Prelude

So people this is the first ever blog im writing. i mean how can this be possible. A person like me writing a blog. To put it in a expression some of my friends may use.. "Ha Huhh!!!".. Well since im writing this i guess you people should know why am i writing this. To put it in simple words im doing this just for myself other than that i have no fucking clue why am i writing this.

About blogging in general i would like to say that i dont know why people do this , maybe some kinda of way to connect to other people or may just a pass time. i dont really know but i think in Pakistan people have blogging wrong. Instead talking about their personal experiences or their own thoughts they start copy pasting stuff, new articles or simply the sumthing about the fucked up soap opera/realty tv show our political situation has become.

I think thats enough of that intro stuff. I have actually planned this a little you know :P .. because im one of those people who constantly thinks about stuff.. as in i cant stop thinking..seriously.. theres hardly a time im not thinking.. like right now im thinking that what the hell is wrong with me... have i really gone this much crazy that im writing a blog.. Well i think i have... the Reasons for me going crazy well thats a whole new book.. or maybe the 3rd part of a trilogy.. becuase that wont be revealed so quickly...

Well from my experience i think there are very little people in this world that are happy.. I mean everyone has issues.. these issues cannot be weighed or anything because all these are relative like the theory of relativity ;)... yes im a theeta... (i cant believe i said that out loud)... i mean a issue (and yes im currently working as a QA engineer.. only QA ppl can understand ths joke.. its not a bongi :P ) is relative to that person . So a specific weightage of that problem cannot be determined. Because for every person ,other than the person that problem relates to, its weightage is different.... So bottom line is life is pretty much fucked up.. So u just have to do the best u can.. which im trying to do but havent succeeded.

Well i have no clue what im saying and people by now would be cursing me by now but i dont care coz im doing this for myself. If you dont like this you can just close the window or surf some news or facebook check mail.. youtube.. or do some adult stuff :P..

Music is basically a big part of my life right now... i know it shouldnt be but it is... im basically living life on music these days... i literally have a song of the day for each day... i know its lame but i do... FYI i will be uploading links to those songs of the day on my blog.. hopefully.. if i decide to continue with this coz im a moody person... i may not wana do this tomorrow... I have also been called "morose" person too these days... and yes i had to look it up.. (Mein ne SAT nhi diya)... These days im into grunge.. i dont know y.. Suddenly lyrics of a song have really started to matter to me... And i think grunge music has the most meaningful lyrics.. Im looking for songs which relate to my life... Its just a phase trust me.. the music will change... Well that brings us to the song of the day.. :P ....its "Black" by "Pearl Jam".. its from there highly acclaimed and "popular" album "TEN" released in either 1991 or 1992 not sure.. The song is basically cool.. i mean i think its cool... And the way eddie vedder sings it unique to say the least.. so it makes the song really out of the box.. I have to confess one thing here.. it was only today that i really listened to the lyrics of this song..Even though i had listened to it alot before i really didnt concentrate on the lyrics... but today i did and their awesome.. "So a must listen song this is"..

Mostly my blog will have things related to music in it alot..coz im very much influenced by it.. so atleast people who open this page should atleast get some good music.. I think the blog has gone too long so im just gona end abruptly and find out how to upload the song of the day.. :P or maybe im just gona post the youtube link.. :D Youtube zindabad .. :)

Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFVlJAi3Cso

Lyrics:
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pearljam/black.html

PS: the emoticon " :P" is also a obsession.. :P.. Also im by no means a music critic ...