on Thursday, April 30, 2009
Im just not happy with the kind of life im living right now.... I dont wana go on like this... I just dont wana live like this.... Yes im definitely in my depressed till death wala mood... I dont know whats wrong with me ... Its like a default switch that goes off sometimes... And this switch has a mind of its own... It goes up and down with its own free will... Nobody can control it now... I have lost the power or maybe the someone who could control that switch... Its just no use anymore... Im on my own... Left to survive this world.... khair on the brighter note i believe i might just be able to survive with the help of my friends and family even though im a non-believer.... Everything in life comes in the wait and see category...( I know thats not true but it seems like that...) Life is supposed to be like that you have to deal with it as it comes.... Anyways... today was a useless day after 7 pm today... Didnt feel like doing anything today... And also didnt wana go out today because have been going out alot this week and wanted to spent some time at home.. Because my parents deserve that... It wont be fair to them... if i go out everyday....

Anyways.. before 7 it was a okay day.... had some good work at office... Some of my work on automation bared fruit today... which was kinda good.... So work was okay today.. For lunch went to this new place.. A canteen next to my office building.. more like a khoka... Khair it had cheap and okay food... Which is good since its the end of the month and im living on borrowed money these day... Wrapped work up and went home...

So most of you might have a long weekend.. Since tomorrow is labour day... But i dont... i have my saturday on... Damn my company...( even though im really greatfull to them... If they hadnt given me this job right now.. who knows where i wud be right now.. Probably not in a good shape(thats like the understatement of the century....) )... Thank you Digital Prodigy.....

Muscially today was another slow day... becoz of the workload.... Listened to one of my new obsession songs .. i.e. "On Call" by "kings of leon"... this songs just has a sad tone to it... It makes me sad... but i cant stop listening to it.... Listened to stp's "creep"... Which is my anthem for days like these... helps me get through them.... "Stop crying your heart" which is the name of this post is a song by "Oasis"... its the song of the day... Oasis really is a great band.. they have a unique sound...(yea i really like unique things... :P) This song is a unique song with simple lyrics.. Just a few lines... But says it all... Been listening to it for the last half an hour... I think i really really like this song right now.... Anyways... Ill get back to my sad little life... You people take care and have fun... May you smile.. Shine on... :P

Stop Crying Your Heart Out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QyVil0dwhk&feature=related
http://www.lyrics007.com/Oasis%20Lyrics/Stop%20Crying%20Your%20Heart%20Out%20Lyrics.html

PS: Stop Crying your heart out....
on Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Today i would like to start by thanking Allah for all the blessings that i have been given... And trust me their alot... U may realize how blessed you are when you see at a traffic signal some begger with a deformed body part begging for money in the scorching heat... Its then u should thank Allah for not puting you in the place of the beggar.. Seriously we should be more thankful...(or maybe just me.. coz im the one always complaining ...) ... A while back ago i took a quiz on FB of which 7 deadly sins are u?... And my results was "envy"... I think the quiz was spot on... I think im the most envious person i know... And a selfish one too... I really am envious of others... We shouldnt bee.. instead we should be happy for others... if sumthn good happens for them...(thr i go again... Using "We" where i should be using "I"...)

Today i was again in my reality bites wala mood... :P Today started of with me listening to some girl(Khaula Jamil) on Fm 89 breakfast show... she had basically compiled a book on the 10 most creative people in pakistan.... Basically her idea was that somehow she could get people to be inspired by the stories of these people... I liked the idea... So i googled her... And found her blog... :P So read that... it was nice.... Well after that work just kept on coming in office... I mean it never stoped... Well i had an interview today in the evening so... i somehow got out of office around 5:30.. Dont know how.. Just handed over the work.. And ran out of their... The interview went okay.. so lets see... After that i went home... Felt really tired... But my friends were calling me.. So went to them... First we went and ate some bengali ke samosay... :P Then went for gaming... It was fun... This moment reminds me of the theme song from friends... i was listening to it yesterday... "ill be there for you" by the rembrandts....its a really good song.. with great lyrics.... This song is really for my friends....Love u all..

The song of the day is plush by Stone temple pilots... This song is really for u if u got alot on your mind... It really helps you get rid of that stuff.. Anyways... I should go now.. the arsenal V Man U match is about to start.. Fingers Crossed... So... ADIOS... Take Care.. Have Fun... And dont forget to smile... Maybe itll make someones day... :P

Ill Be there For You:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCWiJ41LGIQ&feature=related
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/r/rembrandts/ill-be-there-for-you/

Plush:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZouvJPA2ng&feature=related
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/stone+temple+pilots/plush_20132549.html

PS: Go Gunnersss....
on Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Well helloos just dont have that meaning anymore... Helloo used to be the word that used to make the day for some one or brighten up your own day.. But it has just lost it... Nobody says hello now.. Just a hellooo... Anyways.. enuff of my thing against hellloos... Well today was a tiring day... Tuesday.. Some of us may not like it... i know one of my friends doesnt because the World of Warcraft(WOW) server is down on a tuesday.. Tuesdays are the days i think everyone loves to hate.. Because its the day when i think everyone realizes that they are really alive.. And that they are living there life.. they cant run away from it... They just have to face it...Well...Thats life.. Thts how its supposed to be.. It wasnt meant to be easy... In it you have to deal with stuff.. u cant just run away... U have to make decisions.. and sumtimes really difficult ones... And stick with them... U cant just say.. oh lets just do that... or i dont like that so im not gona do that... Or sumthn like chalo lets try that.... I mean its just isnt that easy... :P Yea im in my "reality bites" wala mood.. btw really good movie.. Should watch... Yea life.. just deal with stuff.. And keep movng forward.. I really admire those people who are strong enough to do that... I wish i was that strong... Anyways.. baat kahan se shuru hui thi aur kahan pe ponch gayi...:P Yes tuesdays.. Well tuesday should be given credit..... If it wasnt for tuesday we wont be able to move on... :)
(yes today im also in my protective against days wala mood..)

Last time i cried is a nice song by chris de burgh... Maybe not what i will listen to... But i just caught it on the radio today.. So kinda stuck... How many of you can remember the last time you cried...? .. I can because it was recent.. (Yes im a cry baby...Shoot me..)... I think crying maybe not that bad... I dont know y the human society has cast such a taboo over crying... Crying is good for us i think...( Even though i cant see anyone cry.... It makes me really sad.. yea im just a softy at heart...) Anyways thats just me...

Well today was as i said before i tiring day.. Had alot of work... Was handling 3 projects in parallel... Ok i like work sometimes.. Correction.. I like work which i can manage.. And today i was on my limit... So it was kinda good... Lunch was good and at savour..( I know someone who will be reading this and saying not again.... In my defence i had it after some time now... :P)... Work went on after lunch.. Just as i was about to leave today... My managers asks me if i can handle another project... I mean WTF.... Even though he was all nice about it by saying that it was my call and all... Lekin phr be.. khair.. i said no.. For the first time on my job... :P i had to even tough i could have done it... But this is a situation where people can take advantage of u... We need to learn how to say "No".. So i got out of office... a little late.. Relaxed at home for a while and then went to meet up with some friends... It was fun.. Since hadnt met up with them in a while.. Talked about all kinds of stuff... Tried to get back early and did....

Musicaly today was nice and all... Even though i didnt listen to any till almost 5... Damn the work load... Khair... listened to some good old pearl jam.. And some junoon... Which was fun.. However the song of the day is "A long december" by "Counting Crow"... An awesome song... Even though the mood matters alot for this song...The mood ur in when ur listening to this song.. This song made my day when i was on my way back from work....The lyrics are really great...Anyways.. Thats all from me today.. Have to go watch the Chelsea v Barcelona game now.. ADIOS.. Take Care.. Have Fun...

A long December:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNF1a-ZG1uc
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/counting+crows/a+long+december_20033462.html

PS: Looking Forward...
on Monday, April 27, 2009
How do we do this... how do we say helloo to someone... how do we really do it.. Saying helloo to someone in real life maybe really difficult ... Thats the biggest problem in life.. "Communication".. we people dont communicate... The biggest issue is communication gap.... All the wars and conflicts and stuff..terrorism is due to lack of communication... Communication in life is really important.. In relationships, in jobs, in sports, in almost anything... The solution of almost everything is communication.... Maybe im not right but atleast half of it maybe right...

How is it that a person is so distracted by someone... The mere name of that person can have an affect on you and your emotions... Thats so cool.. as in human nature... How Allah has made us this way... Anyways... "Hips dont lie"... hahahaha... nice name rite... Well its not because of the shakira song.. Its because of the fray cover of this song.. which is kinda really funny... Even though i dont like fray and i sometimes have to listen to their song But they really made a fun cover of this song.. hence the name of the post.... Khair.. Mondaysss... Well i may have told u this before but mondays are some what not that bad for me.. i really dont know y but its just my thing.. Even though i had headache today.. Slept late last night as usual.. which was not good... So the beginning of the day was mixed.... I started a day with i think a morning song.. Its a cute sweet and shinny song... :P its "5 years time" by "noah and whale"... Its just a funny morning song... Kinda made me feel good... Work was alot today... i mean aik project khatam nhi hota tha toh dosra aa jata hai.. :P Anyways.. kinda felt good the work and lunch was nice... I worked good and left xactly on time.. And my manager gave me that "hmm.." wali look.. :P

Stayed at home today.. maybe going out tomorrow so stayed at home today... Which in beginning was nice but got bad as the time went by... koi nai times like these happen... Musically today was really good... mostly because of the rush hour show on fm 89... Music was good and of variety... listened to some third eye blind... To KOL's "on call"... The black crows "she talks to angel"... Soundgarden's "black hole sun".. awesome song... But the song of the day is "Collide" by Dishwalla... This song has some really good memories... And it really is a good song....
When i came here there was more
Now ive come back to destroy
And ive got nothing left
And its a shame what we've become
when we hurt the ones we love
And its a place i cannot go, Anymore

When we collide we lose ourselves
When we collide we break in two
And as we push and as shove and we hurt the ones we love
Its a hard mistake
When we collide, we break

These are some good lyrics....Anyways.. going now... take care have fun...
on Sunday, April 26, 2009
No helloos today people... im tired of all the hellooos... But the good bye's are so bad.. There shouldnt be any goodbyes... But good bye have to be there... Otherwise there would be no closure in this world... Breakeven is a song by "the script"... Its a decent enough song... i just gave this post the name of breakeven for no reason... So breakeven is just breakeven... Anyways.. Hows everyone... Hope every one had a good weekend... Today was a normal enough sunday... The usual stuff... Woke up late.. Some guests were already there.. So it happens... Had lunch.. Then after a while went and got my haircut... Since i was free and all... Getting back i finally watched the latest epi of Greys anatomy... It was intense as usual.. people dying... Problems in relationships... Etc Etc.. overall it was good... :P Ive always liked greys... maybe not as much as before but im still into it... Supernatural and greys are the only two series ive kept in touch with...

After greys just chilled at home... F1 grand prix was on.. watched that... after that there was the arsenal match... We won.. Fabregas scored twice...Which was great.. it always feels good when my team wins... Went out with friends.. Finally did that shopping we intended.. Got 50 % off on stoneage becoz of a frnd of a frnd... :P But we'll get the stuff in a couple of days.... Anyways just roamed arnd after that.. Did some gaming and ate stuff from JS(jinnah Super)... It was just a regular sunday...

People ...stop complaining about your lifes so much... Life is good.. Life is the best for you... And its the best as it can be.... Just chill... Be happy... Have fun... And take it as it comes... Oh mann.. im such a big hypocrite... i never take my advice... :P... But i m a very strange person... I can be sad or depressed or anything.. But i cant see other people sad or depressed or hurt or anything... Just now on my way back to home.. On a signal a woman was crying in a car next to me... That felt so bad.. i didnt know what had happened.. i really couldnt do anything.. All i could do was give a prayer out to Allah for that person.. So i did... So the thing is i cant see my friends, family or any other person be sad or depressed or anything.... Life is just too short... People you need to keep on feeling good... And enjoy life...

Anyways... Musically as on the weekends was low today... Not much variety... Listened to "jumper".. since its the "IN" song these days... Listened to a great counting crows song today... "Long December"... It really is a what u call a sweet song... its a song you would listen to on a day when nothing special happens... Khair... The song of the day is "break me out" by "the rescues"... it was the closing out song of the greys episode... So i just chose it... The songs feels nice... Anyways that all from me...ADIOS take care..and keep enjoying life...

Long December:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukA1r81XxzU&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkHX4BS4zeo&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7LEh3NYXaE
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/counting+crows/a+long+december_20033462.html

Break Me out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPeer1IMsg8
http://www.lyricsbay.com/break_me_out_lyrics-the_rescues.html

PS: Good Bye...
on Saturday, April 25, 2009

Helloo my regular people and those who are not... Hope everybody is enjoying there saturday night or either have enjoyed it already.. :P Saturday night's are good when your out with friends, family or someone.... Siting at home on a sat nite is not that good.. Sometimes it might be nice but after sometime u get tired of it and want to go out... You can sleep till late on a saturday morning which is always good.... Im feeling a little tired right now for writing... or maybe im just not in that specific mood... Maybe im just not that inspired to write... Why do i keep talking about inspiration in my blogs?... its because inspiration is the most important thing in life.... Everything that happens in life is due to some inspiration and anythng that doesnt happen is due to lack inspiration... You have to be inspired to do something meaningful... I have lost my inspiration , so im unable to do anything meaningful lately... Inspiration is really important.. for example... Inspiration in religion is very important.. We use a word "hadiyat" in islam... We say that Allah se hadiyat aye gi toh we'll start on the right part... Hadiyat is just another word for inspiration.... When you get hadiyat u basically get inspired to follow the right path... That inspiration can come from anywhere.. Thats y we say that hadiyat comes from Allah... So inpiration is very important... All of us are searching for our inspiration.. Some of us may not know it but we are....

I was watching a program of zaid hamid on tv today... It was all about our achievements and what we can do and what we should do to help our country... he was basically trying to inspire the youth and people there... I think what zaid hamid is doing is something really needed in our country right now.. They need to be inspired... And hes doing a great job of that.. So hats off to him... Hope hes able to carry on like this...

So today i woke up around 1 pm... Had sumthing to eat... then went out with dad to deal with some work... then took mom shopping which was niice... So spent a little time with my parents today which felt good.. After that chilled at home... called up some friends to make a plan for today.... But nothing worked out... So just took out the car are roamed... Ended up at a old school friends house... Time with this friend always passes nicely and i really enjoy it... First wrapped up a errand he had to do.. Then we just hung out... We couldnt decide what to eat or where to eat.. couldnt decide where to go... Which was a new feeling... :P Anyways ended up at food park... Talked alot about all kinds of thing.. which we always do.. He and i have very similar issues... So it helps talking to someone who understands what your going through... We ended up with a line saying "life is full of shit things and beautiful things...:P"... (yes im the one who came up with the line... :P)... After lunch went to gellato for desert... Which was niice.. Overall it was a niice evening....

Its not my time is a nice song by 3 doors down... And its how i feel right now... Im waiting for my time to come... So lets see..

Musically today was not that big... Im sure i heard more songs today but i cant seem to remeber it... Khair i now whats the song of the day is going to be... Its the song which came 2nd yesterday... :P.. "Jumper" by third eye blind... I thought this song deserves to be a song of the day .... :P It really is a coooll song... Listened to it alot today.. Listening to it right now.... "Wish you would step back from that ledge my friend..." ... Anyways... You people enjoy the rest of your sat night... take care and enjoy life...

Jumper:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdgCajndgNw
http://www.lyrics007.com/Third%20Eye%20Blind%20Lyrics/Jumper%20Lyrics.html

PS: Sabar ka phal meetha hota hai.. :P
on Friday, April 24, 2009
Helloo out there... Helloo out there... Just trying to hear my echo in this abyss that im trapped in... :P.. Free falling as you people might have guessed by now from some of my previous posts is one my favorite songs lately... Especially the john mayer version... this songs just gives you that feeling which one of my friends gave the name of "CHii Chii"... Yes this song is the "Chii chii" feeling wala song.. :P Anyways.. Today was friday.. End of the weekdays..Yeaa.. kal chutii haii... Yea like something special is gona happen tomorrow... :P Just that you dont have to go to office tomorrow is a good feeling... So today was a normal friday... Like always... Got to work... Work was there waiting for me ... :P I hate that when something is waiting for you... So maybe my day didnt start so good.. Well i dealt with it.... Then said jumma prayers at faisal masjid and lunch at haleem ghar... Ate alot.. really felt sleepy after that.. :P

And straight after lunch we had this long meeting... :P.. the first 10 minutes didnt have any clue... then started talking. and things got a little better and the sleepiness went away a little.... Chatted with couple of friends during the day... which was nice... passed the day.. Sometimes there are really small moments in your day that make the day for you... We need to find those moments and cherish them... Khair.. meeting kinda went okay.. Quickly wrapped my work after that and ran out of office... :P ... Didnt look back.. It was the last day of the week... :P ...

Khair.. reached home.. relaxed for while and then went out to meet up with some of my friends which i havent met in a while.. (like 3 days is a long while ... :P)... I had Planned to go to the launch of the stoneage outlet in blue area.. So we went there.. The shops been open for a while now but it was their official launch... I found out through facebook..which is becoming a good tool for me in letting me know what going around in isloo.. khair it was nice and all.. didnt buy anythin... we plan to go tomorrow... Had a free drink and a snack.. :P.. didnt stay long.. Then just roamed around... Did some gaming after a long while... that was nice... Thn went to jinnah super got something to eat for my cousin and then went home.... Overall it was a okay day...

Musically today was nice and precise... Listened to kings of leon mostly today... Yea im listening to kings of leon alot for the last couple of days.... there are a cool band... last night a slept to their song "I want you"... I do that sometimes.. i put a song on repeat and go to sleep.. it helps me sleep... :P Khair where were we.. yea todays songs.. listened again to "On call".... Also listened to another band i like.. i.e. "Dashboard Confessional" and their song Vindicated.. which was niice... Third eye blind was also on the soundtrack for today.. Their song "Jumper".. great song which uptill 20 minutes ago was the song of the day.. But the song of the day is "revelry" by kings of leon.. :P i listened to it half an hour ago and been listening to it since then.. I just like the tone of the songs and the lyrics ofcourse... Revelry is basically a heavy party or in the words of merriam webster dictionary.. "merry making"... Anyways... All the songs of today rock.. So a must listen.. thats all from me for today... ADIOS.. take care.. Enjoy the weekend...

Vindicated:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WoJV4NLxqg
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Vindicated-lyrics-Dashboard-Confessional/40853031FF53E36048256E8E000693EA

Jumper:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdgCajndgNw
http://www.lyrics007.com/Third%20Eye%20Blind%20Lyrics/Jumper%20Lyrics.html

Revelry:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7EtSb-94FQ
http://www.metrolyrics.com/revelry-lyrics-kings-of-leon.html

PS: Looking forward to watching supernatural's episode 19 right now...
on Thursday, April 23, 2009
Good day my happy people and those who arent... Hope all of you are doing good... My prays go out to you all even though i havent been praying that much lately... Yea another one of my regrets... khair... Whiskey lullaby is nice sad little song by "brad paisely and allison kraus".... Even though the video shows a nice ending.. This song is about life and all its tragic facts... which you can never stop hearing about.. All the different stories of different people consisting of the strangest of events.. Thats just life.... Anyways.. today was a regular day.. in the words of one my friends "just another day"... not bad not good... another day passed in our lives just like that... Today i think started of with me reading the status of one my friends...(Although he was my friend in 3rd or 4th grade.. But i have this theory that once a friend always a friend...) This status i really like and later on i copied it as mine... :P It was..
"I guess life can be surreal if you end up in a place that you never imagine to be in--whether good or bad. Life doesn't seem to be yours anymore. It's like you are going through the motions of time, but you are not really living anymore, you are not breathing the way you used to. it feels surreal. Like you are not you anymore."
Thats so true.. i am really living a surreal life lately....

Office was fine i think today... Not much work... Lunch was good... Had seekh kabab today which was a change... After lunch office was mostly chill... Wrapped work early and left on time today which in terms of manager will be leaving early... :P khair i had to leave early coz had to go to my khala's place... havent met her in a while which was bad.. so had to go.. It was fun.. I am learning how to enjoy family stuff.. Plus my knephews are so cuuuteee and coool.... even though the big one is a little monster... :P Because of them my day ended on a good note... Got home and chilled as usual...(in other words did nuthn... :P)

Musically today was really good... Some really good music was on during the rush hour show today which was great... Listened to pearl jam's "elderly woman behind the counter in a small town" after sometime... yea i know long title but its a great song... Also listened to some the ariborne toxic event, counting crows and alot of other good stuff... The song i listened to most of my day was "On call" by kings of leon.. its the song of the day.... Its a niice song.. catchy ,witty and clever... Plus with the vocals of caleb the lead singer of KOL , the song really rocks.... This songs makes me wana be in a kings of leon concert... This song is about being there for someone whenever that somones needs help... Its nice to have someone always on call for you.. it just has that nice feeling to it.... And this goes both ways.. Its also nice to be On call for someone... nice to know that if someone needs anything... youll be the first person they'll call.... thats just human nature... ( yea blame it on nature...:P )... Anyways this song is goood... Anyways.. ADIOS people take care...

Whiskey Lullaby:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ys89rgn4b0
http://www.lyrics007.com/Brad%20Paisley%20Lyrics/Whiskey%20Lullaby%20Lyrics.html

On Call:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vumafQ5CQ8c
http://www.metrolyrics.com/on-call-lyrics-kings-of-leon.html

PS: Im On Call to be there....

on Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Good day my minions.... How are we today?... hmm.. really dont know... The name of the post is "Hurt".... Hurt is a awesome song by johnny cash... Its cool... Hurt is something how u perceive the thing that might hurt.. And the level of hurt is judged by the perception... Everything around us is really how we perceive things... How we feel is how we perceive things... I mean everything is in our control.. Ok somethings may not be but thats very rare... Things , environment, feelings , emotions etc are how we perceive them to be... not how it is spelled out to us... For example if i feel sad or depressed right now.. I choose to feel like that or rather perceive it that way... The hard thing is to change our perception... So thats what we have to do...Otherwise everythng would be so easy.. You would just have to push a button and your perception would change.. and everything will be according to what you like....

What is music?.... music to me its what u can say in the medical dramas when a person is dying and they say push some miligrams of "Epi"... Well thats actually "epinephrine" which in lay man terms is adrenaline.... So thats whats music is to me right now... its helping me survive right now... So these line might have given you some general info... :P While music to someone might be nothing or pass time or just something to make the drive easy.. Or even more "haraam" and doesnt listen to it at all... Well thats a extreme case... im not talking about halal and haraam right now... khair.. the bottom line was its all about perception... You have the power....

Anyways thats alot of stufff... Well today was maybe not as bad a day as i thought it would be.. it was bad but not much... Started off with me listening to Spin doctor's "2 princesses"... This is really jumpy song and makes u wana sing along... its a morning song... I remember when i first heard this song... It was one of those Music shows on STN .. where a couple of english songs were played... And i liked it then and i still like it... Reached office... did regular stuff... Work was there even though it was a little chill coz my manager came really late... Work was bad.. it was just khaap u know... Confusing stuff... khair.. kinda dealt with it... Lunch was good as usual.. And refreshing... :P... Was sorta having this headache since morning becoz i didnt sleep much last nite.... So my head was heavy... Wrapped work up... Also had a pakora and jaleebi party in office at the end of the day... Which was funn.... Got home and relaxed... Finished October road... nice ending and all.. too bad they've canceled it ...

After that went out and helped out a friend...This like a said in my last blog... The one thing in my life right now thats good... Though im really broke now... :P khair.. got back home and chilled and now writing the blog...

Musically today was another one song day i think.. or i cant remember much else... The song of the day which i listened to today and was kinda a following me is "I will possess your heart" by "death cab for cutie"... Its a really coool song.. and has nice flow to it... Death cab for cutie is a really cool and mellow band.. i like them.. okay i know the name is weird but who care about the name the music is really good... some people have songs that have memories , feelings, events etc attached with them... For me every song matters or has something attached with it.. This song has some excess baggage attached with it for me.... But it really is a cool song...Gets u into it... Anyways.. good bye... ADIOS.. Take care have fun....

I will possess your heart:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmS0Kjxs2v4
http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-will-possess-your-heart-lyrics-death-cab-for-cutie.html

PS: I have left the building... :P
on Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Helloo all... "To be with you" is a song by Mr big... and its a really cuute song.. and i have some sad feelings associated with this song.. But its good...Anyways today was not such a good day.. But what else do u want.. Why doesnt the heart and mind stops wanting... they always want... They just cant stop... The best thing in life is ur heart just stops wanting and thrs just peace of heart and mind... Khair.. today was a regular day... got to work in time... did general stuff... read vickys blog.. heavyy.. other than that just nothing.. I really dont know what to do.. Im just staring into the abyss but pretending to be rise and shine..... I really am in the words of lifehouse.. damaged goods at best... My saturnine feeling is still being continued....

Work was slow and steady before lunch... The weather was geting rough.. was raining really hard.. We couldnt sit in jinnah super so ran to the car.. ate there... Rain i didnt like today.. i tried to enjoy it but failed... Got back to work.. tried some new things... tried to leave on time.. partially succeeded in that... Helped out a friend today... which is nice and all although im broke now.. :P Helping out friends i think is the one thing in my life right now... Got back to home... Decided to just stay at home... And that was it... Nothing special.. Just a regular useless day....

Music was okay today... Heard soundgarden's "fell on black days"...

Whatsoever Ive feared has come to life
Whatsoever Ive fought off became my life
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded
And now Im doing time
Cause I fell on black days

I really love the song.. Its really cool...These lines really say what i feel... i really have fell on black days... But im hanging on... Another song i listened to today is 3 days grace's "Drown"... thats probably the song of the day... Drown is a really great song.. At first u may not like it.. But after sometime u get into that zone.. And slowly lets you drown in the song.... Its a zone wala song... Anways... these day i really am not in the mood for writng... But somehow i do it a little.... ADIOS people... Take care... Enjoy

Drown:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8gCdlHU1IE
http://www.lyrics007.com/Three%20Days%20Grace%20Lyrics/Drown%20Lyrics.html

PS: Good Bye Day....
on Monday, April 20, 2009
Helloo everyone... Today is gona be a really small blog because im not in the mood and im a little sleepy too.. Today was monday the first day of the week and usually a regular day but there was definitely no mood for work... Today went okay.. had some work before lunch which increased just before lunch so went to lunch a little late... We had lasssii for lunch.. the rest was just a side dish...:P It was really fun and all... So thats good... After lunch work came fast and quickly... And really had to stay late at office...

After wrapping up my work i left around 7:30... reached home... had to solve my friends problem of having a carpet... which i did... provided them with a carpet type thing.. aftr that just hung around and had to do dealing with some restaurant guy for my friends daily food... So it was really kinda busy today... Came home and had dinner... Had some good home cooked food...

I really was feeling melancholic today and was not in the mood... just was pretending to take care of stuff... Listened to linkin park's leave out all the rest... "When my time comes forget the wrong that ive done.... Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed... Dont resent me... When ur feeling empty... Keep me in your memory... Leave out all the rest... Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well... Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself.... I cant be who you are... " ... I dont know y but i just wrote the lyrics.. i think im just filling up my blog now.. Im just feeling empty... This song by linkin park has some really good lyrics... Also heard some incubus's pardon me and some killers songs... Pardon me is really cool song.. With really cool lyrics.. lyrics are a must read....

Everybody is just looking for their angella ferelli... if any of u have watched october road u wud get this.. We try to find our angella ferelli in everyone.. We just need to find her.... thats just human nature..

The Song of the day is "I remember you" by "skid row".... its an awesome song... I know its from an era i might not like as its from the metal hair era.. but this song really rocks... All we people want is to have somebody that remembers us... Anyways... u shud listen to this song... Take care and ADIOS...

I Remember you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivFYVAntpw0
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/skid+row/i+remember+you_20125971.html

PS: Melancholy and infinite sadness is a really great album by the smashing pumpkins....
on Sunday, April 19, 2009
Forward yesterday.. Makes me wana stay... What they said was real... Makes me wana steal... Livin' under house... Guess im livin', im a mouse... All i got is time... Got no meaning just a rhyme... Take time with a wounded hand.. cause it likes to heal... Take time with a wounded hand cause i likes to steal... Im half the man i used to be... This i feel when the dawn it fades to gray....

Hellooo my uninspired friends and and those who are inspired... i really hope everybody is doing good... Today was sunday... Sunday the holy day for Christians... and the relaxing day for us... that was not always the case... I still can remember the days when the friday use to be the holiday and sunday was just a regular day.. i dont know y they changed it but thats how it should have been... Our holy day is friday so it should have been the holiday for us... Anyways.. it was a regular sunday morning... had to get up a little early today because some guest were coming... (actually they were already here when i got up.... :P)... khair the day was fun and all... it was a nice all round day with family and friends both.... had a nice lunch with everyone at home... My mom's lovely cooking.. though i dont appreciate it that much.. Which i shud do more... After the guests left... I just chilled at home.. actually slept again... :P woke up around 7 in the evening..

My parents were going on this wedding so i started to make my own plans.. First i thot i shud go meet a frnd i only meet once or twice a month if im lucky... But that once or twice meeting gets me refreshed for the whole month... :P Thanx ali for all that u have done and not done... Khair that didnt work out.. Thn some of my frnds made a plan of playing football.. So i went fot that.. Played football aftr a really long time... i used to play football alot when i was young... I was probably the best goal keeper in my area ..(No im not boasting... I really was... ) khair those really were the good old days... when playing sports was the best part of the day... And when matches were made with other teams which always ended up in a fight... * Sigh* good memories... If only all good memories could be remembered like that.. Khair.. football was fun... Then we went to my new favourite place in isloo "Dais perdais" in saidpur village.. Had a gola gunda.... after that i went to meet some of my other frnds who have there place coz hadnt met them in a while... Overall it was as i said before a nice all round day...Came home when my parents came back from the wedding....

Musically today was one of those days when u really only listen to one song... And that song was "creep"by stp... Hence its the "SOTD" (Song of the day... :P).. Creep is as i might have said before in my posts one my favorite songs lately... Hence the start to todays post... I love this song.. It helps me deal with life... Anyways... ADIOS people... Good Luck with the week ahead....

Creep:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56FIpZTmo28&feature=related
http://www.lyrics007.com/Stone%20Temple%20Pilots%20Lyrics/Creep%20Lyrics.html

PS: "saturnine" is wat im feeling rite now...
on Saturday, April 18, 2009
Helloo my friends and those who are not.... The post name is called love hurts... because this was the only song i listened to today... And that this song is so truuee... Love really hurts..(i can tell by experience)... But that doesnt mean its worthless or anythng... or that u shudnt love anyone... Love is something really special.. There nothing like it on earth... But it really hurts like a bitch... Anyways.. enough of me and my sob story... Im ready to move on... :P... So today was saturday and it was one of my "ON" ones... on a saturday when i reach my office the parking lot is totally empty and its such a bad feeling... Khair... a couple of my friends were also working today so it was not that bad.. atleast i had someone in my situation... Thats just human nature...we try to get close to people who are in a similar situation to ourselves... becoz we need someone to share with and stuff.. khair.. again going in the wrong direction...

Morning also started off also on funny note when vicky called me on msn and read to me a really crazy and funny and "SASTA" love letter of someone... :P (Someones feeling shudnt be a laughing matter but in this case it was a exception..)... khair i cudnt stop laughing for a while and everybody in my office started msgnin me keh.. haan jee kya baat hai .. aaj baray khush ho... :P
Thnx vicky for starting of my day on a good note... after that i started of my work and put up the incubus song..... Work was good today. did some new things...."AUTOMATION"...:P ...Lunch was nice and alot of fun... It was at savour... Got back in time for a change today...

Work went on... Had alot of ice cream today... Overall had ice cream 3 times today...:P got home a little late... chilled.. Today was kinda family day... Went to pindi aftr sometime today... I really dont like the traffic of pindi.. Its just sumthn abt it.. Khair.. was itching to get back becoz the FA cup semifinal between arsenal and chelsea was on.. It was a good game.. Arsenal played as good as they could play with the team they had... but lost 2-1... which was a downer but its okay... we still have the champions league.. And since most of my frnds are chelsea fans and their happy.. so its okay.. :P... Didnt wana write today but just didnt want to get out of my blogging routine...
so i just wrote...

Since i listened to only one song today.. So thats the song of the day... "Love Hurts" by incubus.. I know ive had it as song of the day before but its my blog and there are no rules... :P.. This songs makes me feel..hmm.. just blank.. i feel everythng and nothing... so it cancels out i think..:P Its a really good song.. i can listen to it alot... Anyways.. ADIOS everyone... Good Luck and have fun..

Love Hurts:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxPcmi1U25g
http://www.metrolyrics.com/love-hurts-lyrics-incubus.html

PS: alot of people have started copying my ADIOS... :P
on Friday, April 17, 2009
Hellooo everyone... Lets just take a moment here to say prayer for all our loved ones... May Allah give everyone peace of mind... So today was friday... Another day in our lives passed so easily... (maybe not easily..)... Hmm.. one day closer to death... Just wanted to start on a dark note today... Everybody is just doing there best to live there lives the best way they can... Everybody has choices... There lives are shaped because of these choices... I dont know where im leading with this.. Khair... Friday started of normally.. in the usual way it always does... got to office on my regular time... Did the normal chill stuff.. Chatted with one of my friends.. Which was good... It passed some time and started the day off on a good note... Chatting with friends in the morning is always good.. It gets u going for the day.. Gets u in the mood to face the day...

Work was normal... not that much but it was there... Timing for jumma were really messed up and we ended up having a really long lunch/jumma break... :P luckily didnt get into any trouble... After lunch didnt have much work wrapped things up and went home on time... Sat with my parents for a while...(Nhi it was a little more than a while... really should cherish these moments...)... After that went out to hang out with some friends.. Played a little basket ball aftr a really really long time... Then we went to PKG.... ATe alot of samosaas... And put on some Nusrat... It was fun.. had a relatively big gathering of friends aftr sometime.. Which got really lot bigger when another friend of ours and a number of his class fellows arrived... It was a crowd now... So our small samosa party was converted into a big samosa/sheesha party... Overall the evening was nice...

Musically today was okay day.. listened to some pearl jam especially thr song "jeremy" after a long time... It was really great... Listened to this new isloo band .. i think "kayas" is their name... dont know the spelling actually.. their song "Umeed"... It was like a typical isloo band song but i kinda like the lyrics of it.. as it was about how we should try to look towards the future and how to handle the past... I think people have trouble in dealing with the past or maybe i have trouble with it.... Khair.. Im actually not in the writing mood today... Im mostly not in the mood.. Khair.. the song of the day is the song i listened to the most today.. Its "free fallin" By the "John Mayer".. I know the original of tom petty is better and i agree but john mayer one is not that bad... This song is cool and sweet... what a combination... :P .. yea its a really nice listen... plus john mayer has a nice voice... This song is for all the good girls out there... And by the good girls i dont mean the girly girls.. I mean the true good girls.. Which are good at heart... Anyways... Hope everyone has fun on the weekend... ADIOS... take care of yourself everyone...

Free fallin:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Geg8v1TgeCw
http://www.metrolyrics.com/free-fallin-lyrics-john-mayer.html

PS: Shes a good girl...Loves her Mama...
on Thursday, April 16, 2009
Good day everyone.. Hope everyone is doing good and i hope the best for u all...( Yea im in that mood again...) ... So today was thursday... I think i was a little harsh to thursday on my last thursday blog... Thursday has some importance in our lives.. Its not totally ignored... :P (Just making my peace with thursday..... (yea im that creepy person who thinks days are persons...:P) )... Anyways... i woke up today with the same time lag... actually was kinda late for work today.. i say kinda becoz my offiicial time is 10 but i like to go early so i can leave on time... So today u can say i was on time... :P My time lag maybe had sumthn to do with me staying up late last nite (Like i dont do that every day..:P)becoz of the arsenal match.. which was great coz we won 3-0... :D.. Watch out Man U... Anyways.. reached office on time.. Was feeling sleepy like yesterday.. but had work so i didnt have the luxury of sleeping on the job.. Plus i needed my extra time for checking mail and facebooking and stuuf... :P

Read my friend vicky's blog as usual... Its getting deeper.. i think he has similar issues as me.. Both he and I have lost a friend.. who we miss alot... :P Khair 128 days to go before he comes back to PAK... PKG pakka vicky... :D... after that i continued my work even though it was hard as i was sleepy and all... Went for lunch at the regular time... Man the time change has so messed things up...when u go out for lunch now u so have that 12 noon wali feeling.. Khair u have to deal with it... Otherwise lunch was good and fun as usual... I'd been planning to go to the play "Art" which i mentioned in my last post.. i wanted to go since it was free and the play was a dark comedy which i like...Khair.. this planning was side thing which went along through the day...

I listened to some good music after lunch... Some soundgarden, some pearl jam, the new radicals and my song from yesterday romeo and juliet... (Yes im listening to it right now..) this song is niiiccee yar... Khair... completed my work on time and got out from office on time.. I had asked couple of my friends to go the play but that didnt work out... As i got out of office at 6 and since the play was at 7 and it was in the adjacent building to my office so i decided to just roam around which i havent done in sometime now... Plus my rush hour show was on so i decided to just cruise.. Today was kinda the loner day for me then...( trust me i didnt plan to but it happened...) So i went to the play alone in the end... I said what the heck.. lets just go and see it... I reached there before time as usual and just sat in the lobby as they hadnt opened the doors for the audience... there was quite the crowd there.. Isloo is a small place.. alot of familiar faces... I enjoyed the fact that i was probably the only one alone their.. and the being the mysterious guy...:P I was their just observing people.. No i wasnt doing "pooondii"...:P even though their was alot of poondi material there...( Stop using that word....) ... Observing is sumthn much different than "Not saying the word again"... Observing has sumthn sophisticated and educated associated with it... While "Poondi"(what the heck... im just using it..) has sumthn barbaric or sumthn animalistic associated with it... :P.. Plus i dont do poondi alone... (No fun in that...) Khair.... where were we... Oh yes.... the play... the play started arnd 7:30.. It was border line great...(Yes im using the word borderline alot these days...) .. I mean its really goood... It was a dark comedy... Basically about the complexities of the relationship of friendship... And it was really witty and clever... The right words were used at the right time... And the tempo of the play was good... It really involved the crowd.. khair...It was good to see the isloo crowd enjoying some good theater.... Anyways.. the play was fun.... I enjoyed... Hurried home ... On my way back heard a couple of songs that i really sang my lungs out too.. First one was.. "seven nation army"... And the second was Nickleback's "how you remind me"... Enjoyed that too.. Overall it was a nice day...

The song of the day for today is "fall to pieces" by "velvet revolver"... This is really great and simple song... And the music and lyrics are great... Must listen song if your missing someone...Khair... have fun people... Enjoy.. take care.. ADIOS

Fall to pieces:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mC7jC3y3oq4
http://www.lyrics007.com/Velvet%20Revolver%20Lyrics/Fall%20To%20Pieces%20Lyrics.html

PS: Still listening to romeo and juliet...
on Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Good Day my friends and those who arent... I've name this blog "alone" because right now im listening to the song "Alone" by alice in chains and pearl jam... Love this song... So today was the Wednesday... the mid of the week... historically wednesdays are not that bad... Wednesdays are like switzerland.. they are neutral days... :P And today was a neutral day... Today i woke up with a time lag.. becuase of the day light savings time got implemented from last night... Just another distraction in my life.. Anyways.. i was accompanied by this lag through much of the day...

Reached office in a pretty much sleepy mood... sleepy mood is not that good... Your just not in the mood for anythng whn ur feeling sleepy.. Anyways had a busy and tiring day at office today.. which was not good becoz of the laag i had... It was just busy in office.. I put in around 8 hours of work today.. thats heavyy... that means 8 hours of today consisted of nothing but work... Khair... Lunch was a welcome break from the work today.. and i enjoyed it as usual even though it was quite hot today.... Nothing much happened today... pretty much uneventful...

Theres a play happening at the pnca called "Art" from tomorrow... and its free..tickets can be collected from allianz... I think its the first free play happening in isloo.. or atleast of which ive heard of....

Musically.. today was okay.. listened to third eye blind's "semi charmed life" mostly.. Also listened to a bit of jimmy eat world's "the middle".... Nice get u going song.... Also listened to pearl jam's "Black" today.. Now black is a song which makes me accept the realities of life... its an ultimate song.. thats y it was the my first ever song of the day on my blog... however the song of the day for today is Dire strait's "Romeo & juliet"... this a really cute song and ive always liked it... Its always kinda put a smile on your face... This song is dedicated to all the romeo and juliets out there.. So Guys and gals.. ADIOS.. Take care...

Romeo & Juliet:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-G-GHTFoX4&feature=related
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/d/dire+straits/romeo+juliet_20040674.html

PS: fingers crossed for arsenal V villarreal tonite...
on Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Good day everyone... Hope everyone is doing fine and having fun... I have a question... Why is it that when memories are happening.. you dont know that they are going to be memories.. So u dont get to appreciate them until its too late... khair i guess that is life.. Today was not a bad day... today i woke surprisingly in a borderline good mood... :p i mean one of those days when ur feeling good just for no reason... I was washing my face and staring in the mirror ...laughing at myself..wondering wats wrong with me... :P anyways that was me in the morning.. Drove to office like that..

Office was not so good.. I mean i didnt have anythng to do till lunch.. Time was moving really slow.. Was just finding things to do.. Watched a little johnny quest on youtube... Brought back some memories of the day when watching this cartoon was the peak of my day... Life has really turned ,in the words of one my friend, "Jumping"... as in it consists of high and low nodes... It really has.. Anyways.. enjoyed my lunch today... Lunch time has turned into a really good time of the day for me.. I really look forward to it now... Gone are the times of me eating lunch alone...:P (yea i used to do that... Now i cant imagine myself doing that..) Anyways after lunch got some work.. Actually alot of work which i think is going to keep me busy for a couple of weeks now.... I knew that so i decided to get out of office on time today becoz im really not sure if ill be able to do that ths week....

I was accused of being a closeted nialist( or nihilist) today.. So i read abt it.... Nihilism basically means the philosophical view that life is without meaning.. and that the pointlesness of our existence... and stuff like that... Hmmm... i think im sure im not a nihilist.. :P

Anyways... got home.. watched some october road.. then went out to see a friend...( Okay tomorrow im definitely staying at home.. :P) ...Went to PKG.. Sat there for a while.. Wheshii weather.. Weshii winds.. i like the Andhii type of weather.. U know the weather just before the rain... Thats the perfect kind of weather.... Than the rain comes and ruins it all... Tried to get home early today and a partially succeeded in that... Got back and watched some more october road and now writing ths blog...

Musically today was okay...Today consisted of variety... Started of with elbow's "ground for divorce" which is a really cool song.. has a nice tone to it.. and ended up with some regular old bryan adams with "cuts like a knife" and "summer of 69"... Also listened to some paparoach today their new song.."Lifeline" which was nice.. Also heard some slipknot today after a very long time.. It was their song "Bad memories".. Man i still remember when i first heard their song "wait and bleed"... i must have been in 7th or 8th.. It so rocked.. Ahh my closeted rebel years... :P... Bad memories also sounds good.. Also heard some metallica with "cyanide".. however.. the song of the day is by the miserabilists coldplay.. Yes i like to call them that... yes there music permotes and atleast reminds me of miserabilism.. :P Khair.. their song "Such a rush" is the song of the day...What a song.. its possibly one of their best songs.. Atleast to me... its so balanced and soothing.. And lyrics are just ultimate..."Such a rush to do nothing at alll.... Such a rush to get nowhere at all"... Just cool... Thats all i have to say for today... take care people and try to appreciate the present because u never know when the present will turn into memories... ADIOS..

Such A rush:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJgF5pqaZ8Y
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/coldplay/such+a+rush_20032650.html

PS: Right now Liverpool V chelsea.. And 3 mins from midnight which means 3 mins from 1 o'clock... :P
on Monday, April 13, 2009
Hellooo... Hope everyone is doing okay... Today im not gona talk about my day... well i dont know maybe i will talk about it.... I really dont know... I cannot make any sentences... these days happen to me.... Well today was a bad day... I didnt know what i was doing... I went to office and i didnt know where i was going.... Maybe The greatest gift God ever gave was to forget... I think i havent really found that gift... Annyways... I did some work... listened to the script's "The end where i begin"....Its a nice song... i just like the sad part... :P.. Lyrics like "Sometime your first Scars wont ever fade, away"... They are really good...

Anyways... got my work done and got back home because i had this interview that i had to take.... Well after some time my interview came and i fucked it up as usual... Maybe meri kismat hi aisi hai...:P.. Nuthing is working out for me in my life right now... I need some kind of break... I know i shud be thanfull to God... I shud do it all the time... But we just dont and always complain... But Khair.. I was feeling down after the interview... Luckily one of my friends had his work to do.. so i needed to pick him up...So we drove around.. Which felt a little better...After that went back to my friends place... Hung out there for a while.. Tht made me feel okay... so i went home after that...

I came home a little early.. So spent time with my parents.. Also thr was no lite so had nuthn to do... The thing the really made my day was a couple of msgs from a good friend of mine... It really made me feel good... Thanx alot to that friend of mine.. After that felt good and watched october road.... :P

Musically it was okay... I listened to incubus's "love hurts" and "i miss you"... those were good... Also listened to the temple of the dog's "hungerstrike"....Then listened to the song of the day which was "Stone temple pilot's Trippin on a hole in a paper heart".... It really is a cool song... And it totally rocked... And the lyrics rocked too... Anyways... Really cant write.. So Take care .. Adios...

The End where i begin:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toV84pYmI0g
http://www.lyrics007.com/The%20Script%20Lyrics/The%20End%20Where%20I%20Begin%20Lyrics.html

Trippin' on a hole in a paper heart:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIxkveUJEKU&feature=related
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Trippin%27-On-a-Hole-in-a-Paper-Heart-lyrics-Stone-Temple-Pilots/4413CD66D2F263AB482568AE00292029

PS: i really couldnt write today.. Coudnt make sentences... So theyll be alot of mistakes...
on Sunday, April 12, 2009
Good day everyone... Hope everyone had a chill out sunday... Today was a really uninspiring and kinda sad day... I woke up today felling really down and sad... Didnt know what to do... Was missing someone.. I really have lost my inspiration in life... I stayed in bed for almost an hour just listening to incubus songs... and just staring at the ceiling.. Decided to get up after an hour... Today was my taya's barsi... So it was kinda more sad day... I had to get my mind of things... so went and watched some tv... While my parents were busyy with stuff... I really should have helped them out but i didnt(when will i learn)..... I was in no mood for anything.. Couldnt get myself up for doing anythng... Had my breakfast(which was actually lunch)..... then just lay there doing nothing...Also the light was gone so couldnt do anything... When the light came went to my room.. Watched "october road" which is this new series im watching... Its nice and all it gets my mind of things...So watched that till the light went again around 4...

After that i really didnt know what to do... I was kinda just going with the flow.. I had no direction... I really didnt know what i was thinking... I have these days... So since i was going with the flow i just went out with my friends to NASCON at FAST..which is the software/gaming /funfare type thing for those who dont know... As we had planned to go... It was almost at its end when we reached there... It was nice an all but i couldnt get my head straight... i really was out of it... So hanged thr for a while ...saw the gaming competiton come to an end... Had a headache.. played a while... Anways... after sometime we decided to get out of there and go to our usual place PKG...

There we sat for sometime.. i was with some frnds... But i really didnt know where i was... I was physically thr.. and trying to participate in some of mostly weird and variety of conversations but really didnt know what i was doing there... I was lost... I really couldnt gather myself today.. Today really was an uninspiring day and a bad one... Now i really hate these kind of days... Anyways got up from there and went home... Kinda looking forward but on days like these u really dont want to look forward... Khair... The day came to and end... And the daily routine again starts from tomorrow...

Musically today was staind day... which i think was mainly because of the reason that i was on my brothers car today which i use mostly and it has this staind mtv unplugged cd in it.. Which has been there since the start of this year and havent gotten myself up to change it... And since today i was feeling depressed and all ...so staind was the perfect band for it... Now staind is a band who really sound good when ur kinda in the low mood... (they sound good actually all the time...:P... I just made the last line up becoz it sounded nice..) anyways staind is really good and cool band.. And there songs are really cool... Listened to "Its been a while" , "pressure", "outside", "excess baggage", "fade".. etc..since it was the whole album so there were alot of their songs... All these songs rock....And their lyrics are unbelievable.. All these songs are a must listen..... I really think im not able to write more about the songs because im just not in the mood for it.. So im just gona post the links...Btw the song of the day is "its been a while"... ADIOS people.. Good luck and have fun...

Pressure:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xw8RF8fzIeU
http://www.lyrics007.com/Staind%20Lyrics/Pressure%20Lyrics.html

Outside:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r70UpNT_ZUc
http://www.lyrics007.com/Staind%20Lyrics/Outside%20Lyrics.html

Fade:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MV0jjV0ogf8&feature=related
http://www.lyrics007.com/Staind%20Lyrics/Fade%20Lyrics.html

Excess Baggage:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XcKGdvHmU0
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/staind/excess+baggage_20129503.html


Its been a while:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVC1iBVnKJk
http://www.lyrics007.com/Staind%20Lyrics/It%27s%20Been%20A%20While%20Lyrics.html

PS: Good Bye Day
on Saturday, April 11, 2009
Helloo Everyone... Hope everyone had a good Saturday...And had fun.... Today was however a sleepy day... Yea people it was one of those days where you sleep majority of the day... i guess for employed people like me days like this should happen even though they maybe useless but they can help you relax or sumthn... So i woke up around 2 today... Went and watched some tv... Had lunch..
Watched a movie on star movies after a really long time... I really dont watch any tv these days.. The movie was "Gone baby Gone"... yea i know its a cheezy title.. The movie was about a 3 year old girl getting kidnapped and all the complexities that went with it... Its directed by ben affleck and starred his brother casey affleck... it was a okay movie... not bad.. passed my afternoon... Than the light went at 4... So had nothing to do.. so i slept again... :P

Woke up around 6... Had the evening tea and all... then went out to hang out with some of my friends... since its saturday and all.. Turned on the radio and its was my favourtie rj doing a show.. So some good music was on.. I had planned to have a big gathering of my friends but eventually it was just me and another friend.. :P.. ok this friend of mine is always the dependable one.. I mean whenever u call him his free for u.... hahahahaha.. thanx bhaiyae for always being there... Lub ya...

So we went to PKG to sit around.. Had sheesha.. and chaiyae.... put on some good music and just chilled... Called another friend of mine because i was missing him... hes in america these days.. he was having fun doing bunjee jumping and stuff which was goood... Anyways.. its was nice.. Got up from there... had a washroom break at KFC...:D.. there i heard a song which is going to be the song of the day..(thats y mentioning the washroom break at KFC was important....)..From there we decided to check out the new restaurant in saidpur village...Dais Perdais.... It was a really nice place... with really nice atmosphere...its next to a hill which looks awesome... Also the moonlight was just cool today.... Food im not sure about coz lately i dont like eating.. Anyways... They have golas there.. U know the ice sickles with different syrups poured over it... I remember it from my school days... U know the rairee walas with golas used to hang out outside the school... Some nice memories... After dinner had kulfi falooda from there which was nice though expensive... Went home after that... Overall its a really good place so do check it out...

Soo... Now we get down to music... Most of the time i slept so not much new music i listened to today... It was just the good old stuff.. Like 3 days grace, pearl jam, STP and stuff.... Listened to a song i think i listen to everyday on the radio so i think i should finally mention it...Its "lost" by coldplay... Now this songs music and lyrics are totally opposite.. the music is okay and happy... and the lyrics are really good and depressing... Like "Just because im hurting.. doesnt mean im hurt ... doesnt mean i didnt get what i deserved..No better no worse..."... These are some really nice lyrics... Its a goood song...Other than this i listened to the song "i want you to want me" by Letters to cleo...Its from the soundtrack of 10 things i hate about you... this is a really nice movie and its my all time favourite high school movie... And the song is goood... Hmm... I have really bad headache today.. So lets just get to the song of the day..its "it must have been love" by roxette... i really dont know why i chose this song becuase its really not my taste of music but i just decided it in a spur of the moment.. Khair.. itna bhi bura song nhi hai... Chalo people got to go... Take care...

Lost:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYDOWGlPDTU
http://www.metrolyrics.com/lost-lyrics-coldplay.html

I want you to want me:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-37F6MmAYD4
http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/10thingsihateaboutyou/iwantyoutowantme.htm

It must have been love:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0DNQMzpG_s
http://www.lyrics007.com/Roxette%20Lyrics/It%20Must%20Have%20Been%20Love%20Lyrics.html

PS: GoodBye day
on Friday, April 10, 2009
Helloo everyone... Today im in no mood for writing...Its just one of those days... Today was really useless day... I didnt do anythng at all.. I mean literally anythng... I just was not in the mood today for doing anythng... I think its safe to say.. Today was a bad day... Today started off normally with me going to office... when i reached there time felt as it had stopped... Every minute was going by at a snails pace... I just couldnt pass time... Some time went and one of my friends who i got started on blogging sent me his blog post for yesterday... it was really good and really deep... And about how he was missing one of his really close friends who had passed away and how his friends are everythng to him... It was really moving... I feel the same way too sometimes...That friends are the best gift.. trust me people let everythng go but never let ur friends go... And especially one of ur really good friends... I have been guilty of that.. so im telling u from experience... I really miss my friend who i lost... Anyways back to the day... The extremely slow and boring day...

I listened to some incubus as there the ones im listening to these day... All the yesterdays songs... especially the yesterday's song of the day... So time maybe passed a little but still it was slow... I was going crazy... When time is slow u really start thinking about some weird stuff...Khair..

Since today was friday ...so went to faisal mosque to say jumma prayers... which is now becoming the regular place for jumma for me.. Its always nice to pray there... Had lunch at a restaurant in jinnah super called "Mr chips".. i had never had lunch their so it was nice and food was not that bad.... Had long lunch which helped a little in the day passing...

After lunch the time went even more slowly... Didnt do anythng... Was just watchn my wrist watch every second... Did little work.. It was a bad day at the office... (it was a bad day overall..)
As soon as it was six i literally ran from my office and drove as fast as i can.. Today i drove a little fast coz i wanted to get home.. Usually i drive slowly back from office as the rush hour show is on and i listen to it on my way.. It comes form monday to thursday... hence didnt have to drive slowly today...

Reached home did nothing.. sat a little with my parents... then got locked in my room and did nuthn.. Really didnt want to do anythng... Somehow i decided to watch a movie... Aur movie bhi indian... Can u believe me wathcn an indian movie.. I never watch indian movies unless on special occasion or by accident.. And lately im not even wathcn any kind of movies.. Khair.. It was "delhi 6".. Maybe i watched the movie becoz the girl(sonam kapoor)... :P (Yea shes cute..:D).. So it was a stop and start thing surf the net in between the movie.. The movie was okay.. it was actually going pretty well till the end.. I should explain what it was about and what i thot of it.. but im not in the mood of writing about it...All i say it has nice cinematography..

Musically as you could imagine it was a slow day too... Other than incubus listened to the "Sometime around midnight" by "the Airborne toxic event".. ive mentioned this song before in my blogs... Its a really good song... And the guy has a nice voice... Other than this the song i listened to is the song of the day.. Its "Storm" by lifehouse.. Yea i know i may have written some things against this band in some of my previous posts but i just dont care.. i just listened to this song today and decided to make it the song of the day... Anyways... Goodbye people... Hope everyone had a better day than mine.

Sometime around midnight:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJi2z3tGKIg
http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/3530822107858704691/

Storm:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QujJlmGxges
http://www.lyrics007.com/Lifehouse%20Lyrics/Storm%20Lyrics.html

PS: Goodbye Day
on Thursday, April 9, 2009
Good day Everyone... Today was thursday... In words of one of my favorite "the Cure" songs..."thursday i dont care about you"... Thursday is thot of as the day that comes before friday... Thursday doesnt have much importance in our lives... There shud be becoz every minute is precious... but there just isnt.... Anyways enuff abt thursday... Today was a okay day... Today was the day the sun finally beat the clouds and came roaring out..(oh maan.. did i just write that..) On my way to office while i was on seventh avenue... I had a perfect view of the margalla hills with sun shining over them while there were clouds over my head... They were just sparkling.. i kinda enjoyed that... On my way i heard "Chasing Cars" by snow patrol on the radio... Now snow patrol is a band who are consistant but not in a good way... they have the same type of sound for all there songs... Is it me or does Snow patrol sounds good only when a person is in love...:P hahahahaha... Nhi nhi... they are not that bad.. :)...

I ve been working alot in office the last couple of days.. So today i decided that i wont work so hard.. i mean working hard is a bad habbit :P.... Hard work all the time is bad for health.. Anyways i pretended to do work till 12 today... during that time a really good friend of mine read my blog for the first time... and gave some good encouragement.. :P Not that i needed any but it was good... Blog is a way of expression... And everyone needs to express him or herself... So after that i started reading some of my posts from the start and they were not as bad as i thot first...( This was the first time i was reading my own blog..)...

Anyways.. arnd 12 had to do some urgent work... So after doing that went for lunch... Today was rahat pizza day...:P.. Man rahat bakers pizza are really good... i had one after some time now... So it was even better... After lunch Office was mostly chill and today i finally went home on time...:P

After office went out with mom to take care of some things... Today i also found at the my birth stone is "opal".. i didnt know that.. And that it is the symbol of love and commitment...:P :P(Girls are you reading this... :D)... Anyways.. that was just a piece of information i wanted to share... After that i went to drop of some much needed stuff for my friends home... They were siting at this awesome restaurant called karachi nights...( yes ppl that was sarcasm..:P).. So i had dinner there... (Hmm... I shud really start eating at home..)... So after droping the stuff i came home...

Musically today was incubus day.. Yes the affects of yesterdays song of the day hasnt worn out... Heard some good songs from inucbus today... Like "i wish you were here" And "love hurts"..The song of the day is their Song..."i miss you".. When you listen to this song you will definitely miss someone... Yea i was missing someone too... :P.. These songs are perfect combination.. You can put them in the playlist and put them on random... Its such an awesome combination... "i wish you were here" is also really cool... and its abt how all things that make u feel happy are almost nothing if u dont have anyone to share them with... "i miss you" is a really sweet short and simple song... I really wish i had written this song... Other than incubus there was another song which i heard that was good ... it was the john mayer cover of tom petty's "freefalling"... it was niice.. Even though i like tom petty too but john mayer did a good job.... Now john mayer is a person im really jealous of..:P( yes people basically im a really jealous person.. And jealousy really is a bitch...)... i mean all the girls want this guy... he has a nice voice and all and he plays the guitar and hes good looking... So stupid.... thats all what most girls want...:P... Anyways... ADIOS... Hope everyones doing fine..

Freefalling:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNW8q-Ucz18
http://www.metrolyrics.com/free-fallin-lyrics-john-mayer.html

I wish you were here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpHFyYrNuuM&feature=related
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Wish-you-were-here-lyrics-Incubus/723112D10329A3D148256AB5000A629A

I miss you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mO1S1Yq-u2U
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/I-Miss-You-lyrics-Incubus/134F51BAA4179FE7482568D800178B46

PS: The post title is the song by coldplay...
on Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Good night my dark minions... :P ... hope everyones fine and had atleast not a bad day today(Hope it was a good day for u people...).. Today was again a rainy day... Today i thot to myself that i shud learn to enjoy the rain... so i tried and succeeded to some extent... Went to office in bad rainy conditions... Got stuck at couple of signals for a while due to traffic... the only worth while song that i heard along the way was "if you could only see" by tonic...

Today was uninspiring day.. i was feeling so uninspired...I have lost my inspiration in life... i have lost my muse... Inspiration is really important in life... Human beings do everythng in their life becoz they are inspired by sumthng.... People maybe doing the same thing but their inspiration might be different.. Some people study becoz they are inspired by knowledge... some people study becoz they are inspired by power and money.... Some people live there lives for someone.. Some people live there lives for there ownself... Some people live their life for GOD.. Those people who are on the right path have actually received their moment of inspiration... Some Unforunate people are still waiting for their moment of inspiration... But some people are KKG like me who had got their inspiration but lost it .... :P Yea im that type of ppl...

So i changed my FB status 6 or 7 times till lunch to inspire myself... To get sumthn started.. To quote some lines from one of my favorite songs currently "creep" by stp..."im half the man i used to be... Feeling uninspired... i think ill start a fire"... so i was trying to start a fire... :P Anyways time till lunch passed like that...

Lunch Came at a good time because i really needed to get out of office... Today it was raining so we went to savour for lunch.. Ate alot.. which usually happens when we goto savour... Khair the food was good...

When i came back i started sum discussions with some guy on sumbody's note on FB about the terrorism stuff..(yea i know alot of sumbody's..) And i just wanted to get inspired or sumthn...The discussin was on the solution to our terrorism problem and how it all got started and wht we need to do in the FATA and FANA areas...LOL.. i know sounds so serious.. it kinda was... Anyways that kinda got me in a revolutionary mood...

Muscially it was Stone temple pilot(STP) day.. Yea heard some good music from them... Started off with their cover of beatles song revolution which was really cool... Beatles really did have some great lyrics.. john Lennon really was a geniuos song writer.... Heard "Vasoline".. "Creep".. "PlusH"..."Sin'... by STP...actually heard alot of other songs today...Today i realized that if u hear a lot of songs during a day... theres a chance u might lose out on some good songs... becoz u mite not be able to really enjoy some of them... or in other words concentrate on them... The post title is also a great song i heard today..."Sometime around midnight" is by "The airborne toxic event"... Its a nice song... should listen to it....

Oh i almost forgot someone asked me today to specially mention that why people who are doing PHDs so busy..?? :P ...Sorry Bro.. :P

After office i went to my friends place.. A group my friends have there own place now which is nice... Some place to call home.. i have a good time their...Btw ppl this is a generally appeal.. If u have anythng lying useless in your home please contact me.. General things are badly needed at their place.. Any kind of help will be appreciated...:P... We went out for lunch.. and guess where... Savour..:P Today is the day i ate from savour twice... This is a historic day..:D after eating went back to their place and listened to some old good music... which included some audioslave and one song i would especially like to mention... "stay away" by "the honorary title".. this song is from the soundtrack of one tree hill.. i really have some memories with this song...:P...

I will like to have a really special and sad mention on my blog today for my uncle(taya)... One year ago this day he had a cardiac arrest this day...he aventually passed away on the 12th april...
So would like to say a prayer for him... And would request those who are reading this blog to say one for him too...thank you... I cant believe a year has passed.. a year ago from today we were getting ready for our final year prjcts presentation.. Alot has happened during this year... Some really really good memories and some really really bad memories.... It was an up and down ride...

Anyways this blog is geting long... The song of the day is "Love Hurts" by "Incubus"... today was the first time i heard this song and it was really cool... I always have liked incubus.. they have some really cool stuff... one Line from this song "Love hurts.. but sometimes its a good hurt.. And it feels like im alive"... that i think sums up the song...Okay people...ADIOS..

Revolution:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNyAF_t0BsI
http://www.stlyrics.com/songs/s/stonetemplepilots3685/revolutionstonetemplepilots326190.html

Sometime Around midnight:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJi2z3tGKIg
http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/3530822107858704691/

Stay Away:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfaSnbolDH0&feature=related
http://www.metrolyrics.com/stay-away-lyrics-the-honorary-title.html

Love Hurts:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxPcmi1U25g
http://www.metrolyrics.com/love-hurts-lyrics-incubus.html

PS: arsenal rocks.. Man United Sucks.. :P
on Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Good evening people... Today was a long and tiring day... Also a sad and lonely day.. :P.. but its ok ive kinda learned to deal with it.... Today started off with me waking up and going to office on a cloudy morning... and i kinda had a up and down ride to office musically... started of with the song "the man who can be moved" by "the script".. i kinda have sad and mixed feelings associated with this song actually with this band.. hence my day started off a bit down... the next song was "the pretender" by the foo fighthers.. and i thot to myself... hmm.. not bad... then the next song that came probably made the day for me.. It was "Semi Charmed life" by third eye blind... Yes im still in my third eye blind phase... This song has a line which i have decided is the definition of love.. :P .. "when im with you i feel like i could die and that will be alright"... this for me is the definition of love.... that everthings alright when ur with the person you love.... Yes people ive been in love.. So i know what im talking about... :P... Anyways.. so this song probably put me in a better mood for the day...

Had lunch at my usual place.. Jinnah super... So it was niice.. Office was long today.. got stuck in office at the last moment again... had to sit till 8.. those fucking updates.... So maybe that spoiled a day that was other wise going okay...Went to meet a couple of my friends after office... which was good...

Got one of my friends started on blogging recently... He has his own issues so i knew blogging will help him in his words "bleed out" like it helps me.... And im glad that i could help him...

Today i also started a group on facebook called "People united against Microsoft Excel"... :P yea i know cool.. :P.. i was chatting with my frnd today and he was like working on excel and saying things like fucking excel and stuuf.. and i started to think i have the same prob.. :P so i decided to make a group of it... 4 people have joined so far.. which is not bad.. :P

Today i read a article in which i read that zardari had said that "pakistan was battling for survival"... i mean WTF.. a leader is suppose to be the strong one... This statement was like a clear invitation for everyone that we are down people.. come bomb us some more... :P i mean wht at hell... i think he said this to the US envoy.. he wanted some more money for us fighting the war on terror.. And yes army is acting like a mercenary force for the US... and on the other end the drone attacks keep coming... What the hell is going on in my country..

The song of the day is "wishful thinking" by duncan sheik... This song i first heard a long time ago....i liked it then and i still like it... this is from a soundtrack of great movie.. "great expectations".. based on the charles dickens novel... About the various expectations in ones life... Song is kinda about the same thing... About how we are guilty of wishful thinking in our life.. ive been guilty of the same... When ur thinking all the time most of it is wishful...Anyways this is a nice song... Adios people.. hope u have a rocking night...

WishFul thinking:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y8PMmXcD2k
http://www.lyrics007.com/Duncan%20Sheik%20Lyrics/Wishful%20Thinking%20Lyrics.html

PS: looking forward to the arsenal V villarreal match tonight....
on Monday, April 6, 2009
Good Morning Everyone..... Today was a bad day... Nothing as such.. just was bad....Its was one of those sad days... It rained alot and hence the sadness... Woke up to a cloudy morning which then led to rain... Ok i guess its kinda good for the rain to come down as its the summer but still .... I didnt get any sleep thats why also it was one of the bad days... At lunch time went for lunch at jungle spot... it was ok.. just didnt have fun... Other than that it was a boring old day.... Had to sit a little late in office for some work... which was also not good... Things always come at the end of the day... :@

Music wise it was a hmm... okay day... Listened to led zepplin's ramble on.... aqualung's "Strange and beautiful".... and deep inside of you by third eye blind..:P yes still listening to it...

After coming home just lied in bed... nuthing else... literally didnt do anythng.... after waking up had khana and than im writing this blog... So it was one those useless days... didnt wana do anythn or couldnt do anythng... Ppl if u dont sleep then the next day will be relatively a bad day... because u cant think what u want to think.... Hence u shud sleep on time... :P(What a hypocrite... )

Song of the day is "Black Hole sun" by "Soundgarden".... Its a really cool song... just the line....
Black hole sun.. wont you come... and wash away the rain... black hole sun... wont you come....
This line says it all.... everbody is looking for his "black hole sun"... Anyways... dont want talk much today... So take care ... And ADIOS...

Black Hole Sun:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiSkyEyBczU
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/s/soundgarden/black+hole+sun_20128204.html

PS: Its still fucking raining.....
on Sunday, April 5, 2009
Good morning Sunday... :P yes today was a sunday... But another suicide bomb attack... I mean what the hell went wrong man... How this is happening every single day.... Today happened in chakwal at a Imam bargah ... Somebody really wants to destabilize our country.. And thing is there are so many people who want to destabilize our country... US , india, iran, taliban God knows who else... Everyone wants a piece of Pakistan.... The only way things like this can be dealt with is by having a strong leader... which we can never have.. hence... we are doomed... :P... No ppl we shouldnt loose hope we shudnt just leave everything upto Allah.... The best thing we can do is keep doing the jobs we are supposed to do... Just try to live normal lives.. And pray to Allah.. We need to start saying namaz and stuff like that... And hope for the best... We cant let these people be the control of our lives.... And we do need a vacation from the media.. maybe that way the people who want to spread fear among the population may fail... Ohh maybe thats a solution... Stop all news channels... No news for a month or so... Seriously we shud think abt this... The people who are behind these attacks want to destablize the country and spread fear among the population... And they are using the Media to carry out their plan... So I say Stopp all news channelss... Down with GEO... :P :P...hahahaahah... (This is not such a bad idea waisay)....

Anways.. other than the bomb blast it was a regular old sunday.. spent mostly with family .. and thats how it shud be.. max time on a sunday shud be given to family... Although one of my old school frnds did come in the afternoon.. and also i went out in the evening to my frnds place...(hey where did the family time go.. :P :P ...You hypocrite.. :D)... No i did spend time with my family... Hanging out with frnds is a just routine thing now :P....

Musically today was slow... Not much music... Mostly listened to "deep inside of you" by third eye blind.. yes i still have it on repeat.. :P.... Also i listened to a old cool song.. one i almost forgot abt.. Its a really funny song and brings backs some memories.. Its "Scotty doesnt know" by "lustra".. yes its from "Euro trip".. "Akheeeer" movie... loads of fun.. anyways.. this song is fun.. and brings back the old times.. scotty doesnt know.. scotty doesnt know..scotty doesnt know.. :D
However the song of the day is "i remember you" by "skid row".. its a 80s rock ballad.. And a really good song... Yea another love song... I guess im out of my grunge phase and into the love song phase... :P.. But this really is a nice song... 80s era really had some good music.. Plus this song is really a good listen in the car.. so make a note of that.. :P... Anyways.. ADIOS people..

Scotty Doesnt Know:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51ncDQYxsm8
http://www.lyricstop.com/s/scottydoesntknow-lustra.html (EXPLICIT LYRICS..:P)

I remember you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivFYVAntpw0
http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-remember-you-lyrics-skid-row.html

PS: The smallville chick (Kristen Kreuk) is hottt.... :D
on Saturday, April 4, 2009
Good morning heavy day... :P.. Yes it was a heavy day... Not personally but generally in isloo... Yes im referring to the suicide bomb attack on the FC checkpost... Please people say a prayer for the people who died in this bomb blast... May there souls rest in peace... We people should really have great respect for these people because they are the ones in the line of fire... None of us are brave enuff to face what they have to face everyday... May Allah give them the strength... What has happened to the security in our city.. i mean y is the ordinary citizen afraid to go to crowded places.. how can this happen in my beautifull islooo... its all just like a bad dreamm... Something has to be done.. but what.. Our govt is full of idiots.. The people who may know whats going on are in the background.... Our interior ministry advisor...who cant even sspeak english correctly said that they are helpless against these attacks... what is the ordinary citizen supposed to do.. all i have is questions and no solutions.... May Allah help us in these difficult times... And keep everyone safe.. Ameen...

Hmm.. lets just get back to normalcy or sumthn or atleast try to... The day started off as a regular slow "ON" saturday.. where the times is going slower than a snail... u really dont wana work on a saturday.. But since i had nuthn esle to do... and my manager expected me to work... so i worked.. :P... and acutally its was again a good day at the office and got some work done in an organized way.. :).. this shouldnt become a habbit... Ill try not to work on the monday.. :P

I think i should say sumthn abt the flogging of a teenage girl incident that was running in the news yesterday... I didnt want to but since it was a hot topic in my office in the morning.. so i have to say sumthn abt it.. im not sure abt what happened or what was the real story... But all i know that im pissed abt the video being shown on TV... I mean how can our TV channels show a girl getting flogged by to grown bearded MEN.. I mean thers sumthn really sick and twisted abt it.. This vdo shud have never been shown on TV.. And im surprised tht noo one is pointing that out... There really shud be a little more strict censorship laws for our private tv channels... vdos like these cannot be shown on our tvs... TO be clear im just talking abt the vdo not the news.... Anyways thats all from me on that...

In other news... 110 people were found in a container in quetta... 50 of whom were dead.. all victim of human trafficking.. Whats happening in my country...
Also "john solecki" the unhcr guy who was kidnapped was released today.. finally a sorta good news.. becoz the UN ppl were really on our backs for geting him released.. Man im turning into one of those private tv channels.. YUKHH..

After office today i helped some of my frnds shift to a new place.. so that was fun and nice... but had to hurry back coz parents were getting worried aftr they heard abt the blast..

Musically today was "third eye blind" day... Man seriously good chicks wala band...I mean girls if u r reading this.. fuck lifehouse.. Start listening to third eye blind.. they really do rock... I listened to alot of their songs..Like "Semi-charmed life"... really cool song.. "Hows it going to be"... "ULTRA song.... "So pretty"...a pretty song.... "I want You" ... a nice song... all these songs are gooood... And are a must listen.. ill give links of all today i think...The song of day just becuse it was the first song i listened to is "Deep inside of you".... Its pretty pretty love song... a song abt how u change when u fall in love with someone..I've had it on repeat since last nite.. Dont have much else to say other than they really do rock... Anyways... Its been a kinda long day..so ADIOS people...

Semi-Charmed life:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9Re5O3qA5E&feature=related
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/third+eye+blind/semicharmed+life_20136744.html

Hows it going to be:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfk0u3rWZ8c&feature=related
http://www.lyrics007.com/Third%20Eye%20Blind%20Lyrics/How%27s%20It%20Going%20To%20Be%20Lyrics.html

So pretty:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBBdmp8AzHw&feature=related
http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/3530822107858748626/

I want you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6C8buGnZDvU
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/third+eye+blind/i+want+you_20136737.html

Deep inside of you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4gj5Q0wJ2U&feature=related
http://www.lyrics007.com/Third%20Eye%20Blind%20Lyrics/Deep%20Inside%20Of%20You%20Lyrics.html

PS: Civil war is a song by Guns & roses and today reminded me of it...