Six Month

Im gona start the six month from next week.. Also going to start a new job next month... Dont know right now whats going to happen.. After trying of one and a half year, i have finally got the job.. This was actually a part of the original plan.. Which is very funny.. Im acutally laughing abt it... Anyways .. Thnx to Allah for giving me this job.. Even though somehow it doesn't feel right but still will try to make the best... Im still feeling though a little down.. Dont worry everything will be fine... But it will be a little weird.. But lets see.. Today got the appointment letter.. Finaaly after a really really really long time.. Which felt good.. Then there was this thing of me telling my manager that i was leaving.. Which was hard.. But after a long discussion.. We came to a mutual conclusion... Today was alot tiring and also had to wait long in office... So it was tiring.. Im getting really tired these days.. Dont know. Maybe the heat...

My head is heavy right now... It doesn't have any words in it... The Heat has taken away all my words... Hopefully i will write something better in the future but i doubt it as things are going to get tough.. Anyways.. Heres to weirdness and hoping for the best...

The song of the day is " fall to pieces" by The velvet revolver...

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

It really is one of those songs you listen to when your sitting alone.. And no one to talk to but yourself... Khair.. Take Care.. Have Fun..

Fall to pieces:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SkTIfvc_HI4

PS: Weird and hoping for the best....