I wana scream so loud...

on Sunday, August 15, 2010
So ramadan is here.. And as usual im not spending it as it should be.... As in religious wise.. But this time i don't wana coz it will be all fake.... Coz im just not ready during my normal days so why should i do it during Ramadan.. I mean that would be like cheating with God.... So i don't wana cheat with him.... Someday i will do good to God... And beg forgiveness... Though i need to do something....

I need to help people.... I want to help people.. Somehow... I want to help the country... I don't know...

So EP has got there new song out... Its kinda cool.. Even though it could have been much better.. I mean his voice could have been much louder.. I mean like scream the hell out... Butt saab was better thought... I like the song though....



So this is what our country should be doing.... i mean the revolution should be through things like this.... There should be alot of songs like these coming around... I mean i know it might be not taken serious but it should start with a couple of songs like these but than it should start something.... I really think that the theater should be doing something... I mean start plays.... These days there is only one place where plays are staged but their should be more places.... Then start political satires... And keep running the plays... Some people should be sponsoring it for a long time... And these politically revolutionary play should run in parallel... And just keep running and spread the word around.... I think people should now start an artistic wise revolution... Maybe something will happen....
And people should keep writing stuff... Articles die down... Books should be written... Books really do have an impact....

People are really suffering in the country... And they are gona suffer some more... All the rest of the people can do is do something.... Just do something... What am i doing is telling people to do something which is like the lowest form of doing something... Anyways people should do something....

At a personal level im not doing so good.... Though i feel so guilty that people around me are way worse...... I mean things are just coming along... I just haven't woken up... And me waking up is really hard... I push away people who really know whats going on... I stay close to people who don't know whats going on... There are some friends who i keep close and they are good... But Everything seems okay... And it will be okay.... I just wana scream out loud....

I want someone to come with me to the tallest building in the city and scream out loud... Who will come with me?? Anyone??

13 comments:

Under Urooba's Umbrella! said...

I could use a bit of screaming at the top of the tallest building.

Ramadan Mubarak, though...
hope one day you'll feel ready enough to observe it!

quartertoinsane said...

i would love to come with you, but I am sick sooo, gud luck wid it dude...

Americanising Desi said...

lol - not me :P

AL said...

OMG I LOVE EP!!! AND SURE IM THERE

Uni said...

Coz im just not ready during my normal days so why should i do it during Ramadan.. I mean that would be like cheating with God....

Just stopped by your blog, and thought of commenting on this particular statement :)

The fasting by itself is only prescribed for Ramadan (not any other month). The Taravih offered, the charity, the works - so this is a special month (and not like normal days). So if you do something special (and different) this month - then it's a start and shouldn't be avoided JUST on the basis of 'not doing it the rest of the year' .. doesn't make much sense :)

A charred soul said...

I agree with what Uni said.

Ramazan just gives you a chance to start something and also provides you with the courage to continue with it for the rest of the year. And even if you don't Allah will be most certainly reward you for everything you do during Ramazans.
If screaming can actually do someone good except for yourself.. Then do it. Or else you can actually do something, be satisfied and do others some good too. Like visit those areas and people!

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

I used to think that way... i used say all my prayers and travih etc... I still fast though... But somehow i kinda feel different this time.. I dont know why.. Im still probably gona try and do something different...

@charred Soul: i wanted to visit the affected regions but somehow it didn't work out.. :S

Somehow things don't work out for me.. OR is it that i don't make them work... :S

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

And btw thank you all the ppl who wana scream with me....

Uni said...

i used say all my prayers and travih etc.

In prayers, did you know exactly what you were saying to Allah (SWT)? This is important.

Also, doing something different doesn't have to be so grand and mighty... it can easily start with something small - like reading the Holy Quran with meaning ... erm, for 15 minutes per day.

If you like what you read, you'd definitely wanna read more, and hence automatically your 'reading-time' will increase - hence your 'doing something different this month' will materialize as well.

Duas!

Ms.R. said...

I'll come with you. Let's scream.

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Existing somehow said...

I am in! I REALLY need to scream!
So, whens the plan?

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

:) whenever your ready... :P