name of the post... I dont know y i got a little into this song... (i didnt like it as such.. but i got into it.. maybe its a catchy tune with catchy lyrics..)... Man my music is changin.... Morning music is turning out to be a different..dont know why... Anyways this song is for the shinny happy people and the people who r enjoying the weather.. yes i have to cater to all the followers ... :P

song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBwQBcJ5aJE
Lyrics:
http://www.metrolyrics.com/everywhere-lyrics-fleetwood-mac.html

So where were we.. i dont remember... hahahaha... khair the day was okay... as in relative to the rainy day it was okay... i hung out with frnds as usual.. (no i didnt go out becoz of the weather... i just went out...)... Well we roamed arnd isloo... and in end sat at Jungle spot (AKA pkg.... it stands for... hmm... choro.. im keeping this a pg-13 blog till now..it maybe revealed in the future... )... had nuthn becoz didnt have any money..( no afterwards we rocked the atm in jinnah super(AKA New Jersey)... and had sumthn thr :P)...These days somehow whenever we get together we talk about our childhoods.. i mean stuff like the cartoon timings on ptv and stn... cartoons like the popeye, tom and jerry, pink panther, Smurfs(yes guys talk about them too)... etc and then the later advanced cartoons like the johnny quest and mask.. etc.. u know the good old old times before the good old times... yes those were the days ... i mean u didnt have any tensions or anythn.. and only worry was not to miss any cartoons or series that might be shown on TV... but then everythng got fucked and all... thats another story... khair... the thing is we dont have much new to talk about these days :P... i mean maybe that time has come...(i dont know myself which kind of time im talking about...)...

Ok now get back to the music...... ill give u sumthn thats really cool.... the song of the day is "Alone" by "Alice in chains Feat Pearl Jam"... Ok this is a song i wana sing some day... me and a frnd of mine have a back up plan... That if we are really not into the job stuff... we are gona drop all the shit and start a band... this is a semi-serious plan... (ill be the drummer btw... yes i wana take all the emotions out...)...So if we do end up starting a band the first song we'll sing is this... This song has two scenarios...Scenario one is that ur hanging out with couple of frnds... and ur bored like hell...one of ur frnds has a acoustic guitar... and he starts strumming this tune... one of u start singing this song and one of u start banging the table... And all the other just give the chorus... that will be neat... Scenario number 2 is ur siting by the window on a day like this... ur alone and thinking about someone.. the rain drops are running by the window glass... u put this song on repeat... stare out the window... and just think about that someone... these are the scenarios.. Bottom line is this that its a sad song with nice lyrics... And a must hear... Plus its sung by two of the great vocalist... eddie vedder and the "late" lanyne stayley of alice in chains.. May he rest in peace.... Ok guys and gals... catch u later... im gona go put this song on repeat...

Alone:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6v3aTea1H0E

Lyrics:
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Alone-lyrics-Alice-In-Chains/D29E10E841CAF5AA4825718C000D5095

PS: Supernatural's last episode was rocking...
on Monday, March 23, 2009
Hey people... iM back :P... yes im in my home sweet home(or room sweet room)... well these couple of days were hectic and all coz i had to take a trip to lahore... yes people lahore.. "lahore, lahore hai".. oh watta cliche'... but seriously u wont find any place else in the world such as lahore... its truly unique... when u go to lahore, u dont wana sit at home... u just wana grab a car , pick up ur frnds or sumone special :P... and just roam arnd the streets of lahore.. u just wont get bored.. driving in lahore is full of fun.. i really enjoy it.. i mean where else in the world u can honk the horn as loud as u can and no one wud even bother to look back... while in isloo ull get a dozen stares...
Other than that lhr is open almost all nite.. so u cant get bored there if u have someone u can enjoy with..

Since the weddings season is all go head.. so we can see all the weddings here and there with the tents and all... and people in the market buying stuff for the weddings.. This is a very tough and difficult job for female side of the population as in they have like a zillion of things to deal with as in with mainly the clothes and all.. and i dont know wat kind of stuff but its the ladies who can deal and manage this coz i think men could never do this or could never give attention to all the detail and stuff... So hats off to the ladies.. personally i dont think wedding should be such a big function.. As in just do the simple things and be done with it... The important thing is that guy and girl is happy...

Anyways.. my couple of days were really up and down.. maybe more up and down than normal.. dont get me wrong i had fun in lhr roaming arnd with family and dinners and stuff... but there down parts too..( yea there are always thr).. As in the journey itself was... umm.. what shud i say.. hmm... lets just say i didnt have anythng to do other than just thinking :P... so thr were all kinds of weird stuff roaming arnd in my head... (u dont wana go in my head... :P)... Dont follow me into the dark... oh man i really dont know wat im saying here... khair.. watever its my post so it doesnt matter... i had some but not much songs in my cell phone to listen on the way.. like i had three days grace...(yea these days i always have them arnd).. and some pearl jam and some seether.. the rest i didnt listen to... "This is a bad post"... maybe im just tired and my thots are all jumbled up... aur maybe im just not good a this..(yes ur not good a this)...

Lets just forget about the last paragraph and talk about the name of the post which is "i will follow you into the dark".. yes its a song name... by the band "death cab for cutie".. i didnt plan to but now i think all my post names will be a song title.. i got this idea from "grey's anatomy" series.. all there episodes have a song as their title ... "i will follow you into the dark" is the latest episode... (s05e17)... its a goood series... as in it has all the fun and the drama stuff... (yes its a larkiyoon wali series.. but i dont care.. i just like it.... and yes i have a very big feminine side)...

I was just watchn "father of the bride".. u know the steve martin movie.. I can remeber it was also shown on STN when i was young... its a great movie... plus "kimberly williams" is looking so cute in it :P.... while i was watching the movie i was thinking y dont things work out like that in life.. i mean a girl went to rome... met a guy.. fell in love.. comes back home tells her parents that shes getting married with ths guy... dad freaks out initially.. but then thngs work out... :P as in how cool is that... but thats y stuff like that always happen in the movies... rite now im thinking of the song "iris"( my all time favourite song.. i just decided one day) and the line from it "when everythng seems like the movies... yeah you bleed just to know ur alive"... yes it has no connection... but i was just thinking about it....

I know its pakistan day.. and i should be talking sumthn abt it... but im in no mood for it.. so im just gona leave the subject... im not being unpatriotic and all.. i just dont wana talk about it... And yea there was a bomb blast in isb... i mean what is going in this place... its just unbelieveable... it does seem like a movie or sumthn... All we can do ...is do our best and pray for the better things to come... May good thing happen for pakistan... Oh i did talk little for the pakistan day.. thts nice.. :P

Man im tired and i just not able to write any good stuff today... im thinking i should stop this blogging madness... khair... lets see... what happens tomorrow... Lets get down to the song of the day... or actually songs of the day because i didnt post yesterday... The songs are... "Tied my hands(acoustice version)" by seether and "wicked game(acoustic version)" by adam gontier of 3 days grace.... its a chris isaak cover for those who dont know... Well these two songs almost make me cry... yes im a emotional and sentimental person... (i dont know y im showing my feminine side today)... well the lyrics of both these songs rock.... i mean they just rock... seether has always been a good band with some really good songs.. and this song is definitely one of their top 6 or 7.... Wicked game is a classic song.. i mean its extremely beautiful...ok this song does make me cry especially this version...(yes the blog is called "confessions" of .... )... adam gontier has such a strong voice... its just cool...
ok enough of me embarassing myself in front of the whole world... see u next time people.. hopefully ill have sumthn good...

TIED MY HANDS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fb1nuH3iGDA

lyrics:
http://www.lyrics007.com/Seether%20Lyrics/Tied%20My%20Hands%20Lyrics.html

WICKED GAME:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wVhqb3Qxm0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIvTUXbgbqU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--a-66d-CgY
the first one should work.. if the other 2 dont..

lyrics:
http://www.lyrics007.com/Chris%20Isaak%20Lyrics/Wicked%20Game%20Lyrics.html

PS: this post is definitely not good...
on Saturday, March 21, 2009
Ooo HElllooooo.... :P.. no im not in a good mood today i just like this way to say helloo.. Well today was saturday and surprisingly my day off... but i wasnt able to do anythng different today because firstly i slept alot :P.. And secondly becoz there was this boring family dinner at my house which i had to attend.. i mean that just wasnt fair.. it was saturday.. it should have been a day where i went out with frnds and just hang out.. (yes i do that on all the days).. To me saturday should be different from all the other days.. as in sumthn different shud be done on it.. so that u can tell urself that ok im alive and kicking.. Khair.. that didnt happen this saturday.. However, on a positive note i got to spent a little time with my mom and dad.. which i dont do much.. (One of my biggest regrets in life).. I mean a person should know where his or her priorities lie and family should always be on the top... I really admire those people who give time to their family.. Whatever happens your family will always be there for u , hence they deserve ur time.. and u giving them top prioirty...

Well theres another thing that i wanted to discuss here.. that why do people go out so late.. as in ok its alrite for teenagers and young ppl like me but whole families go out late.. when they have to go for dinner they go there as late as possible ... i mean this is just not healthy.. A healthy routine is that u get up early and go to bed early.. ( no im not a hypocrite).. here im not talking on individual basis .. im talking on a family level.. because if theirs a unhealthy routine on a family level.. that routine trickles down from generation to generation and can never be changed...

Anyways since i didnt go out today, so i got to chance to watch some really good football today... and i had forgotten how much i loved watching it... (Yes im a guy and i have a little masculinity in me :P).. Those of u that dont know i support "ARSENAL"(AKA The Gunners).. ok they r not having a good season this time but there trying to fight back.. and im a gunner for life.. im a loyal person... (hmm.. "loyalty".. a very important quality.. i maybe talk abt it some other time...) so today was a sports(football) saturday... (i tried to play some football with frnds but the plan didnt fall thru)... I think playing sports is really important especially for us guys becuase.. we have alot of emotions/frustrations/etc stuff building up inside of us in our day to day activities and we need to take them out somehow so playing sports is an ideal way of taking them out... (Hmm... im talking like a shrink now... shutup!!..)..ok i will.. Those of u who read my last blog(..yea like anyone read it..:P) wud recall that i was talking about freaky friday yesterday... but today was freaky saturday in football.. i mean man united went down to fulham 2-0 at craven cottage.. first time this happened since 1964... tottenham beat chelsea 1-0 ... second time this happened in the history of the premier league... thats what u call as freaky...( Right now i have my fingers crossed for arsenal.. there playing newcastle ...).. Enough of sports talk for today... lets get down to the music...

Well musically it was a slow day.. As in not much music... Btw the blog name is a song by "kansas"... "Carry on my wayward son".. its from the soundtrack of the series "supernatural"... my all time favourite series... (yes I have finally decided that)... this series is cool... i mean just the car(1967 chevy impala... my all time favourite car.. yes im showing some masculinity today..) in the series is enuff for the series to be called cool.... plus im into the supernatural stuff.. so its a perfect combination for me.. ill talk abt the series some other time in detail... so where were we.. oh yes the music... Well i listened to some pearl jam today.. especially the "yellow ledbetter" and found out there are 2 versions of it lyrically or atleast the fans think they are... and its a song inspired by the death of the brother of one of eddie veder's friends in the gulf war... its a "beautiful" song.. all i would say about it... Actually thats not the song of the day.. :P... :D... The song of the day is "No rain" by "Blind Melon"... Okay this is a song that wana makes u jump up and down when u hear it... and its music is very "shinny happy".. ( Although These days i run away from the shinny happy stuff and people also..) but i didnt choose this song for the music.. its a little too happy for me... i chose it because of the lyrics.. i mean the lyrics are totally serious... and all about that how life is plain .. and how we just crave for sum1 to be always there.. yea that is serious.. overall its a nice song... Ok guy and gals thats enuff from me for today.. got get back to the game... Come on u GUNNERS.... laters..

Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmVn6b7DdpA

Lyrics:
http://www.lyrics007.com/Blind%20Melon%20Lyrics/No%20Rain%20Lyrics.html

PS: ill be going out of the city.. so i may not be able to do blogging for a day or two....just wanted to inform my huge fan following.. :P:P:P
on Friday, March 20, 2009
So today was friday... still is actually 30 mins are left... So friday the "mubarik" day or atleast it should be... it should be celebrated... it should have some importance in our life but it doesnt... the first thng guys like me thnk when friday comes is.. "yar aaj toh jumma bhi parhana paray ga"... i mean most of the ppl think ths.. ok maybe not most but the general population.. Im not here to judge anyone .. i really dont like to judge.. And hate it when ppl judge me.. So no judging people..( and this was definitely not a pun at the current judicial situation of our country).. So where were we.. yea friday.. i think i should forget about the religious aspect and talk about it some other time because i really dont want my blog to be about religion..

Friday.. Well i think its safe to say hasnt been a good luck charm for me.. or i should rather say me and a really good friend of mine.. becuase in my university life..( Yess the good old days.. * still missing them*..) if something bad were to happen it used to happen on friday.. i mean it was always like a freaky friday for us.. Dont know about now.. coz i have stopped remembering the bad days since they are so often but friday used to be bad luck... Shit man .. this blog is getting boring.. * yawn*..

Chalo lets talk about today.. well today was generally a bad day. (*trying to remember when was the last good day*).. the badness of the day is largely based upon me getting stuck in office at last moment when i was abt to leave.. i mean this fucking prjct..( *stops and thinks this is the world wide web..accessible to my manager :P).. before 6 Pm it was a really chill day coz of not alot of work and LOADSHEDDING ZINDABAD... During that time i was thinkng abt what the hell i was gona write on today's blog.. which i cudnt thnk of.. so i decided to search for the song of the day.. Initially while i was coming to office i heard this song on the radio..... which i thot could be a contender.. it was "Dont you forget about me" by the "simple minds"... yes it is a love song and yes these days i really hate love songs.. but i dont know y (maybe it was the title of the song) but it attracted me... Also this song appears in a really cool movie "the breakfast club".. which is a good watch when ur in a different kind of mood... It is basically a cult movie... the movie is based on a bunch of high school kids stuck in detention on a saturday... the whole movie is shot in that high school.. if ur in the mood of sumthn different plz do watch it.. how the hell i started talking about a movie.. Khair.. choro..

After 6 i was really pissed off coz i had to sit in office and work on a stupid prjct..( i will get fired if my manager reads this.. ) So becoz i was pissed off i started listening to alot of songs from "3 days grace".. Now this is a band full of anger i mean.. if ur in the mood of smashing sumthn and cant find anythn or if ur like me and its really not in ur nature to smash stuff.. u shud listenin to this band... its really calms u down a little and gets u going.. Specially there vocalist (Adam Gontier) has such anger in his voice... and yes they are direct in their lyrics.. i mean one of their song has the lyrics that "i dont care if u live or die.. i just dont care".. i mean isnt this wheshiii...

This blog is getting long and boring.. and im really not in the mood of any creative writing... I think i should just get down to the song of the day... well the song of the day is "CREEP" by "Stone temple pilots". (yes i chose the blog name becoz of the song).. i heard this song only once today (on my way back home after the long day).. but have been listening to it quite alot lately.. This song has killler lyrics.. i mean if i had written this song.. i would have said to myself that i had done sumthn in my life... It hards to have a best line but i think "Im half the man i used to be".. will be in my top 3... So u have to listen to this song... Even if u hate rock or grunge.. atleat read the lyrics.. just do it.. :P

Im realy not feeling up for writing today.. ( how the hell did i write so much shit?).. Anyways.. ADIOS for today..

SONG:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56FIpZTmo28&feature=related

Lyrics:
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Creep-lyrics-Stone-Temple-Pilots/4047CBDFF19BD28E482568AE0027EF95

Breakfast Club Torrent:
http://www.mininova.org/tor/1463850

PS: i know this blog makes no sense.. just listen to the song...
on Thursday, March 19, 2009
So people this is the first ever blog im writing. i mean how can this be possible. A person like me writing a blog. To put it in a expression some of my friends may use.. "Ha Huhh!!!".. Well since im writing this i guess you people should know why am i writing this. To put it in simple words im doing this just for myself other than that i have no fucking clue why am i writing this.

About blogging in general i would like to say that i dont know why people do this , maybe some kinda of way to connect to other people or may just a pass time. i dont really know but i think in Pakistan people have blogging wrong. Instead talking about their personal experiences or their own thoughts they start copy pasting stuff, new articles or simply the sumthing about the fucked up soap opera/realty tv show our political situation has become.

I think thats enough of that intro stuff. I have actually planned this a little you know :P .. because im one of those people who constantly thinks about stuff.. as in i cant stop thinking..seriously.. theres hardly a time im not thinking.. like right now im thinking that what the hell is wrong with me... have i really gone this much crazy that im writing a blog.. Well i think i have... the Reasons for me going crazy well thats a whole new book.. or maybe the 3rd part of a trilogy.. becuase that wont be revealed so quickly...

Well from my experience i think there are very little people in this world that are happy.. I mean everyone has issues.. these issues cannot be weighed or anything because all these are relative like the theory of relativity ;)... yes im a theeta... (i cant believe i said that out loud)... i mean a issue (and yes im currently working as a QA engineer.. only QA ppl can understand ths joke.. its not a bongi :P ) is relative to that person . So a specific weightage of that problem cannot be determined. Because for every person ,other than the person that problem relates to, its weightage is different.... So bottom line is life is pretty much fucked up.. So u just have to do the best u can.. which im trying to do but havent succeeded.

Well i have no clue what im saying and people by now would be cursing me by now but i dont care coz im doing this for myself. If you dont like this you can just close the window or surf some news or facebook check mail.. youtube.. or do some adult stuff :P..

Music is basically a big part of my life right now... i know it shouldnt be but it is... im basically living life on music these days... i literally have a song of the day for each day... i know its lame but i do... FYI i will be uploading links to those songs of the day on my blog.. hopefully.. if i decide to continue with this coz im a moody person... i may not wana do this tomorrow... I have also been called "morose" person too these days... and yes i had to look it up.. (Mein ne SAT nhi diya)... These days im into grunge.. i dont know y.. Suddenly lyrics of a song have really started to matter to me... And i think grunge music has the most meaningful lyrics.. Im looking for songs which relate to my life... Its just a phase trust me.. the music will change... Well that brings us to the song of the day.. :P ....its "Black" by "Pearl Jam".. its from there highly acclaimed and "popular" album "TEN" released in either 1991 or 1992 not sure.. The song is basically cool.. i mean i think its cool... And the way eddie vedder sings it unique to say the least.. so it makes the song really out of the box.. I have to confess one thing here.. it was only today that i really listened to the lyrics of this song..Even though i had listened to it alot before i really didnt concentrate on the lyrics... but today i did and their awesome.. "So a must listen song this is"..

Mostly my blog will have things related to music in it alot..coz im very much influenced by it.. so atleast people who open this page should atleast get some good music.. I think the blog has gone too long so im just gona end abruptly and find out how to upload the song of the day.. :P or maybe im just gona post the youtube link.. :D Youtube zindabad .. :)

Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFVlJAi3Cso

Lyrics:
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pearljam/black.html

PS: the emoticon " :P" is also a obsession.. :P.. Also im by no means a music critic ...