Something never said before

on Sunday, July 26, 2009
Somethings i think i have never said to no one... Oh yea i told this to someone yesterday so i decided to write it on my blog too... Hate is a really strong word... I never use it... But all i wana say is that a part of me is disappointed in her.. Even though i keep on telling myself that she couldn't do anything else.. A fucking part of me feels that she could have done more... I would have done anything.... I was ready to do to me the greatest wrong in this world that is to go against my parents.. But she didnt do the same thing... why?... i guess its better not to answer that question... Yes i still live.. and im okay.. Like everyone said i would be.. and i thot myself the same thing... But a part of me has truly died... It definitely does happen... That part i can never get back.... People will never see that part of me... All they will see is the parts of me that are living.... I just go with the flow.... Like i always used to... People will forget... But i will never.... But i still hope i do...

Anyways.. i keep on living my life.. Last night was fun.. After a really long time i had a all nighter with my friends... It was BBQ, music, lots of sheesha(My first ever self made sheesha and it was a great one..)... stupidities..as in shugal... singing.. and a sunrise with a half sun... oh yea they were alot of falling stars in the sky tooo... It was fun...
Today was nice also ... got to spent some time with my bro and bhabi...

Where is the music... it just comes in small batches these days... Still listening to akira Yamaoka.. Tomorrow is again my not so good office...

6 comments:

Americanising Desi said...

awwwwwwwwww!!
so finally you have time to have fun :)
u r too young to take life so seriously!
yes yes.
u shud go out wid frends, always keep urself busy in fun and makin a diff!
if i were ur age again mannnnnnnn i sure wud b so much fun :P

but u have the time and the cchance, go on now...
hip hop hip hop :D

Bitter Truth said...

:) Enjoy life to its fullest and forget the past. It's gone. Nothing could bring it back.

Ubaid said...

you know what, i have the EXACT ... seriously EXACT same post on my blog, i guess i wrote it 4-5 months back!!! yaar per ek baat kahoun....

Mita doh apni zaat ko, mita doh us har chah ko us yaad ko.... jo us ko bewafa kahay... humein log bewafa kahein that won't make much difference kyunkey larkay hotay hi aisay hain... per don't ever let anyone call her a bewafa :)

Ubaid said...

*not even your own heart!!!

Ali said...

i am not sure what to say, you might not necessarily agree with me. But do think about what you have right now.

Lonely Perverted Soul said...

@AD: what u mean im too young? :P

@komal: i always love ur comments.. thnx... u keep giving me positive comments maybe one day i will be positive...

@ubaid: i know man..

@Ali: i dont even agree with myself..so its okay..